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<title><![CDATA[Beyond Imagination]]></title>
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<description><![CDATA[Expectation always beyond our imagination]]></description>
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<title><![CDATA[Wordilicious ...]]></title>
<link>http://blog.360.yahoo.com/blog-zo9h_LkkcK_cRJIZ8S4eKMBZ?p=54</link>
<description><![CDATA[  <p style="text-align:left; " align="left"><span style="font-size:10pt; font-family:Arial; ">Getting to do what we suppose to do...</span></p>
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<p style="text-align:left; " align="left"><span style="font-size:10pt; font-family:Arial; ">Today, is another day which fills with joy and happiness. Coming bac into the heart of the families, which meaning the souls is belong to the special One. Yesterday, Friday, rushing bac to Bentong basicalli wishing to join d church mooncake party but suddenli without no reasons they cancelled it. But nvm, my families, suddenli gather with other relatives and children to hav a chit chat and a reunion of the big families to celebrate the mooncake festival. Well, whole events went on smoothly, beside some children my bro and cousin was playing fire and fire ... lighting up the candles, with many colourful tanglung ... </span></p>
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<p style="text-align:left; " align="left"><span style="font-size:10pt; font-family:Arial; ">After the nite, is my sleeping nite,do u know what happen ?! There's a great wind and a great storm that i prayed for in the afternoon when i realised that Bentong also one of the serious area which infected with serious haze. After these prayer, the whole midnite around 2am, the wind followed by the storm and a heavy rain, my curtain was banging from each side to another side and i can feel the land is moving which coz a strong sound of the lighting storm. After that nite, the whole morning is another cooling air environment at the morning. I was waking up at around 6.30am, and getting ready to get down to KL to join a FES event. After having Hong Kong Style " Chee Chong Fun" in Wan Chai Kok... i take the Maraliner head down to KL.</span></p>
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<p style="text-align:left; " align="left"><span style="font-size:10pt; font-family:Arial; ">In that caterpillar insect, some one sitting beside me annoyingly and irritating meditate by holding some charms and keep on meditate with many annoying sound. I was decided to take out my mp3 player and blast to get rid of the freaky annoying sound. But i didnt do it, because of tireness and sleep in tat "caterpillar" until i reach Pekeliling in Titiwangsa station. Riding Monorail heading to KL Central, getting down in KL Central Station of the Monorail, I was looking around looking for the YMCA Building... But I didnt manage to find the place but suddenli i saw a person wearing a National Conference 05 T-shirt walking with some frens... So i m juz followed their bac, guessing them they also heading to the same destination as mine. So, I m juz followed... At the front of the gate, looking at a very farmiliar face, which is Arnette (NC 05's Director) smilling welcoming us in, after the registeration and welcoming ms jaclyn into the hall, i also followed by went in and look for our college 1st arrival, the 1st arrival was sitting alone at the bac of the hall, after approaching, both of us head to the front and sit and mixed with other people. The Worship event took place after Michael giving some crappy annoucement, and address by arnette toward the event. The worship took place by a girl frm Sabah who knows how to speak 10 language (freak out), she be able to master most of the language include Mandarin and Korean. She is a mixture of Mulu people and Sulawesi people but she definitely not a chinese. After the great worship, Brenda Lim (Journalist of NSTP, Ipoh) presenting the whole book of Ruth in the Old Testament, speaking and acting as many characters. Wow, she is awesome and be able to memorize the whole book without any mistakes. After that, followed by a Pastor from... (forget d) keep on using jokes and circumcize thingy and speak on Galatians... also the whole book. After that, lunch time!!!</span></p>
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<p style="text-align:left; " align="left"><span style="font-size:10pt; font-family:Arial; ">After eating lunch, few of us nilai gangs meeting news frens and great people from National Conference 2005. Looking at their faces, realising they are NC buddies but sadli we forget their names ... haha... The whole scenarios like this, em... u looks farmiliar, emm... u must be... haha.... conversation goes on about introducing btw each other and talks about life ... at 2.30pm, standing and worshipping Him again as a response to His word... , singing National COnference SOng, remembrance of the golden days where in National Conference in PeaceHaven, Genting. AFter bla bla bla... Carnival begins...</span></p>
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<p style="text-align:left; " align="left"><span style="font-size:10pt; font-family:Arial; ">Carnivals!!! Well, so many games... until we end up with many prize... now writing kinda short now ... but in d end ... c my pictures, what i gain beside knowledge and His love... this will b my physical stuff ... hahaha.... Lucky draw ... I gt a CD !!! and many more other stuff !!!</span></p>
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<p style="text-align:left; " align="left"><span style="font-size:10pt; font-family:Arial; ">LEAVE NO WORDS UNTURNED!!!!!</span></p>
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<pubDate>Sat, 07 Oct 2006 15:15:06 GMT</pubDate>
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<title><![CDATA[Humble...]]></title>
<link>http://blog.360.yahoo.com/blog-zo9h_LkkcK_cRJIZ8S4eKMBZ?p=53</link>
<description><![CDATA[Bonheur!!! U know what thats means !?<br />
Well... searching for it now ... I hope i can find what it realli mean lor ! haha... Today in church, a brother from Setapak Gospel Centre was sharing on the proud man Naaman and the prophet elisha. He shared many things, well the most fantastic things he share is how a proud person became a humble man!<br />
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Think... One day, u had some sickness and a prophet ask u go down to the dirty river of Gombak River near Sogo three and bath yourself nakedly for 7 times, Will u do that ? Naaman did it!!! How bout u ?<br />
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Yesterday Yam cha was totally a great jokes and so called "disaster" to me! Why!? I blasted u, u blasted me back, ending hand helping each other blast and blast oni! From North talk until South... From west to east! Anywhere, anything , even sampah we also talk! Is that wat we call, yam cha !? Looking at this picture, what can u see?! A dry mud rite!? why? Ask yourself, one day what if it happen to ya life, and ya life being like a mud !? WHat will happen next? Easy question but seriousli, when think about it ... it is quite complicated ! Haha... enjoy ya thinking oh! May God bless you all !!!<br />
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Feel free and visit my new blog with many pictures in <a href="http://www.xanga.com/js2smart">Xanga Blog!</a>]]></description>
<pubDate>Sun, 01 Oct 2006 15:41:13 GMT</pubDate>
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<title><![CDATA[Kuantan]]></title>
<link>http://blog.360.yahoo.com/blog-zo9h_LkkcK_cRJIZ8S4eKMBZ?p=52</link>
<description><![CDATA[  <p style="text-align:left; " align="left"><span style="font-size:10pt; font-family:Arial; ">Today, another day tat filled with choices and path... Today, there are two option for me ... either i go to Kuantan with my family or go to Youth Fellowship at BGC. Before i answer that question, i asked God which path should i choose... Somehow a whisper voice go tru my ears and said "look to where the sun is shinning". So, after that i make my final decision, go Kuantan with family... My first intention to go to Kuantan is to eat eat and eat... I never been to Kuantan since last 2-3 years. And this time, i made it. Going there, before the day we depart, i had already called up and msn many christian frens and frens who stay in Kuantan. If i go with myself or with friends, i will choose to visit my frens. One of them is Jacklyn, long time no see punya National Conference '05 Friend. </span></p>
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<p style="text-align:left; " align="left"><span style="font-size:10pt; font-family:Arial; ">We depart from Bentong at around 9.30am, my parents letting me drove until Kuantan toll station and we reach Kuantan at 11.20am... The road is not really that busy and the Perhentian or Pausing Station was like no haunted place! After that, we head to Swiss Garden Inn Hotel 4 Star Hotel to claim some travelling voucher. Somehow we manage to get a 3 days 2 nights at Damai Laut Resort, Lumut, Perak. This voucher is totally free of charge and is applicable to maximum 4 pax! We choose Damai Lau Resort because of my father, he wanna play golf, i wanna go snorkeling and sea activities and my young bro wanna go there for enjoying the luxuries leisure! On the other side, my mom was plan to go Pangkor Island after the stay in Damai Laut Resort. At Swiss Garden Inn, Kuantan, a consultant approach us ask us to invest money into AM Trustee, the total amount of the membership and investment was RM16000 - RM 28k. This membership entitled more than 400 days and nites of free stay in around the world with the affliates and their own hotel. At the same time, this investment, after 4 years they will pay u bac at their original amount that u invest! Beside free stay benefits, we also entitle<span style="">&nbsp; </span>many offer like lifetime insurance, free medical check out, and many fabulous benefits. But my parents need to consider about it... </span></p>
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<p style="text-align:left; " align="left"><span style="font-size:10pt; font-family:Arial; ">After the taking the free voucher and we decided and head to Teluk Cempedak. This place can say old place... well, as for me, i would prefer Cherating, Pantai Sepat or somewhere else... But driver and commander not me, i m not the organizer or what! But nvm, Teluk Cempedak still consider a great place! White sandy beach, beside Hyatt Regency 5 star hotel. We reach there, we saw many of my "brothers roomates" (I think NiC Joanne, u know who la!!!) . They line up properly while waiting people feeding them, looking at many wonderful seashells, realli colorful, compare to Lang Tengah and Pulau Redang, In Pantai Teluk Cempedak, we can see many little cute sea shells! Although these sea shell not as big as like P. Redang and Lang Tengah that big, but really it makes up the beach more better and mystical. What a wonderful creation from Him. After that, we had our lunch in one of the small restaurants! The small restaurants serve us very well, we very scare of monkeys attacks... coz monkeys there like hundreds to a thousand of monkeys walking on the street like human but thank God there are ok, not as agressive like Nilai Jungle. After lunch, walking on a small bridge which linking from Hyatt Hotel to another small resort. Along the road, we can enjoying the view of the great South China Sea and the environment is so cooling with the need and helps of blowiing of sea wind. Although not many people play and swim in the sea, but there are many fishes and corals(not sure dead or alive) and it can being see by our naked eyes! This place actualli is not meant for sea activities especialli around the corner of the Moonsoon season ... Walking and snapping some photo... COllecting sea shell... and of course praying about (haha...many things...lol) ... slowly walk bac to d car park and head to Medan,in Kuantan try out many delicious foods. Food is awesome! </span></p>
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<p style="text-align:left; " align="left"><span style="font-size:10pt; font-family:Arial; ">Eh... is about time to go off d... coz... Yam Cha time with many frens and ex-classmates... TMK meet me up at 10pm lor... haha ... All Christians frens, exclassmate, exhousemates, ex-schoolmate and sometime even teacher we hav the time with! haha... May God bless you all ... </span></p>
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<pubDate>Sat, 30 Sep 2006 14:00:40 GMT</pubDate>
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<description><![CDATA[  <p style="text-align:left; " align="left"><span style="font-size:10pt; font-family:Arial; ">Few days ago, I've with some crazy minded people went to Genting Highlands! Well, this trip plan in the afternoon and is a day before the travelling period. Wondering and thinking, basicalli my main purpose of goin up to the place mainly is to expose my deep problems ... I m tot i m can permanently hide the problems, but i cant! Coz I dun wanna always escape frm the reality! Not many of people know my problems, i plan to tell them... but somehow they always fail me! I wanna share out and solve it, but somehow the ways and the solution always being twisted by some one and this person is hardly identify! </span></p>
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<p style="text-align:left; " align="left"><span style="font-size:10pt; font-family:Arial; ">In Genting, one the first day, I reach there around 3pm something... and meet up with my church best friends. Wondering and backpacking with few packs of luggage and travelling to McD in 1st World to get this person. When we reach there, we found out that this person being cons and cheated by judging at the background of the poster "Beef Foldover" something like that, and furthermore the price was like realli expensive. After walk here walk there, i bring my frens to a perfect view place where we can see Bentong, our beloved home town. Looking and judging the which is the building and stuff like that. During that time, I was dreaming and wishing it to be reality... but somehow... it slightly appear it to me. I was freaking surprise it happen like "flashlight" ... During that time, we called and called another person but he off his phone... well the organizer off his phone and we was like lost people wondering in the place. </span></p>
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<p style="text-align:left; " align="left"><span style="font-size:10pt; font-family:Arial; ">After the organizer meet us up and asking us to share what are we going to do for the rest of the trip. So, I suggest walking around the places, han sze said cin cai...<span style="">&nbsp; </span>sen jet suggest she wanna play bowling... and the organizer was started telling us his real plan with her gf. So, after resting awhile in the hotel room, we straight to bowling place... Seriousli, I realli fed up and felt dissapointed for the services that provided in genting.We paid RM9.00 (including shoe) per bowling game, the sliding lane was totalli crap, the lane is not smooth at all, the shoe smelly, the ball like fish ball, hole here and there! Realli, the place is really sux and they keep playing Barbie Girl song and keep repeating! What an experiences!!! Realli bad services, $9 i can play around 5-7 round in Times Square(this place is awesome) !!! After winning the bowling game, i was suggest that we go Archery Challenge! Well, I remembered 1 bow is cost around RM800- 1k ++ coz our archer school select the professional bow! And 1 titanium arrow and another carbon type of arrow, 1 stick is cost around RM4.49++ Ususally i always played with my friends in Sunway Pyramid Shopping Mall. In genting, my intention is to play and found back my sweet robin hood memories. But somehow someone saying he can play unlimited and showin off his skills, critiz my knowledge bout bow, may be i realli wrong (I dun think i m wrong coz i m trained before!) but doesnt need to say until like i dunno anythings... During that time,i started to be quiet... few of the people was looking around for fashion clothes, well, for me i realli think that we have neglected the rest,<span style="">&nbsp; </span>few of them go shopping for fashion clothes and neglect some people... No unison... Well, as for me since some ppl go shopping left back me and some one ... me le go around also shopping but tat time i quite desperate looking for pinky shirt. But sadly, couldnt find any! After fashion, the organizer "dump" us at the 1st World shopping mall and go see some show with her gf. 3 of us has been left behind, 3 of us head to RC6 (Genting Worker Canteen) I eat Ban Mee (RM3.00 only), this is freaking cheap! Many selection many canteen available for workers and staff. We actualli not suppose to be there but we know some people and some one, so end up we enter it like our home onli! </span></p>
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<p style="text-align:left; " align="left"><span style="font-size:10pt; font-family:Arial; ">After eating, I suggest we go to Genting Garden, after a long walk... we rest down in a 15'C cooling environment, i started to sing Christian songs and followed by many prayers ... I pray for everyone and everything on that nite... spending almost an hour heart singing and praying ... Praying for NiCCF, personal, friends, non-friends, families, people in d world... many prayers being taken into action! So i left back Han Sze and Sen Jet sitting and chatting to each other. As for me, i walk and<span style="">&nbsp; </span>walk alone ... feeling being left out and feeling being warm (15'C le) Without any jackets, i truly experience His love and His angels wings cover over me over the nite! And my church elder suddenli called me up for asking some problems bout his computer monitor. After walking many ways and times, I started feeling great and happy ... dunno y... a sudden joy! After that, my mind suddenli thinkin of u again... After that, i planned to called up my church frens for chatting but she busy... nvm... AFter that, the couples coming out d, and I was left alone while 2 person walking fast... They didnt purposeli left me, is me who walking slow enjoying His love always... Meeting up the couples, go and eat spaghetti. Den head bac to Hotel, leaving sen jet resting and some ppl bathing, den 4 of us head to Casino ! Well, actualli i m still consider under age but "clever" police judging my looks without looking at my ic and let me in! Actualli, few of us goin in to see see only, not to gamble and of coz not to take part at any games at all in d casino! After that, organizer and her gf left us and head to starbucks... walking and walking, feeling being untrusted, unsecure by someone... both of us heading bac to hotel... to hav maggi hot bowl as supper! Den we go out and sharing time, sharing my problems and thoughts... as well as other ppl... upholding each and another... but seriousli... i dun feel secure enough with them... Not scarin that they exposing my tough problems but i scare they will make decision without any of my acknowledgement! During this time, I feeling a strong sense that evil is trying to harm me... and another strong sense of forcing energy towards me to make a possible but rude unfair decision in my life... SO, I whisper a prayer! After that, we pray and we left head bac to hotel and sleep.</span></p>
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<p style="text-align:left; " align="left"><span style="font-size:10pt; font-family:Arial; ">Here's a small problems:</span></p>
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<p style="text-align:left; " align="left"><span style="font-size:10pt; font-family:Arial; ">Person A: I think nowadays most of the Christians Songs being sang and the wording and the meaning are not deep, all is just on the surface only. Don't u agree? even <span style=""></span>stream of praise(my favourite band) all sing is all about God's love... nothing deep! </span></p>
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<p style="text-align:left; " align="left"><span style="font-size:10pt; font-family:Arial; ">Me: I was realli disagree with the person who asking this question, all Christians songs mostly and almost all of them are describing the wonderfulness of God,God's love <span style=""></span>being sing and all this song is for God and leading people heart to God. Although is in the surface, but when we think deeper, all the songs is singing for a reason and<span style=""> </span>the reason is love of God. Leading those broken hearted people, sad people ... all kind of people to God by using all kind of Christian Songs ... (further, i explained <span style=""></span>more). </span></p>
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<p style="text-align:left; " align="left"><span style="font-size:10pt; font-family:Arial; ">Waking up at lately 9 something am... Looking at a clear view of Genting Highlands. Han Sze and Kuang Fei head to !st World Cafeteria to have "ciplak" breakfast buffet... Sen Jet and Jet Yan and me having breakfast in McD... Having apple pie and a cup of a day! Feeling not enough ... so i ask frens to join me for another breakfast in MarryBrown. After finishing the breakfast... Kuang Fei raising some tough questions... bout Christianity...Although in my experience of sharing of the gospel, never have such tough question being asked by a Christian. He asked, How to proof effectively that Jesus is Lord? By artifacts? by spirit of God? by dreams? by inspired? by....? many optional answer being answered by us but there's is a final ultimate answer that I NEVER think of ... is by studying the lines of generation of humans lines... sound tough but realli ... it is tough... but when the final answer ... there will be a gap between ages and human lines.... (ask me if u wanna know more, i already did some research on this d). After a very long stories, we head bac to hotel and ready to check out! We checked out and put luggage in Kuang Fei (Organizer) car, and head to the garden to have some snap shot and perasan performances... C some of my masterpieces... (Uploading soon), this trip i feel quite happy and somehow plus a bit of sadness and dissapointment but its still another fruitful and happy trips. After that...<span style="">&nbsp; </span>i left the genting by bus going bac to pekeliling, though i manage to go bac to College to join the Editorial Board meeting but it was too late... is 5 minutes late and nilai college bus left early, i reach there 4.40pm(my watch and hp) but end up waiting the next bus so i full use the time by surveying Bazaar Ramadhan in nilai old town... seriousli the food and the kuih is realli nice...</span></p>
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<p style="text-align:left; " align="left"><span style="font-size:10pt; font-family:Arial; ">Many things happened in my life, either in suprisingly or purposely... should i called it God's plan or Co-incident?! Many question havent being answer yet... I'll here patiently waiting for His answer ... Enjoy ya life!!!</span></p>
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<description><![CDATA[Closing up my eyes, <br />
wondering where shud i go!?<br />
Holding tights my hands, <br />
praying what You had plan for me!<br />
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Looking at the screen,<br />
wishing someone could appear to me;<br />
Pressing d key on keyboard,<br />
Hoping my life could never be...<br />
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Typing typing, pressing and pressing... Keep on thinking about my life... from hows it begin from the place where i comes from!<br />
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Someone asked me this questions in my life! Who do you see before you see the light !?<br />
If anyone could answer this, this showing hows much he/she know the truth is! Someone told me this, before you started crying after coming out from mother's womb, u will c the light, and d light is from God! When you see the light... the person who holding actualli is the creator of the whole universe! Its sound like we all are in dreaming in another fantasy. But think about it, its logical sound and illustrate like that! And the one who holding you before you become someone in this world, the one is God...<br />
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Wondering... After a tired journey bac from Times Square. Basicalli this day in our college suppose to hav Human for Human events and Fun Run event. But few of the computing student including me didnt attend the two big event coz... we didnt manage to register in time for fun run and dun feeling like to being torture under the hottie and shinning big sun! So few of us decided to go Times Square for Bowling, shopping, cinematic and many mores... <br />
After playing more than 5-8 games, we suddenli go tired! And the bowling centre suddenli just denied our games by telling us someone has already booked the lane for competition! The bowling centre in times square in this two months currently having their big offer by buy 1 game free 1 game and average 1 game is RM1.50 (cheaper than nilai spring).. so we played many rounds... After playing, we head cinema and look around for movies... After looking and watching "some movie", den we head to Low yat coz i wanna buy some dvdr and cd label. Addy wanna get a PSP prices and finally yee hin wanna get some game pad joystick! And another 3 person was jus following us wondering around... My mind cant stop thinking bout something after the question being asked by someone in the morning...<br />
After wondering around and buying stuff in lowyat, suddeli we jump into another high class food court in Lot10, wondering again looking for food, thinkin wat shud we eat... we think and c , its like a big wow to us coz 1 cup of tea cost RM3.50 . Well some of us didnt eat much ... juz sit and wait and buy some drinks and sushi from the hypermarket nearby... After eating, we go LV shop ( Most expensive store in whole world) 1 bag can cost at least RM2888 - RM X9999.00 The price was super crazy ! I wonder who can affod that! In Malaysia , LV shop oni hav not more than 5 branches. After that, we head to Sg Wang Plaza, walking around and suddenli end up in Music Chamber, selecting guitar and bass coz some musician wanna own it ! haha... After looking for PSP and DVD stuff like tat , we tirely walk bac and stright bac to nilai ... It was a very tire journey , plus the ktm has no air cond at all... some of us realli sweating inside ! <br />
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Life is wonderful, isnt it !? Although is kinda stupid and tire, but its does live a day to its fullest of it all ... lastly ... i wanna Thank God for everything He gave to me ... Thank you ! <br />
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<description><![CDATA[Looking at the pictures, u realizing that life isnt different... its started getting <br />
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excited and more adventurous... Life at this very moment, life become chill and cheer! <br />
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Although many sad thought passes by, but life is not about sadness but it is all about <br />
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living thru sadness and breakthru it !<br />
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Last week Thursday, me and many people represent the college to attend a camp. This Camp <br />
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majority is Muslim, so roughly around 10-15 chinese oni out of 100++ muslim. In the <br />
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begining of these camp, everyone was hoping, gosh we been cheated by the college, we <br />
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wanna go home, reason and excuses like tat! When we reach the area, we waited there for <br />
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more than 2 hours just for lunch and registeration. The place there is nice, weather <br />
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cooling, everything just nice except the signal there oni Maxis is available, Digi and <br />
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Celcom we need to stand outside the gate and tat place oni with 1 bar of signal. It is <br />
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not stable at all. On that day, we giving ourselve a chance to taste thetradition food <br />
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of Negeri Sembilan. Although is a bit spicy, overall the food is nice beside the drinks<br />
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(toooo sweet). For the first day there is a kinda boring bcoz the jadual has no active <br />
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activities, oni seminar and seminar... We almost felt asleep. On the begining of the <br />
<br />
day, we reach there, our collegemate goin there is around 5-6 International Students but <br />
<br />
suddenli all become international student with the intention trying to escape from the <br />
<br />
reality of being a malaysian who can communicate in malay and do all kind of activities <br />
<br />
like kawat kaki... and many things like that!<br />
<br />
On Friday, before our match begin, there was a breakfast. The adventure begin here... <br />
<br />
Our first challenge is Team building. We all were separated into 4 big groups and each <br />
<br />
group roughly around 32 person. Me in 3rd group. So, we follow the plan there was a team <br />
<br />
building, stepping on the string and balance ourselve, helping each of us to escape from <br />
<br />
jails (what games is this), teamworks and trust among each other being develop here! We <br />
<br />
all were happy after the first session of the games... AFter the first session, it <br />
<br />
breakfast again! We moved on to the second session!<br />
<br />
In the second session,&nbsp; we played the Paintball games. This Paintball games shud named <br />
<br />
it as PAIN Ball games. Coz they wanna let us experience the pain of getting shot! Well, <br />
<br />
they oni provide us the mask oni. There's no armor and there's no proper instrction <br />
<br />
given! The paintball is washable and it can be EAT! Well, i try to taste it, it taste a <br />
<br />
bit sweet and bit bitter. It can be eaten, said by the instructor. After tasting it, the <br />
<br />
instructor give us a chance to hav a 5 testing shot! well, we shoot shoot shoot... <br />
<br />
hardli aims... After many testing and try, Its time for deathmatch... Our first try is <br />
<br />
to capture the flag, well each person carries 15-20 bullets. We shoot shoot some gt kill <br />
<br />
instantli, some gt headshot, some even penalties! After the first games, the last match <br />
<br />
is to attacking the base and dominate the flag... well... we play play until time is <br />
<br />
running out ! So we left the battle field! Its kinda fun ... well, paintball is the main <br />
<br />
purpose for many of our teamates for y they comes. After this, again Lunch time!<br />
<br />
After lunch, the third session, its 10 level high Flying Fox! Its very dangerous ride if <br />
<br />
no proper adjusting the rolling mechanism! During that time, the campsite is raining ... <br />
<br />
This flying fox is flying with the help of strings and roller to cross over the other <br />
<br />
side, the duration of flying in the air is roughly around 7-9 second. If more than tat,&nbsp; <br />
<br />
thats mean is something wrong! I climb the ladders and the staircase without any fear <br />
<br />
may be bcoz i m played before in camp broga during our Youth Camp 2004 (4 levels high). <br />
<br />
Without any fears, but when i go up to theterminal i ask God in my hearts saying... <br />
<br />
Lord, let Thy will be done! So, I desperately jump down from the terminal... n fly over <br />
<br />
to the other side... After that... its tea time again! AFter this... water sport ... <br />
<br />
After tea time, comes to my favourite part. H2O Confidence and Kayaking... Before we <br />
<br />
were stepping down to the water, we were being instructed to wear a PA (dunno wat it <br />
<br />
real name d, but somehow people call it life jacket). We wore it tightly, and jump down <br />
<br />
to the water in the deepest level of the lake side (2-2.5m). We jump down, and we <br />
<br />
practice many techniq like how to swim properli, how to save people when people <br />
<br />
drowning, and many other awesome technq. This session, even for those who is scare of <br />
<br />
water also being force and push down to the water but with supervision la! After doin <br />
<br />
all the techniq and learning many skills, its time for Kayaking and water rafting <br />
<br />
skills, they teach us how to use a padel and how to control the kayak... we all play it <br />
<br />
until our hands gt strain. After tat... its bath tub time followed by dinner and another <br />
<br />
long break for &gt;2hours again!<br />
<br />
After Dinner... break ... i was taking a nap! After that, its another adventure begins, <br />
<br />
the instructor give us briefing for a trip... this trip each of us will be walking alone <br />
<br />
for many kilometres... (7km) Without any help from our normal accessories like <br />
<br />
handphone, lighter, torch light or anything else... The instructor do spot check on each <br />
<br />
person, to make sure no one bring anything! So we left everything in the campsite and go <br />
<br />
alone and walking alone tru the jungles and path way which leads us to the desirable <br />
<br />
destination! We pass by graveyard, and many dark road without any lights or lamp post! <br />
<br />
We walk and walk, as for me ... i keep on praying ... and praying ... for something ...<br />
<br />
When I reach the destination, I thank God realli ... for safety ... for the darkest <br />
<br />
hour, i know He jus right beside me! Helping me and carrying me tru... After tat, alll <br />
<br />
came bac, we all gt a sudden lecture and we gone to sleep peacefulli. <br />
<br />
The next morning, we packed all the things ... get a free t shirt and heading bac... <br />
<br />
writing short ... coz gtg ... haha... but i realli enjoy and its hav a great impact in <br />
<br />
my life! tell ya later ! <br />
&nbsp;<br />
<br />
<br />
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<pubDate>Tue, 19 Sep 2006 08:32:22 GMT</pubDate>
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<title><![CDATA[感人的愛情故事...]]></title>
<link>http://blog.360.yahoo.com/blog-zo9h_LkkcK_cRJIZ8S4eKMBZ?p=48</link>
<description><![CDATA[<span style="font-size:12pt; color:rgb(255, 128, 192); font-family:verdana; letter-spacing:2pt; "><br />
<br />
有一個年輕人喜歡上了在便利商店打工的女孩,他每天都會到女孩工作的店裡面買一包香煙,<br />
漸漸的兩人開始互相熟悉,當女孩工作感到無聊乏味的時候,<br />
年輕人就會出現,他會陪女孩說說話 ,或是逗女孩開心.<br />
女孩也知道年輕人似乎喜歡上自己了,可是自己已經有很要好的男友.<br />
<br />
有商店夾公仔機...女孩很喜歡裡面的娃娃,<br />
年輕人知道以後,當天他終於對她表白,希望女孩能接受他,<br />
不知如何是好的女孩,只能殘忍的告訴年輕人,她和他是不可能的,<br />
因為她已經有深愛的男友了,年輕人聽了之後默然的點點頭,<br />
他不死心的問女孩,自己真的沒有機會了嗎?<br />
<br />
善良的女孩不忍心....<br />
於是她手指著娃娃機裡面的絨毛娃娃說,<br />
除非你夾滿100個娃娃,而且一天只能夾一個.<br />
原來女孩希望用時間來沖淡年輕人對自己的感情 ,<br />
她心想,一天夾1個娃娃, 最快也要三個多月之後才有100個,<br />
而且年輕人應該不會真的有耐心夾滿100個娃娃吧<br />
<br />
這三個月的時間,她會盡量與男孩保持距離,<br />
年輕人還是每天到商店來,可是女孩開始變得冷淡,<br />
他總是試著聊一些女孩有興趣的話題,不過女孩依然愛理不理.<br />
<br />
因為她知道唯有這樣做,才不會讓年輕人越陷越深.<br />
年輕人或許是感覺到女孩的用意,<br />
於是他每天夾娃娃,有時運氣好夾一兩次就中了,<br />
有時運氣差,零用錢花光了也夾不到,只好跟朋友借錢繼續夾,一直到夾中為止.<br />
無論花多少錢花多少時間,他每天一定會夾一個娃娃,<br />
只是他無法與女孩分享夾到娃娃的喜悅,<br />
因為他知道女孩有意要避開他,<br />
為了怕引響到女孩的情緒,他只能在櫥窗外頭微笑的對女孩點點頭.<br />
<br />
好幾次,看到年輕人因為夾到娃娃興高采烈的樣子,<br />
女孩都想要衝出去對他說,<br />
我是騙你的,你不要再夾了,就算你真的夾到100個娃娃,我跟你也是不可能的!<br />
但是一想到年輕人希望破滅的樣子,女孩就於心不忍,她只能不斷猶豫.<br />
就這樣1 天,2天,3天..,年輕人的娃娃數量不斷的累積,而女孩刻意與年輕人保持距離的結果,<br />
則是讓自己在工作的時後更顯孤單.不知道是哪一天,女孩子因為在外地工作的男友無法回來陪她過18歲的生日,<br />
與男友吵了一架,而那天年輕人仍一如往常的來到便利商店,<br />
不同的是那天年輕人竟走進了店裡,他對女孩說,<br />
可不可以破例讓他在今天夾兩個娃娃回去,<br />
可是因為和男友吵架而心情不佳的女孩,很生氣的當場拒絕了他.<br />
就這樣,年輕人走到娃娃機旁,默默的夾了一個娃娃回去,<br />
在年輕人離開的時後,他對櫥窗裡的女孩看了一眼.<br />
隔天以後,年輕人再也沒來夾娃娃了.剛開始女孩雖然覺得奇怪,但是仍然慶幸自己終於放下了心中的大石頭.<br />
可是漸漸的,她突然覺得不習慣,<br />
因為那個每天都會為了她來夾娃娃的熟悉背影,<br />
好像空氣一樣就消失不見了,這時女孩才發現到,<br />
原來她心中的失落感遠遠超過年輕人所帶給她的負擔.<br />
只是一切都...女孩開始想念以前年輕人來店裡陪她聊天的點點滴滴.<br />
哪怕他只是站在櫥窗外頭沉默不語的夾娃娃,<br />
似乎都會帶給她莫名的安全感.<br />
所以女孩每天上班時,總是不斷的抬頭張望,<br />
那個熟悉的身影來了嗎?<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
可惜的是,年輕人始終沒出現, 只剩下那台沒人使用的娃娃機.<br />
有一天,女孩下班後,在店門口遇到了以前常和年輕人一起來的朋友,<br />
她焦急的問他年輕人的下落,可是年輕人的朋友則是一臉黯然,<br />
他帶女孩來到年輕人的家,<br />
當他開啟年輕人的房間的門時,映入女孩眼簾的是 <br />
一群娃娃機裡面的絨毛娃娃,以及躺在床上動也不動的年輕人.<br />
原來年輕人的脊椎有病,必須要開刀才能保住生命,<br />
可是開刀有一半的機率會失敗而導致全身癱瘓,<br />
年輕人在開刀的前一天晚上,也就是女孩和男友大吵一架的那天,<br />
希望女孩給他機會夾2個娃娃,因為他已經累積有98個了,<br />
然而卻遭到女孩的回絕,隔天之後年輕人手術不幸失敗變成植物人,<br />
年輕人的母親拿了一封信給女孩,那是年輕人在手術之前寫好的:<br />
其實我早就知道,就算夾到了100個娃娃,<br />
妳也不可能會喜歡我,我之所以這麼做並不是故意要造成妳的困擾,<br />
而是希望在我有限的時間裡,<br />
證明我曾經很用心的去愛一個人,<br />
這樣就足夠了,如果妳看到了這封信,<br />
那表示我再也無法為你夾娃娃了,對不起,或許我的努力還不夠吧,<br />
沒能夾到100個娃娃親手送給你..<br />
女孩看著床邊的99個絨毛娃娃,那是99顆無法承受的真心,<br />
眼眶裡的淚水早已決堤而出...<br />
隔天女孩來到年輕人的家,<br />
她將第100個絨毛娃娃放到年輕人的手中,<br />
這時已經變成植物人的他,<br />
眼睛流下了淚水...</span>]]></description>
<pubDate>Mon, 11 Sep 2006 16:00:42 GMT</pubDate>
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<title><![CDATA[生命]]></title>
<link>http://blog.360.yahoo.com/blog-zo9h_LkkcK_cRJIZ8S4eKMBZ?p=47</link>
<description><![CDATA[Reposting... My Life had gone tru many things, problems and challenge since "long" time ago! And Realli... i realli waited for that special answer from you... <br />
<br />
Desperately, helplessly, longingly, i cried;<br />
Quietly, patiently, lovingly, God replied.<br />
I pled and I wept for a clue to my fate...<br />
And the Master so gently said, "Wait."<br />
"Wait? you say wait?" my indignant reply.<br />
"Lord, I need answers, I need to know why!"<br />
Is Your hand shorthed? Or have You not heard?<br />
By faith I have asked, and I'm claiming Your Word.<br />
My future and all to which I relate<br />
Hangs in the balance and You tell me to wait?<br />
I'm needing a 'yes', a go-ahead sign.<br />
Or even a 'no', to which I'll resign.<br />
You promised, dear Lord, that if we believe,<br />
We need but to ask, and we shall receive.<br />
Lord, I've been asking, and this is my cry;<br />
I'm weary of asking! I need a reply.<br />
Then quietly, softly, I learned of my fate<br />
As my master replied again, "Wait."<br />
So I slumped in my chair, defeated and taut,<br />
And grumbled to God, "So, I'm waiting...for what?"<br />
He Seemed then to kneel, and His eyes met with mine...<br />
And He tenderly said, "I could give you a sign.<br />
I could shake the heavens and darken the sun.<br />
I could raise the dead and cause mountains to run.<br />
I could give all you seek and pleased you would be.<br />
You'd have what you want, but you wouldn't know Me.<br />
You'd not know the depth of My love for each saint.<br />
You'd not know the power that I give to the faint.<br />
You'd not learn to see through clouds of despair;<br />
You'd not learn to trust just by knowing I'm there.<br />
You'd not know the joy of resting in Me<br />
When darkness and silence are all you can see.<br />
You'd never experience the fullness of love<br />
When the peace of My spirit descends like a dove.<br />
You would know that I give, and I save, for a start,<br />
But you'd not know the depth of the beat of My heart.<br />
The glow of My comfort late into the night,<br />
The faith that I give when you walk without sight.<br />
he depth that's beyond getting just what you ask<br />
From an infinite God who makes what you have last.<br />
You'd never know should your pain quickly flee,<br />
What it means that My grace is sufficient for thee.<br />
Yes, your dearest dreams ovenight would come true,<br />
but oh, the loss if I lost what I'mdoing in you.<br />
So, be silent, My child, and in time you will see<br />
That the greatest of gifts is to truly know Me.<br />
And though My answers seems terribly late,<br />
My most precious answer of all is still..."WAIT".<br />
<br />
Purposely, reposting this poem... Seriously, it really means a lot to me ... asking me to wait patiently for... Many things is coming soon! Although Life become more and more energetic but i m still looking toward to the answer! And the answer from Him, currently status is still "WAIT". Wait until When? Until tat time wat would happen? Many issues comes into my mind when the questions come to an ... which required an answer !!!<br />
<br />
Tommorrow will be d day that i head bac to college for another new semester! This semester is my most late coming bac to the next new semester! I really enjoy being sem breaks especialli hanging with long lost ex-classmate and Christians Friends. They really God's people, Throughout this semester, i really felt that there's a challenge for me ... beside the challenge which asked me to wait! The challenge is to find bac my long last friends especialli my ex-classmate. Enjoying the time that we spend together, although the time is short and everyone is busy with their studies, but we're still hang out together to share joy and tears throughout our lifetime. Beside hanging out with many ex-classmate, my christian frens were also take out many parts of his and her importants times to hav a great time with me. From nature to city, from city to a small little town , and from a small little town to a jungle and river... Every steps of this place is an inch of my precious memories, we travel many greats places around the area and enjoying the wonderful creation. After many travelling, i found out that who i m really am!? What God really want me to do in this life!? Many prophecy being carry out in d past, but this prophecy is being done tru many creature and nature! I seriousli like nature a lot, and realli cant live without it! I realli enjoy bentong town morning fresh air, afternoon rains cooling down and at nite looking at the star praying to God and thinking bout u. Seriousli, God is awesome. I realli felt bit lazy to go bac to college coz... the place somehow giving me many illustration where there are many things happen surround me which may affect my life. Its like a scary world outside the jungle, but i know where ever i go and where ever i'll be, HE is always there for me...<br />
Lastly, just to drop by and telling some1 that i realli love and realli miss your prescence... <br />
<br />
I m hearing a realli touchy songs now...<br />
<br />
Betapa Hatiku<br />
<br />
and the song play play and suddenli ... become chinese version pulak! 生命活祭！Praise Him always...<br />
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<pubDate>Sat, 09 Sep 2006 15:26:46 GMT</pubDate>
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<title><![CDATA[Water BBQ]]></title>
<link>http://blog.360.yahoo.com/blog-zo9h_LkkcK_cRJIZ8S4eKMBZ?p=46</link>
<description><![CDATA[Have u ever see "WATER BBQ" ? Well, we've try it yesterday afternoon!<br />
<br />
Yesterday... i mean Thursday! Yesterday, i was feeling a bit dizzy but suddenly, stephen called me up followed by ka yin and we head to 7 miles at roughly around 3pm. We packed many things few days ago...<br />
<br />
We did buy a lot of stuff like potatoes, chicken wings and drumstick, corns, maggi mee, fish, hot dog, chicken ball, and many other added stuff... Before we arrive at the place, the sun was shine at us, we was like God, Thank you for answering our prayers! But, when we reach there , putting down and setting out the fire, the rain and the cloud suddenli over dominate our brightly shining skies. But we still carry on, in our heart... we are preparing for our Youth Camp Agape7 next year-The Survivor Camp. We setting up everything... not far from our bbq site, there was a landslide which make the crystal clear water becoming our Yam Cha punya Teh Tarik. So, we stop a pause and hoping there was nothing worse will happen than that. After the heavy rain, with a barisan nasional umbrealla and with some bamboo stick to hang on and cover the charcoal from being getting wet by the heavy rain. <br />
<br />
Ka Yin setting up the fire to proof its scout camping skills, while i looking for more stick and crystal to make the trip more exciting. And finally, stephen was helping out the Ka Yin to setting up fire and carry stuff and show off his professor skills where he oni hav degree status oni. I hav no idea during that day, he keep calling himself, i m a professor, wateva i did there's a reason ... wateva! After showing off each other skills and talent, now is the patient test, under the torture of the heavy rain, we were sitting at the rivers and bbq our foods. It realli amazing, bbq on the water... actualli we plan to go at the middle of the water but hardli coz the water moving fast and the land doesnt looks nice and stable at the middle of the river. During the cooking and burning our food, we also boil the water, ka yin suddenli use my pot where i use it for the second time in my life, the first time was in Lang Tengah island. This time success, we use it for boiling water and also cooking maggi mee! After cooking and making the food, Suddenly, out of coal because of someone advice, so me and stephen fasterly wet wet shirt go out to a small taman and buy another two pack of coal and return to the river. During that time, i think we left ka yin alone there was a torture... The feeling of living alone in a jungle wasnt a great idea! After buying coal, we make the rest of the food and coooked it! AFter cooking and bbqing the food, we packed well that time is almost 7pm. We packed and we head to the Kolam Air Panas Bentong, a natural hot springs. This hotspring serve us very well! Although a day before , chinese tradition called "Ghost Day", but we still go there and hav fun while in the nite time 7.15pm where the place left no one else, without any tiang lampu, the environment is realli so call : "cabaran" we jump in to the kolam and rest there awhile. The water is dark and smoky, with the great shining bright moon, it is realli a big enjoyment that God gave it to us! Although we a bit scare, but in Him, we have the Victory ! Remember... When Faith is strong, there will be any chances to fall, but when Faith standing firm and victory is surely is in our hand d! &nbsp;<br />
<br />
It was a realli a great xperience when its realli come to a point that bbq in the water! Some people was like are u crazy or stupid ? Well, we just wanna experience the greatness and the enjoyment while tasting hot stuff in a cool and nice weather environment. Seriousli, we are really bless, and we realli thank God for everything, we thank Him, for safety, weather, and the oppurtunity that He gave it to us! After this trip, we plan to come again and make steamboat but the next challenge will be at evening until nite! haha... for those who is in exam like Percubaan SPM, Exam in TARC students and other students also ... I prayed ... u all scored well... and Remember... In HIM, you can do all things tru Christ who strengthen u alone!<br />
Remember...!!! <br />
<h2>Faith sees the invisible, believes the incredible and receives the impossible!!!</h2>]]></description>
<pubDate>Fri, 08 Sep 2006 13:58:09 GMT</pubDate>
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<title><![CDATA[Journey...]]></title>
<link>http://blog.360.yahoo.com/blog-zo9h_LkkcK_cRJIZ8S4eKMBZ?p=45</link>
<description><![CDATA[In this many weeks, my life seems like overjoyed and sometime really, i m still thinking what happen in the past! I wonder what He trying to tell me!<br />
<br />
Many time i am trying to get myself very very busy until i m hav no time to think about others things but now...Sometime, i should admit that i realli thinking too much ! Even a short free time, i hardli rest down my mind n give a break to my brain! But what i m now, is totalli different! I dare to be different and changes to be great and becoming a better person. <br />
<br />
What my life will be? Who knows? God's knows. I know He knew. My life from down suddeenli getting higher and higher! Realli, it suppose very down in the past few weeks, suddenli the heart beat of the activeness had reach the most its optimum level. I think by next week, it be able to reach the maximum level. For this week, many plans had been carry out ! I become busy once again. After visiting Telemong last weekend followed by fantastic sunday worship. On this week-monday, me n my best pal heading to Lentang River ... went to a little small waterfall that me and han sze found it in the past 3 years. The waterfall somehow hidden very inside the jungle, the path which leads to the waterfall had broken which required you to climb a bit and cross a small "longkang". This longkang is quite terrible! Coz a lot of nature "vampire" onli onion and fire or salt baru can kill it. The vampire hardli kill coz it will duplicate even more if u dunno how to destroy it! After wondering and took some artistic nature pictures, me and stephen head to Kamung Bukit Tinggi looking for an old chinese tea house which open for more than 90 years history. But sadly, we cant make it due to the shop is close and heavy rain! By using the climbing power, the car went up the slippy hill and went down to the highway. The journey up there was awesome. It simply showing the beauty of nature, the cloud tat pass by, the surrounding tree and plants. With a single road, the environment realli exactly like the Black forest somewhere between Blatislava and Berlin, German. After wondering, we went to a small stop, i realli cant imagine, inside the Mesra Petrol station, it had a buffet style food court. Well, we took nasi lemak and few kuih... the food there is not bad at all compare to other shop. Price also very reasonable.<br />
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Life has become more and more fantastic... although i still missing someone... but i realli hope that he/she will enjoy as much as i can. Whether in suffering for exam or other things that bothering u... I realli wish that God can just make a way for u! I wanna live this life the fullest as i can! Listening to many song yesterday, but there's a song that realli touch my heart , there's a song by Hillsong called: "You Are My World". Realli, i suddenli hear it for more than 30minutes yesterday night during the journey bac to Bentong after college registeration and accomodation check in process! After many suffering throughout my life, i always remembered is Him who I live for, is u who i wish for, and is eeryone who i pray for... After many suffering and trial, He help me lot to break through many things in my life.&nbsp; &nbsp;<br />
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