Orion Blastar's Blog

Entry for May 09, 2007

Wed, 09 May 2007 18:49:18 GMT

There is untrue information about myself on the Internet. This has happened to others as well.
Mostly enemies, or ex-coworkers who want to ruin someone's career post untrue things about them on the Internet. I often found profiles that people created based on my handle or real name, that I had to get shut down. Sometimes I cannot get them shut down, but people confuse them for me.

In the case of ex-coworkers, they were jealous of my skills, talents, and abilities that allowed me to earn a much higher salary than they earned. I didn't, for example, talk at the water cooler, walk around the cubicals and gossip with everyone, socialize with other employees during work hours (only during launch hour off the building or after work or during work sponsored parties for Christmas, etc), and I was innovative in solving problems by writing computer programs to do things my coworkers claimed were impossible to do or was too hard for them to do. There are also people I've debated with on the Internet, who tried to force their views and opinions down my throat, but I refused to let them, so they decided to become my enemy and create fake profiles on me and post untrue information about me on the Internet so search engines can pick it up. There are also a few ex-friends who backstabbed me, and told me to go kill myself when I was suffering from depression from losing my jobs, instead of being a real friend and telling me to live and that I'd get over it, and killing myself is not an option. Lucky for me I still have a lot of real friends who told me the later.

Anyway some of the enemies capture my blogs and Internet posts and then just play "Madlibs" and copy and paste them with new words to make it look like I wrote something I didn't. When there is a symantec check it appears to be mostly my words, because they were modified. Using this method they can pretend the words came from anyone so they capture all the words I write to rearrange them to use them against me later.

Adding untrue things about a person into Google is called Googlelibel, a word I now just invented, unless someone else thought about it before I posted this blog.

Help out people like me who are discriminated against for being mentally ill

Wed, 24 Jan 2007 02:41:36 GMT

I created a charity badge at:
http://www.networkforgood.org/pca/PersonalCharityBadge.aspx?pcaid=101102

That outlines two charities that can help people like me in my area. I was unjustly discriminated against in past jobs for being mentally ill.

I had no help fighting the corporations who unjustly put too much stress on me and made things up about me to get rid of me. My career is ruined and I was forced on disability. Maybe one day I can get better and go back to work, if I find the right company and heal up?

Entry for December 23, 2006

Sat, 23 Dec 2006 18:24:10 GMT

Well I am making good decisions to stay off of some forums or places of the Internet with conversations to avoid getting into trolling or getting trolled or getting into flamewars.

I am trying to re-learn how to program. I am learning Visual BASIC.Net 2005, and trying to learn C++ and C# when I have the free time.

I am currently beta testing OGG Frog:
http://www.oggfrog.com/

I hope to write my own programs some day. For now I am just writing small programs, like "Hello World" type programs, to slowly get back into writing programs.

I have been busy doing a lot of research for my parents' business, but they might shut it down anyway. I am trying to save it, but my parents are in their 70's and want to retire and close it down. I might end up starting an eBay type business and store, and sell popcorn and other stuff. I am not too sure about that either.

I want to write programs for open source licenses like GPL or BSD, and hope to get noticed and maybe see if I can write some useful programs. Give something back to the community for all of the times I was negative due to my mental illnesses taking control. I hope that by doing so, I can get off disability and at least be working part-time.

Entry for November 06, 2006

Tue, 07 Nov 2006 02:48:35 GMT

I am now open sourced, most of my content I post on the Internet is open sourced under the creative content license. IP owned by me, but open sourced.

I have thrown my hat in the ring as a member of the Pirate Ninja party of the USA for the Saint Louis Missouri Area as a candidate for every open government seat as a write-in candidante. If you like, vote for none of the above and write in "Orion Blastar" instead. We want to release IP in open source formats, free information, teach critical thinking and martial arts in public schools, and crack down on spammers and telemarketers that annoy people. Thanks for your support.

Entry for August 15, 2006

Tue, 15 Aug 2006 17:48:11 GMT

Aye Matey! People voted for me to keep Orion Blastar alive. I have fans, who knew.

Now I don't have to create a new account and stop using this Orion Blastar account.

Now I have to decide what to write as Orion Blastar, and that is the hard part.

Entry for August 11, 2006

Fri, 11 Aug 2006 16:08:05 GMT

Who is Orion Blastar? Orion Blastar is a Traveller character I had invented in 1985 and my Internet Alter-Ego. I have a habit of posting in the character of Orion Blastar who is a space pirate from the future and also trained to be a Ninja as well. My blog is composed of his imaginary battles and other ramblings. Mostly fiction and meant to be funny.

Sometimes I want to post a few kernels of truth.

I am suffering from many physical and mental illnesses. It is a real battle for me to try to take back control of my life. I recently had a problem with my heart that was detected after I tore a muscle in my knee and I failed EKG and Stress tests. I decided to not let negatism take control of me, and to focus on positivism instead. I am out of work due to illnesses and I am trying to get better so I can hopefully go back to work some day.

I guess my character of Orion Blastar has annoyed people who just do not understand me. I killed or tried to kill off Orion Blastar in November 2004, but people mistook Orion for the real me. So since Orion Blastar cannot die, maybe I'll keep in character and keep posting as Orion Blastar as people do not want Orion to be dead. I'll let the people reading the blog decide if I should keep up as Orion Blastar or stop posting as Orion Blastar (which is the same as killing him off without the Cyber Death and Cyber Tombstone and Cyber Funeral I tried before).

Entry for January 02, 2006

Tue, 03 Jan 2006 01:11:55 GMT

2006 is a new year. Perhaps this is the year that I turn things around? Can I focus myself into more creative and positive things than being negative all of the time and enter debates and arguments? Can I hone or cut down my sense of humor that very few people seem to get?

I have decided to stop living in the past, to let things go. To start mending briges I burnt, and keep learning and improving myself as best as I can. I have a very long way to go. I am going to stop being a victim and learn how to be a survivor. I'm poor, disabled, and have very few friends. I will work as best as I can to fix my siutation and if my best is not good enough I will continue to improve until I can do better for myself.

The war is over, and I have won. My pirates are flying the flag now in victory. It is time to move on to greater and better things now.

Entry for December 09, 2005

Fri, 09 Dec 2005 23:08:06 GMT

I'm going to be famous for 15 minutes!

Visit http://www.your-15-minutes.com on Saturday 10th of December 2005 10:30:00 PM (GMT) to see me on the front page for 15 minutes!

If you miss it you can click here to visit my mini-site!

Maybe it can better help people understand what Orion Blastar is all about?

I apologize to those I offended previously on the Internet, on my blog, on forums, and other areas. I am only trying to draw attention to some serious issues that the vocal majority ignores about themselves and the people they speak out against. Mostly I am just against evil in general, and advocate people stop being evil or do things in their lives to become more good than evil.

The Spiritual War is not a material or carnal one, it is the battle for our minds, wills, and emotions. Our very spirit or soul itself. The very parts of ourselves that make us who we are, and much more than some bag of flesh made out of chemicals that cost less than $10 if sold for the chemical materials alone.

Yes that means you all have value and are valuable despite whatever negative things are said about you. I campaign against negative people who say negative things and thus spread evil. I try to turn the tables on them, to punish them, to teach them lessons in life. Show them what their behaviors and actions are really like, through a funhouse mirror that is Orion Blastar and if that annoys or upsets people, then they are not really paying attention and lack a sense of humor or learning capacity.

War Journal Entry for Nov 02, 2005

Wed, 02 Nov 2005 17:25:15 GMT

I am healing up, but I am in danager of blood clots in my leg. DVT is a serious condition I hope to avoid. The Spiritual War goes on, and the enemies continue to spread their evil. Some of them have read my blog and have tried to twist my words around, and tried to use them against me. I did a check to see if they were reading the blog, and wrote something, and they reacted to it, proving what I had said.

Perhaps I had punished them in some way? It reminds me of a quote by a brillant person:
"He who does not punish evil commands it to be done." -Leonardo da Vinci
I think that makes sense. I guess they got punished for their evil. They tried to mess with me, but failed.

Let me quote some Bible Verses that hold interest for me:
Psalm 46
Psalm 91
2 Coraithians 5:17
Acts 1:8
Acts: 10:37-38

They say that I and others like me, are protected from evil.

Like "Stone Cold" Steve Austin, I've been whooping *ss since 1995, and I think he is a pirate as well as he always has that skull and sometimes crossbones or crossed bottles, whatever.

Sure I joke around a lot, those who do not get my jokes lack the intelligence or sense of humor to understand them.

War Journal Entry Oct 24, 2005

Tue, 25 Oct 2005 02:50:23 GMT

I survived the hospital. I am back home. I am recovering, but still having problems. October and November are the worst months for me next to December. This is going to be a tough one to ride out. I am doing everything I can to stay out of the hospital and keep my mental illnesses in check. I need to find my focus, my balance, and heal myself.

I am not sure what to write here, my mind is all a jumble. I took up a hobby at Uncyclopedia to practice my fiction writing and humor writing skills, and hopefully be able to write a book based on my Orion Blastar character. It seems I have critics who have no sense of humor. Ah well, not everyone gets it the first time. It is all in the past, and I will work on the present and hopefully the future.

In any case, I have to learn how to deal with the negatives in life, and there sure seems to be a lot of them. Yet I also need to look for the positives as well.

I borrowed some foreign language tapes from the public library, perhaps they can help me keep my mind active and out of trouble?

In any case, the spiritual war goes on. It goes on every day.