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<title><![CDATA[I GLOBALIZED LOVE YOU!]]></title>
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<description><![CDATA[Bringing you unconditional Globalized Love through my soul and my experiences in life as best as I possibly can. IGLU!]]></description>
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<title><![CDATA[Dreamscape: Torn Apart Together (4) [Waking Up]]]></title>
<link>http://blog.360.yahoo.com/blog-nzloUDsyeqsJJhrOqEecE5dY?p=14897</link>
<description><![CDATA[<table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" border="0"> <tbody> <tr> <td><a rel="bookmark" href="http://camswitzer.multiply.com/journal/item/157/Dreamscape_Torn_Apart_Together_4_Waking_Up"></a><b></b><b></b></td> <td></td></tr></tbody></table> <div class="itemshadow"> <div class="itembox"> <div class="bodytext"> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">And now, two hours after waking from this dream to find myself writing characters on a "gossamer blackboard" in the air for Carrie's kids, in what would apparently be one of many "travelling lessons" from me to many children and adults alike, the dream fades from my mind as the spring birds continue their unbelievably LOUD cacophony that awakens me every morning about 3:30am as they themselves awaken with the rising of the sun. </font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">Oh the joys of paper-thin walls and single-paned glass windows where you can hear the neighbour flush their toilet, or the baby crying in the night... and they can hear you ranting and mumbling in your sleep!</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">I guess it is time to get up and get the morning rituals started, and stretch out the kinks in my neck that have formed from sitting propped up in bed, scribbling this dreamscape into my bedside journal on my knee. The last time I remembered my dreams enough to write in my Dream Journal was ... *flipping back to previous writing* ... "The Reunion" back in February 1998. I was still eating tons of carbohydrates back then and was having a ton of these kinds of very "memorable" dreams. 1998 was when I first began experimenting with carb-cutting, and I am so glad I did!</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">Yesterday I took my BCAAs during my pilates after an hour of mountain biking and I knew that I would awaken from bizarre dreams, with cotton mouth (yep) and an extreme, deep-set feeling of "I'm so hungry I could puke" (yep) feeling that has come on without fail every time I have ever carb-loaded "for energy" at meals. I know now beyond the shadow of a doubt that all of the weird side-effects from carbohydrates are not from the sugars themselves, but from the primary cause: insulin. I experience the exact same side effects with the BCAAs and low-carb meals, so that has to be it!</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">I am so damn hungry right now that I could eat a Cthulu monster!</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">Have a wonderful day! After transcribing this nine page manuscript onto the computer I think I'll go for a ride on my low-tech bicycle and see what nature has in store for me today. And to hell with this cold that has me still achy in the joints (but finally recovering after five days, an extremely rare event these past 10 years since I started on EFAs...)</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">I learned when I had my triple herniated disc pain and could barely walk for a year that there is pain and discomfort that "has value", and there is that which does not. Sitting in the house feeling sick and miserable is "no value suffering". Since we always get better as these things run their natural course, why not have some enjoyment during the pain or suffering and make the best of it so that time turns from a waste, to "valuable time"? That's what I believe!</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">Ow! Crap! Cooler morning... humidity... Calf cramp!!!!</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond"><em>This ends the final installment that I wrote in my Dream Journal on May 10th, 2008.</em></font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond"><em>I love you!</em></font></p> <p><em><font face="Garamond" size="3">Cam</font></em></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond"><em>P.S. No yo-yos were used as weapons in this dream.</em></font></p></div></div></div>]]></description>
<pubDate>Tue, 13 May 2008 06:17:55 GMT</pubDate>
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<title><![CDATA[ThoseSneakyJapanese... Baby!]]></title>
<link>http://blog.360.yahoo.com/blog-nzloUDsyeqsJJhrOqEecE5dY?p=14891</link>
<description><![CDATA[<p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">A couple of nights ago we heard a newborn crying at night next door (opposite direction of Dickhead, thank god! We don't need three generations of dickheads living next to us, as two is two too many). </font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">Mayu: "Is that a baby crying next door?" </font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">Me: (listening) "It sure sounds like one, but it couldn't be theirs, as she hasn't been pregnant."</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">Mayu: "True, true..."</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">Me: "Maybe a relative is visiting..."</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">Well, just now, as I am finally putting away the coffee, olive oil and cashews that I bought I hear a bunch of kids playing next door. I look outside and see two of the neighbourhood girls holding this brand new ... baby! </font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">So I grabbed my camera and took this photo:</font></p> <div style="text-align:center; "><font face="Garamond" size="3"><span class="insertedphoto"><img border="0" src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3263/2486207110_ece912c496.jpg?v=0" /></span></font></div> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">The girls saw me and I waved. I asked if it's the neighbour's baby and they said yes! </font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">My jaw dropped.</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">I closed my mouth and I asked when it was born and she responded, 2008, March 14th.</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">My jaw dropped...</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">Then the little boy next door who is just a few years old, but old enough to not stop talking saw me and said, "I'm a big brother now!"</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">My jaw dropped...</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">Well, I went outside to the ruckus and congratulated the mom and the sister in-law (they live here both families on the same short street just four houses away from each other), and the grandma who always comes over and does all their laundry, and house cleaning, etc. every day (and has been doing as long as we've been here).</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">And I had to ask... "WHEN on earth were you pregnant????" And she laughed and said that's what everyone in the neighbourhood has been asking her. She said that she was here until the last month when she took leave and went back to her parent's place. Then she had the baby, stayed there for a while and just recently came back here (that's how they do it in Japan).</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">We HAVE seen her over the past 10 months... but never even once did it ever occur to us that she might have been pregnant!</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">I mean, I've been exposed during my two decades of being here (as most likely Matt and Dunnster will have experienced), cute coworkers, female friends, etc. who are "single" every time you ask them, and then the next thing you know they are going from "single" to "just married"! You have to ask yourself "when did boyfriend come in?" Usually Japanese women tend to be "single" or "I have lots of boyfriends" because they don't share this stuff with others who are not directly in their circle (even coworkers, believe it or not!). So I'm used to that.</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">But what I am NOT used to is a family that we chat with when they go to work, when they come home, and whenever we see them (in a blue moon?) to SUDDENLY have a brand spanking new baby!</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">Well, everyone, meet Kazuma Ishida, a boy born March 14th, 2008.</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">ThoseSneakyJapanese!</font></p>]]></description>
<pubDate>Mon, 12 May 2008 09:52:37 GMT</pubDate>
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<title><![CDATA[Dead Lift / Dead Tired... *Shrug*]]></title>
<link>http://blog.360.yahoo.com/blog-nzloUDsyeqsJJhrOqEecE5dY?p=14889</link>
<description><![CDATA[<table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" border="0"> <tbody> <tr> <td></td> <td><a rel="bookmark" href="http://camswitzer.multiply.com/journal/item/155/Dead_Lift_Dead_Tired..._Shrug"></a><b></b><b></b></td> <td></td></tr></tbody></table> <div class="itemshadow"> <div class="itembox"> <div class="bodytext"> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">Today I had to go out to a far away food store to get coffee and extra virgin olive oil as the one in Fukui went bankrupt. We cannot find the coffee or the oil at the prices they offer in that direct import store. On my way back I went to Relaim and buckled down to do my "heavy workout". I noted that the last time I was there was on 4/28 so it has been two weeks. I should have gone a week ago, but with my cold last week I didn't want to push it. Also I have been doing more cycling, and a fair bit of pilates recently which kind of keeps me away from the gym, and away from these "big workouts". </font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">In all honestly, I am not a fan of exercising indoors when the weather is fine; I would much rather be out on my bike to tell the truth. So usually during the good weather seasons (like May, June, July, September, October) I spend more time logging elevation, and less time logging kilograms.</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">But as my workout sessions now are about one week apart from each other (A, B, A, B spread apart by a week each) I get back to each muscle group every two weeks. That's just about right considering the weight I do impacts greatly the frequency at which I can successfully perform it.</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">I stopped working on my machine at home for several reasons:</font></p> <ol> <li><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">As I no longer needed to go to the gym, I didn't have any opportunities to meet with anybody at all, and I got pretty damn lonely with no outside communication.</font>  <li><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">The machine forced me to work out with greater and greater gaps between so that I was about at a month between workouts. This had a negative impact on my strength, but I was still too tired to become stronger. Also, my full range of movement decreased dramatically so I went back to the gym and started a hybrid program which seems to work quite well for me.</font></li></ol> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">Today was Workout B day which included a lot of heavy leg work on the machines as well as my dead lifts, and shrugs. Because I am at such insanely heavy loads, it is imperative I focus completely on my task at hand, and am 100% present in what I do. The slightest break from that concentration, the slightest eye movement off to the side.. and well, I hurt my jaw back a month and a half ago and it took several weeks to finaly stop being locked at a funny angle in the morning.</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">I went to my dentist and got fitted for a custom mouth piece which will probably be ready some time this week. The mouthpiece itself will only cost JPY 5,000 (about USD $50), and the time at the dentist cost me a measly JPY 700 (USD $7.00). Insurance will not cover the soft mouthpiece, but it did cover the visit. I just dropped in, and didn't even have to wait! I love Japanese health care!</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">Here is a photo I took in the gym today right before I started on this, the heaviest part of my workout. </font></p> <div style="text-align:center; "><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond"><span class="insertedphoto"><img border="0" src="http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2258/2485269571_0cf525646a.jpg?v=0" /></span></font></div> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">The large plates are 20kg each ((44lbs), the bar is also 20kg. Medium plates are 10kg ea (22lbs), and so on. Total weight is 205kg (451lbs) for my three sets of dead lifts, and three sets of shrugs.</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">I had to cut back to this weight as I found that 210kg was jussssst beyond my limit. I tapered back to 200kg for a few sessions, and then worked my way back up to 205kg today. </font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">This heavy workout is what wipes me out for about five days after doing it and why I considered trying the BCAAs. Today I did not take the BCAAs for two reasons: the first being that I did not eat a large lunch and had the insulin started coursing during the workout I would have gotten the "so hungry I could puke" feeling that I felt it would distract me from my task at hand. Secondly, I want to see how my recovery is after this workout. I can tell you that during the workout I started yawning, and now I am having trouble staying awake. This doesn't happen with BCAAs as recovery is very rapid and the extra energy it gives is phenomenal. But we will see how I feel tomorrow, and if I am up to pilates or not.</font></p> <p><font face="Garamond" size="3">I did go to McDonald's and eat four cheeseburgers (tossed all but one bottom bun) and two cups of delicious Premium Roast coffee for a whopping total of JPY 500 (USD $5.00). </font></p> <p><font face="Garamond" size="3">I love you!</font></p> <p><font face="Garamond" size="3">Cam</font></p></div></div></div></li>]]></description>
<pubDate>Mon, 12 May 2008 08:55:38 GMT</pubDate>
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<title><![CDATA[Dreamscape: Torn Apart Together (3) [Religion/Technology]]]></title>
<link>http://blog.360.yahoo.com/blog-nzloUDsyeqsJJhrOqEecE5dY?p=14886</link>
<description><![CDATA[<p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">Institutionalized religions had completely broken down because, as it turned out, they had not been based on sound principles, but rather on the power games played by all the modern religious leaders, the men and women who desired power and control of their "flock" by twisting the original teachings of all the prophets, the great elders of yore like Buddha, Jesus, Mohamed, Confucius and more. </font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">It was obvious back in the 21st century with all the religious wars, terrorists, etc. that had been going on and how religious sects, splinter groups, fundamentalists and more had twisted the original teachings to suit their needs, and their desired ends. Greed consumed all religion, greed and the desire for power. This unconscious collectiveness could simply not withstand the tests of time, and so they all broke down, and collapsed. Not a single major religion that we knew of in the 21st century remained in tact.</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">They all still did exist, but in a "purer" form, in small sects, cults, hidden worship grottos and such, much like how Christianity once began thousands of years ago. The good majority of the people had either become agnostic in their unconscious rage, anger and disbelief that "their god" would have the audacity to abandon them, or they had turned to what DID remain resilient (sort of) to what humanity had tried to hard to destroy: the power in nature, or a pure form of "druidism", something similar but different again from the "shintoism" kind of worship found to weakly still exist in 21st century Japan. This kind of belief in the "mother goddess" ran quite deeply among a good portion of people around the world, and in a sense, it united those of different cultures in the exact same way that modern religions of the 21st century divided them.</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">Technology was that weird blend of ancient/modern mishmash that we might expect to find after the destruction of our present civilization and all the toys and science that went along with it. Pockets of modern wonder had remained, but those pieces of technology were looked on more as magic than anything humanity might have developed in the past, and the users of that technology were considered to be powerful magicians and seers...</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond"><em>This was pretty much the end of the dream, but I still have another three pages of text that I wrote before getting up for the day; it tied the entire experience together with my thoughts so I will include that as part (4) tomorrow. Have a lovely rest of day. I have errands to run, and locks on my auto spare tire to bust off... not to mention coffee and olive oil to purchase while out at my car guy. Then probably the killer heavy lower muscle workout at Relaim as I haven't been there for a while.</em></font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond"><em>I love you!</em></font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond"><em>Cam</em></font></p>]]></description>
<pubDate>Mon, 12 May 2008 01:53:46 GMT</pubDate>
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<title><![CDATA[Dreamscape: Torn Apart Together (2) [Society]]]></title>
<link>http://blog.360.yahoo.com/blog-nzloUDsyeqsJJhrOqEecE5dY?p=14883</link>
<description><![CDATA[<div class="bodytext"> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">... We desperately needed the water to survive, but we feared what it brought in our midst, in our minds, and to our social networks ...</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">I can recall now, although the dream is finally fading after awakening from it 1 1/2 hours ago at 5:10 am, that we were constantly on the move from one ruin to another, sleeping under ruined buildings when we could, making small fires if we were able to find dry things to burn. But we were always on the lookout, always on high alert taking care not to be attacked by other clans, other individuals, other... creatures.</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">The current biggest problem was that the region we were in had been governed by a vicious military junta for a very long time and the military, and paramilitary forces had carte blanche to do whatever they pleased and nobody on the "outside" could say or do anything to stop them from the horrors they forced their people to endure (<em>this must have come from reading news on current events in Myanmar</em>).</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">Food aid would be welcomed, then confiscated and never delivered to those people suffering, even though the military and governing warlords always claimed that the food was distributed to those who "needed it most". No outside observers were allowed, no foreign aid workers allowed to follow their deliveries; everything had to be handed over to the powers that ruled the land. Just like what China is doing in Tibet, all news channels, and communications networks were controlled entirely by the military rulers so that no real information could leak out, or make its way back into the zones. Nobody anywhere knew what life outside their microcosm was really like.</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">People had become restless, they were forming pockets of ever-increasing resistance, fighting back in a "Robin Hood-esque" style of guerrilla warfare (much like what goes on in Iraq, Chechnya, Afghanistan , Palestine and other warring states). Of course they were considered to be "terrorists" in their attempts to destabilize the ruling party's efforts at reconstruction, as well as those who supported the military junta's existence (for the time being). But just like most every rebellion, or insurrection in the past history of our world, they were all based on a common desire to rise above the oppression, the ethnic cleansings, the numerous whatever'cides that the governments exposed their own peoples to. Without these "freedom fighters", fighting for the rights of the average man, woman and child in the street, many poor would have been worse off, many would have died in their squalor, poverty, and starvation.</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">This of course lead to the military forces destroying entire towns and villages that were believed to harbour these terrorist organizations (as Israel does in Palestine), bulldozing down complete family dwellings, apartments, holy places of worship. And of course this just further enraged the innocent, lighting a further fire within to continue to resist in hopes that one day they would be able to lift themselves above the horrors they had to face.</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">Everything was scarce: food, fuel, especially water, and we had "devolved" from our "abundance mentality" to "scarcity economics" which caused people to polarize, and resent those who had so much more than those who suffered with so much less. Of course this led to uprisings against the "rich" who where often just those who worked hard and had a good idea that they were able to profit from. These localized uprisings against the "aristocracy" were known as FrenchRevolvers, after the famous French Revolution.</font></p> <p><font face="Garamond" size="3">To be continued...</font></p></div>]]></description>
<pubDate>Sun, 11 May 2008 01:57:10 GMT</pubDate>
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<title><![CDATA[Dreamscape: Torn Apart Together (1)]]></title>
<link>http://blog.360.yahoo.com/blog-nzloUDsyeqsJJhrOqEecE5dY?p=14881</link>
<description><![CDATA[<div class="bodytext"> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">This was a weird morning dream...</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">I awoke from an insulin-induced semi-lucid dream state waving my arms around as I was teaching Carrie's son, Joaquin, and his older sister (two years older but still in elementary school), English. It wasn't just a general lesson; I was giving pointers on how to make the spoken language more natural by stressing the "big words" (words with content) and de-stressing the "little words" (prepositions, between-words, unimportant words). There was a teacher in the room and she was using a nearly exhausted whiteboard market, but she was writing on the solid paper Japanese fusuma doors that partitioned the rooms from the closets. Yes, this took place in "Japan", and yes, the kids were speaking and communicating in Japanese, or half-Japanese, or neo-Japanese or something...</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">The school was a mess; it was actually closed down and everything was torn up, overturned, ripped apart, blown to smithereens, in ashes, or non-existent. We were actually using just one of the upper floors of the school as most of the lower levels had been totally destroyed by permanent flooding, so badly that there never was any receding, or any access to the levels by anything other than fish, and other "creatures" of the deep".... Even the levels we could use were covered in rot, mildew, slime, sludge from where the seas had receded some. Not much had survived "The Great Flood" which had put Japan, and most of the land mass of the earth permanently under sea water...</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">Yes, this was the future, the future after consecutive cataclysmic catastrophes that tore through all of our civilizations around the world, wreaking havoc, killing hundreds of millions, uprooting hundreds of millions more, destroying entire civilizations, forcing us all to live a "Road Warrior" existence, something feudal, something akin to "Waterworld" where the main commodity, the most precious and most scarce resource had become... fresh water.</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">Everyone was battling for the water; there were water wars going on all around the globe. We in our "wis-dumb" made the critical error of trying to focus our technology on replacing fossil fuels with bio-fuels when we should have been thinking about developing technologies that would easily convert salt water, a growing resource, into potable water, a rapidly dwindling resource in the 21st century.</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">There were sharks swimming through the lower levels of most buildings, along with many other strange and unknown creatures that had decided to come up from the depths of the deepest darkest unknown parts of the trenches in the seas and oceans. Many of them were "Cthulu-like" nightmares both in form, and in character, and some claimed that they were the ancient races of Atlantis come back to take what they believed was rightfully theirs. They were dark, deadly, dangerous and many a person would disappear in the night, never to be seen or heard from again. It was a terrifying time.</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">Our technology, having taken a giant leap backward prevented us from going too deep to explore, or conquer, or even to defend so we were much more vulnerable than ever before. Finally we had stopped being the top predator, and had become one of the prey. We were forced to live and die near the surface of the seas, dependent upon them for navigation and commerce, and fearful of them at the same time. Even those who attempted to break away and move inland were never able to survive completely away from the oceans that became known as "The Giver". The giver of life.... the giver of death.... </font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">And of course as the human race continued to try to survive from being preyed upon, having the nature that we have, we were also continually at war with one another in an attempt to expand, to take, to conquer the weak, or the sick in order to expand our need for greed, our need for more, our desire to take all...</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">To be continued...</font></p></div>]]></description>
<pubDate>Sun, 11 May 2008 01:55:52 GMT</pubDate>
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<link>http://blog.360.yahoo.com/blog-nzloUDsyeqsJJhrOqEecE5dY?p=14878</link>
<description><![CDATA[<p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">Well, it is official! Yesterday in the snail mail I received a thick package which contained the Journal Of Knowledge Management (JKM), Vol 12, No. 2 2008. This most prestigious journal, in the KM field holds many "current" research articles by people from around the world. And guess what? I'm in it! Yaaaay me! Need online proof? </font><a href="http://www.emeraldinsight.com/Insight/viewContentItem.do;jsessionid=92C34E7EC77D8EE44B58A035B2A2D2AA?contentType=Article&amp;contentId=1718580"><strong><font color="#ffff00" size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">Check this out</font></strong></a><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">!</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">I wrote about this going to happen back in 360 in my post entitled, <strong><a href="http://blog.360.yahoo.com/blog-nzloUDsyeqsJJhrOqEecE5dY?p=9890"><em><font color="#ffff00">Naru Hodo</font></em></a></strong>, March 23, 2007, but it happened sooner than I had anticipated. I was thinking "Volume 12" meant December 2008, but I guess not. I still haven't figured out how this journal works its vol, no. system, but that's OK because this is the only one I'm probably ever going to get unless someone finds me in here and wants me to study, research, or work on this stuff for them! Until that time, I'll continue flogging titanium and buffs to China in an ever-increasingly difficult time, to pay the bills... or until the time for a greater change comes upon me.</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">I know that a good majority of you probably aren't interested in the meat and bones of what I wrote, and that's perfectly OK. It was, in fact, one of my final papers in my MBA studies. My professor, Dr. Wang liked it so much that he recommended I submit it to this journal. And after some editing to fit into their style, it was accepted as "having value to the industry in terms of better understanding the field of Knowledge Management."</font></p> <p><font face="Garamond" size="3">Here is a link to my article, <em><a href="http://images.camswitzer.multiply.com/attachment/0/SCUf@goKCE8AAGBHbSs1/cams%20first%20publication.pdf?nmid=95294425http://images.camswitzer.multiply.com/attachment/0/SCUf@goKCE8AAGBHbSs1/cams%20first%20publication.pdf?nmid=95294425"><font face="Garamond" color="#ffff00" size="3"><em>Time for Change: Empowering organizations to succeed in the knowledge economy (damn that's a long title!)</em></font></a></em></font><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">Even if you don't read the article, take a look at the abstract. It should give you insight into what I was working on. Download the PDF and just scroll through to get a feel for how this journal publishes. The colour scheme is quite nice, and I do like the layout a fair bit.</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">It's here, it's published, and I hope that those who get this journal will find some nuggets of gold in what I wrote. If asked how I came to my conclusions, I can only say that I took the theory I learned, mixed it into the research that was out there, and then added a good dose of "</font><a href="http://brianpeskin.com/lifesystems.html"><font color="#ffff00" size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">Life-Systems Engineering Science</font></a><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">" that I have learned from Brian Peskin and my best friend Khanada (of YES Supplements and PEO (formerly called EFA) fame) to come up with something that I believe would really work IN THE REAL WORLD.</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">Have a great day!</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">I love you!</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">Cam</font></p>]]></description>
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<title><![CDATA[Hokuriku Rice Cycle Video, Part 1: Planting]]></title>
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<description><![CDATA[<p>Hi. It's time to sit back and watch the rice grow.... again....</p> <p>It's a little bit like watching a tea kettle boil, but what the heck! This video doesn't even take as long as it takes to boil a pot of water!</p> <p>By the way, in YouTube, there is now a setting in your personal settings where you can choose to always view the high quality video version. FINALLY! It is a totally different quality than what we have been seeing to date.</p> <p>I love you!</p> <p>Cam</p> <div style="text-align:center; ">*****</div> <div style="text-align:center; ">  <embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/ctmXjjdnZ_Q&hl=en" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent" width="320" height="240" allowScriptAccess="none"></embed></div> <div style="text-align:center; ">*****</div>]]></description>
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<title><![CDATA[The Healthy Soapbox: Fiber Fiction]]></title>
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<description><![CDATA[<p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">I always try to include a personal introduction to Y.E.S. Supplement's monthly newsletters. I really have been stumped by this one... Until I wrote that previous blog. Please think of "When Quiet Becomes Unbearable" as the lead in to this most informative, eye-opening, and IMPORTANT newsletter that Brian and Khanada have written for all of us! </font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">And if you make it through all of this fibertalk, there is a great recipe at the end you may like to consider sharing with your family and friends.</font></p> <p><font face="Garamond" size="3">Stay healthy, stay informed, and above all, stay open-minded because everything you have learned from "industry" is pretty much off the mark, as witnessed by the real life results of the "man on the street".</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">I love you!</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">Cam</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">*****</font></p> <p><strong><font size="5" face="times, times new roman, serif">Fiber Fiction <br /></font></strong><font size="3" face="times, times new roman, serif"><font size="2">April / May 2008<br /></font> <br /><strong>Fiber-fiction and the supposed decrease in cancer contraction rates--physicians have been misled, again.</strong></font></p> <p><font size="3" face="times, times new roman, serif">The number of myths and urban legends on the cause and prevention of cancer are mind-boggling. The extent to which various companies, governing bodies, health officials, and lobbyists have pushed their products and bad science on us has pre-conditioned us to believe that what we are told about the benefits of fiber are true. </font></p> <p><font size="3" face="times, times new roman, serif">Advertisers often go to great lengths to keep these myths alive and well in our minds while cancers continue to ravage our bodies at unprecedented levels! If everything they claimed about fiber were true, we should be getting healthier! Take a simple look around and you will see that this is not the case. We do not need such massive amounts of fiber for our digestive system to work properly or to prevent colon cancer.</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="times, times new roman, serif">In 2004, the cancer journal, Cancer Epidemiology Biomarkers &amp; Prevention, stated that colon cancer is <strong>not helped by eating fiber</strong> Dr. Gilbert Omenn stated in a 2000 New York Times article on this subject: "<strong>There's not a shred of [cancer fighting] evidence</strong> from these trials. ...the surprising results [no cancer protection] showed the need to rigorously put belief systems to the test, especially when you are making recommendations to literally hundreds of millions of people." He concluded with, "...<strong>it is time to abandon the idea that fiber can help prevent colon cancer</strong>." (<em>Emphasis added</em>)</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="times, times new roman, serif">As referenced in my landmark book, "The Hidden Story of Cancer," fiber actually worsens colon cancer rather than helping it. Even the Cancer Institute finally agrees with this conclusion. The true tragedy lies in the fact that those following this advice and eating the most fiber get the most colon cancer! This fact was reported in 2000 in the Lancet, the world's premier medical journal.[i] There is a general misconception that plant foods are loaded with vitamins that we benefit from; unfortunately, these nutrients are locked <strong>away in the plant fiber, or cellulose, which cannot be digested by humans</strong>.[ii] Herbivores are able to break down the cellulose and get to the nutrients, but due to our digestive tract design, <strong>humans cannot</strong>!</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="times, times new roman, serif">Scientists have shown through real-life research in third world countries that grain- and legume-based diets high in phytates do the exact opposite of what we incorrectly assume: <strong>they generally have a depressing effect on absorption of minerals such as calcium, iron, zinc, and copper</strong>.[iii]</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="times, times new roman, serif">Non-chelated minerals (minerals not bound to amino acids, which are only available from meat sources) ionize in the gastrointestinal tract. Once this occurs, the "positive" ions combine with the "negative" ions so they often negate each other, i.e., maximum bioavailability doesn't occur. To make matters worse, the fiber you have consumed binds the ionized minerals into complexes that are non-absorbable and not bioavailable -- you excrete them.</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="times, times new roman, serif">The overall results of many real-life research tests concluded that all the subjects tested were found to be in negative mineral balance (i.e. having much less than required because the fiber REMOVES them) for the supplemented minerals. The highly-promoted high-fiber diets we are exposed to prevent us from getting the minerals we need, causing more harm than good.</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="times, times new roman, serif">We have had years of "fiber fiction" ingrained into us by nutritionists and physicians who believed in the "hype and marketing" of fiber while ignoring their biochemical studies. Fiber cannot be absorbed, or utilized by the human digestive tract in any way, shape or form. It is not a food fit for human consumption and science proves this time and time again.</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="times, times new roman, serif">I went on the record over a decade ago saying fiber is not food for a human being and that it irritates, rather than aids the colon. I predicted fiber eaters would develop the most colon cancer, and they did! </font></p> <p><font size="3" face="times, times new roman, serif"><strong>Newsflash from 2002: Fiber KNOWN NOT to Reduce Colon Cancer Risk</strong></font></p> <p><font size="3" face="times, times new roman, serif">In 1999 and 2000 the world's best medical journals published the truth of "fiber fiction": that those who ate the most fiber got the most colon cancer-the opposite of the expected result! The following statements were clearly explained in Cancer Epidemiology Biomarkers &amp; Prevention, a cancer journal published by the American Association for Cancer Research.[iv] : </font></p> <p><font size="3" face="times, times new roman, serif">"[<em>The researchers administered the patients a</em>] cereal supplement of either 13.5 or 2.0 grams per day. ...<strong>No protective effect</strong> for adenoma [<em>benign glandular tumor <strong>leading to cancer</strong></em>] recurrence was observed for those randomized to the <strong>high-fiber</strong> group as <strong>compared to</strong> those in the <strong>low-fiber</strong> group... Patients in the <strong>high-fiber</strong> intervention arm of the WBF trial reported <strong>side effects</strong> such as <strong>nausea</strong>, <strong>diarrhea</strong> and <strong>abdominal bloating</strong> more frequently than those in the low fiber group..."</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="times, times new roman, serif">Finally, "The results of this study show that neither fiber intake from a wheat bran supplement nor total fiber intake affects the recurrence of colorectal adenomas, thus lending further evidence to the body of literature indicating that <strong>consumption of a high-fiber diet, especially one rich in cereal fiber, does not reduce the risk of colorectal adenoma recurrence</strong>." (<em>Emphasis added</em>.)</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="times, times new roman, serif">The results showed that even a whopping six times more fiber in the diet makes no difference in increased cancer protection. Added to that was the glaring fact that the poor patients eating the most fiber reported terrible side effects. In spite of this knowledge, recommendations to include plenty of fiber have NOT changed, even though fiber is worthless for preventing tumors leading to colorectal cancer and harmful to our general health and well-being.</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="times, times new roman, serif">The fallacy of "fiber fiction" got its start in 1971 when Irish physician and surgeon Denis Burkitt visited Africa to conduct research into the effects of western diet among Africans. He came to the (grossly incorrect) conclusion that the increase in Western diseases among Africans was due to a reduced consumption of plant foods containing dietary fiber. It is interesting to note that his contemporary, heart researcher physician George Mann's work was conspicuously omitted from Burkitt's findings. Dr. Mann studied the Masai tribes and came to the (politically unpopular but scientifically correct) conclusion that their high fat diet from animal sources did not predispose them to heart disease.</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="times, times new roman, serif">Burkitt was firmly committed to the belief that the replacement of animal products with grains was a way to "prevent cancer and heart disease" as well as "forestall world hunger." His writings on dietary fiber led to calls for increased amounts of whole grains in the American diet in order to supposedly prevent colon cancer and other diseases of the intestinal tract; Single-handledly destroying the health of millions of Americans because contrary to popular belief, fiber IRRITATES your delicate colon.</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="times, times new roman, serif">"Dietary fiber is good for you" soon became, and has continued to be a mantra that too many people have been gravely harmed by.</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="times, times new roman, serif"><strong>Newsflash 2007: Increased glucose [carbohydrate] is a strong risk factor for colorectal cancer</strong></font></p> <p><font size="3" face="times, times new roman, serif">It is glaringly obvious that fiber will not protect us from colorectal cancers; rather, it makes the problem of colon cancer much worse. What is the main problem? Once again, it is the opposite of what we are told: <strong>Carbohydrates</strong>. The following conclusions, recently published in the medical journal,Gastroenterologyv, shed light on this fact:</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="times, times new roman, serif">"Over the course of a 4-year follow-up evaluation ... <strong>For</strong> <strong>both insulin and glucose</strong>, we found higher risk [<strong><em>for polyps</em></strong>] for subjects in the high quartile compared to the low quartile... The association for <strong>glucose [carbohydrates]</strong> was <strong>most apparent for advanced carcinomas</strong>... Our findings suggest that patients with increased insulin and glucose [<strong>diabetic and overweight</strong>] <strong>are at higher risk for adenoma recurrence, and for those with increased glucose, the risk for recurrence of advanced adenoma is even greater</strong>." (<em>Emphasis added</em>.) </font></p> <p><font size="3" face="times, times new roman, serif">This study shows that more polyps occurred in groups with the highest blood insulin and glucose levels. The greater the increase in blood glucose and insulin (due to carbohydrate consumption), the greater the cancer risk was. The more aggressive the cancer, the more deadly carbohydrate consumption becomes. Carbohydrates are the fuel for cancerous growth and this finding re-confirms the damage incurred through carbohydrate consumption and high insulin levels.</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="times, times new roman, serif"><strong>Newsflash 2007: "No Cancer Shield Found in Fruit and Vegetable Diet"[</strong>vi]:<br /><strong>"More veggies not the</strong> <strong>answer"</strong> [vii]</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="times, times new roman, serif">Vegetables contain plenty of fiber. Although there has never been a scientific basis for the claim that fruits and vegetables are cancer protective, it has not stopped physicians, nutritionists, the government, and virtually the entire nutritional community leading everyone from the truth. This fallacy was once again quickly dispelled during a comprehensive study on the effects of low-fat and high fruit/vegetable diets on breast cancer patients: </font></p> <p><font size="3" face="times, times new roman, serif">"Hopes that a diet low in fat and full of fruits and vegetables could prevent the return of breast cancer were dashed Tuesday by a large seven-year experiment in more than 3,000 women... The study, conducted at the University of Texas M.D. Anderson Cancer Center and six other facilities,found recurrence and survival rates were no better than for those who ate nine or more daily servings of fruits and vegetables than those who ate five...</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="times, times new roman, serif">"...a daily diet that included five vegetable servings, three fruit servings, 16 ounces of vegetable juice, and 30 grams of fiber.... The women were allowed to eat meat, but were told to get <strong>no more than 15 to 20% of their calories from fat</strong>... During the next seven years, <strong>the cancer returned in about the same proportion of women in both groups</strong>.</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="times, times new roman, serif">In spite of the overwhelming evidence to the contrary staring them in the face, researchers still clung desperately to the fallacy about fiber, fat, and lots of exercise that we have been fed for decades:</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="times, times new roman, serif">"In addition to exercising regularly, eating a diet that has plenty of fruits and vegetables and is moderate in fat is still one of the best ways we know to maintain health," said Caan (<em>senior epidemiologist at the Kaiser Permanente Division of Research in Oakland, California</em>.)"[viii] </font></p> <p><font size="3" face="times, times new roman, serif">***The best these researchers can do is to tell you to keep doing what they know doesn't work because they have no idea of what does work. ***</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="times, times new roman, serif">Cancer researchers' incredible lack of understanding of what causes and prevents cancer is deplorable and these researchers' expectations prove that once again: </font></p> <p><font size="3" face="times, times new roman, serif"><strong>Their diet had 65% more vegetables and 30% more fiber</strong>, yet we know that scientifically vegetable fiber "magnetizes out" precious minerals, including the respiratory co-enzyme minerals critical for oxygen transfer.</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="times, times new roman, serif"><strong>The diet had 25% more fruit (carbohydrates)</strong> in spite of the fact that a cancer's prime fuel is carbohydrates. Fruit sugars give newly developing cancer an over-abundance of its prime fuel to overwhelm the body. How stupid can they be!?!</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="times, times new roman, serif"><strong>The diet had 13% less fat</strong> even though it should be well-known that fat-restrictive diet will minimize the vital EFAs (unprocessed omega-6 in particular) required, guaranteeing cellular de-oxygenation. Restricting natural fat by cutting back on meat consumed decreases overall protein intake. Oxygen transfer will be impeded because plenty of protein is required for maximum oxygen-transferring hemoglobin. </font></p> <p><font size="3" face="times, times new roman, serif">These conditions will guarantee the perfect environment for cancer growth, as proven by Dr. Otto Warburg, M.D., Ph.D. decades ago. </font></p> <p><font face="garamond, adobe garamond"><font size="3"><em>If you haven't read [Peskin's] "The Hidden Story of Cancer" or "The 24-Hour Diet", I hope this startling newsletter will motivate you to take an active role in your own and your family's health.</em> </font></font></p> <p><font size="2" face="times, times new roman, serif"><strong>References:</strong><br />i. Lancet, October 14, 2000; 356:1286-1287.<br />ii. Essentials of Biochemistry, Jay M. Templin, Research &amp; Education Assn, 1998, pg. 185. ISBN: 0878910735.<br />iii. Van Rensburg et al., "Nutritional status of African populations predisposed to esophageal cancer", Nutrition and Cancer, vol. 4, 1983, pp. 206-216; Moser, P.B. et al., "Copper, iron, zinc and selenium dietary intake and status of Nepalese lactating women and their breast fed infants", American Journal of Clinical Nutrition 47:729-734, April 1988; Harland, B.F. et al., "Nutritional status and phytate: zinc and phytate X calcium: zinc dietary molar ratios of lacto-ovo vegetarian Trappist monks: 10 years later", Journal of the American Dietetic Association 88:1562-1566, December 1988.<br />iv. Cancer Epidemiology Biomarkers &amp; Prevention, Sep;11(9):906-14.<br />v. Gastroenterology at top of page 4, your reference [2]: "Gastroenterology publication"<br />vi. Houston Chronicle, July 18, 2007, pages 1 and 3.<br />vii. The New York Times (International Edition), A14, July 18, 2007. Ref.: Journal of the American Medical Association.<br />viii. Medical News Today: </font><a href="http://www.medicalnewstoday.com/articles/77103.php"><font color="#0b5eb4" size="2" face="times, times new roman, serif">http://www.medicalnewstoday.com/articles/77103.php</font></a><font size="2" face="times, times new roman, serif">. Ref.: Journal of the American Medical Association 2007;298(3):289-298.</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="times, times new roman, serif"><strong>This Month's Low-Carb Recipe: Shrimp Scampi</strong></font></p> <p><font size="3" face="times, times new roman, serif">INGREDIENTS<br />1 lb. peeled shrimp<br />3 cloves minced garlic<br />3 Tbl. butter<br />1 tsp. minced tarragon<br />1 egg, beaten<br />1 tsp. sugar or 1/8 tsp stevioside or 2 pkts stevia<br />1/4 cup dry white wine<br />salt &amp; pepper to taste<br />lemon or lime if desired</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="times, times new roman, serif">PREPARATION<br />1. Heat skillet over medium heat.<br />2. Melt butter and saute garlic and tarragon until garlic is lightly brown.<br />3. Dip shrimp in egg and saute in skillet for 2-4 minutes.<br />4. Dissolve sugar or stevioside into white wine and add with salt and pepper then saute for 3 minutes.<br />5. Serve with slice of lemon or lime.</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="times, times new roman, serif">Makes 5 servings.<br />Enjoy!</font></p> <p><font size="2" face="times, times new roman, serif">DO YOU HAVE A GREAT LOW-CARB RECIPE YOU'D LIKE TO SHARE?<br />Submit your recipe to </font><a href="mailto:orders@pinnacle-press.com"><font color="#0b5eb4" size="2" face="times, times new roman, serif">orders@pinnacle-press.com</font></a><font size="2" face="times, times new roman, serif"> for consideration to be included in the NEW Cook it Cool cookbook (coming soon). If your recipe gets chosen for inclusion in Cook it Cook, you will receive a FREE copy of the book when it's released.</font></p> <p><em><font size="2" face="times, times new roman, serif">Your Essential Supplements, Inc., 2825 Wilcrest Drive, Suite 680, Houston, TX 77042, USA </font></em></p>]]></description>
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<title><![CDATA[When Quiet Becomes Unbearable]]></title>
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<description><![CDATA[<font face="Garamond" size="3"> </font> <p><font face="Garamond" size="3">As Tolle talks about in the last few chapters of his book, <em>A New Earth</em>, the ego doesn't like quiet, peace, space, because the owner of the ego has the opportunity to be present and simply "be" which signifies the beginning of the death of ego. Strong egos that control the minds they embody will create thoughts and emotions that push the body to act in ways that disrupt the silence, because to the ego, "quiet" is unbearable.</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">We got another call today from Matsuda-san who is responsible for the neighbourhood this year. Mayu talked with her, and then came upstairs to relay the current info with me. As she walked into the laundry room, she was sighing... </font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">Apparently Daddy Dickhead next door complained that they can't stand the noise we make. </font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">Huh? Noise? What noise??? I never ever turn on the TV, I don't play music, I don't have parties here... We maybe sit outside at 9pm in the good weather and talk a bit as Mayu has a smoke, but we are always aware of the neighbours, and try to keep our voices down as walls are thin and it seems that everyone goes to bed at like 8:30 or something. We even "turn off" our wind chimes so that the neighbours are not bothered by the beautiful sound of music ringing softly in the night breezes...</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">Mayu turns the TV on from 7am to 9am during the breakfast hours, but even so, we don't blast it as we both have good hearing, and youthful ears. We may watch a movie once or twice a month on DVD, and the TV hardly is ever turned on at night.</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">But even if it was... so what? What is the meaning of life? Is it to tiptoe around making no noise at all? Impossible. The boy next to us screams in his sleep at night. The parents out back behind Dickhead are always screaming at their kids. The younger boy is always crying because he can't do what his older brother does, or because he doesn't get exactly the same. Dogs bark, cars drive by, the "music" for the village directly overhead ring out every 7am, 11.30am, 12 noon, 6pm, 9pm. There are village announcements over the PA every day that ring through the valley. We can hear the kids in the jr high school down the hill playing or practicing sports in the school field. People go for walks and talk. </font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">It is life.</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">It is living. </font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">It's just the neighbour looking for more and more things to demonize us with.</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">But noise? That is laughable. I can't think of a quieter couple than Mayu and I to tell the truth. Sure, the vacuum makes a noise once a week and the door sometimes opens and closes as we come and go. Oh my goodness we might even have a conversation a couple of times a day or the phone might ring! Heaven forbid!</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">But noise? Complaining about US making too much noise? Could it be the flushing of the toilet? Or maybe opening and closing the fridge! How about washing dishes, or laughing at a joke? I wonder if the birds chirping merrily, when in our yard, are considered "our noise"? That would be interesting. Or starting, or stopping the automobiles? Perhaps being nice to the postman and talking to him for a few minutes as he delivers the mail is a disturbance. Could it be the sound of us shoveling snow and keeping the street clean, and the elderly neighbour's parking entry free of snow? Pulling weeds makes noise too, I guess. </font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">But noise? Us, making noise? I wonder if the ticking of the clocks are too noisy? Maybe my incessant tapping on these keyboards drive them crazy. How about the sound of an eco-light bulb warming up? The sound of the chairs across the hardwood floors as we sit down to a meal? The meal! Yes, the sound of chewing! That must be it! Or the rustling of the hedges, and ferns in the garden as they grow from the beautiful breeze we always feel here. The slapping of Mayu's slippers on the floors as she walks around could be the culprit as might my bare feet padding up and down the stairs....</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">It must be life, our life, and the sounds that we make as we move naturally, and comfortably through that life that are causing them duress and hardship.</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">My guess, aside from their perception beginning to become more and more twisted (last year they complained that our bushes hung into their yard and then they complained that I went into their yard to cut the bushes hanging into their yard...), is that his retirement last year, and the death of their dog has left him going through some transition where his ego and possibly his son's hatred of us, is screaming to be fed, to be nourished with outside stimulus. And because it is so quiet here, he looks to us and creates that stimulus, that conflict that maybe he is missing in his retirement from his job working in the trash industry.</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">It's really sad when we are living a quiet, friendly, caring, responsibly adult life here and the neighbours start to turn on us. As "The Four Agreements" stated, most of this kind of stuff is a reflection of the speaker's own personality, and not a true rendition of the situation.</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">Then again, maybe they just need more fiber in their diet... </font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">I love you!</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">Cam</font></p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">P.S. </p> <p><font size="3" face="garamond, adobe garamond">I love you guys, and I always hope you will come to visit. But don't be surprised if by the time you do come and visit we are no longer living in this wonderful home that we rent and take such good care of for the owners who are friends of ours transferred away from Fukui for work and unwilling to sell the home at a loss...</font></p></font>]]></description>
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