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VOTE FOR MY BABY BRANNA SHE IS TO CUTE TO SAY NO TO

Sun, 11 Nov 2007 04:42:12 GMT

GOT TO THIS SITE;
https://www.greatamericanphotocontest.com/voter1/index.aspx?p=216264&x=.jpg&referid=RaF

please go vote if not for me for my daughter. she is beautiful and we all know it. she should win this shit lol. she makes some of those other babies look like uncle fester. so do it for the good of the country lmao

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Sun, 20 Aug 2006 02:41:29 GMT

you know my day truely sucked today but eh who cares.but i am going to bitch about it anyways cause i can lol.you know when your day just starts off on the wrong foot how it jsut seems to get worse and worse.well that is the kind of day i had today.first i woke up and all was good my little budha bear was in the room with me and he had the biggest smile on his face.he looked up at me and said mornin mommy olive juice we go for breafast now :P.that is the moment by the way that got me through the day.then we did our morning thing he is getting so big now he is potty traing so he runs to the bathroom in the mornin sayin mommy hurry potty now potty.i gave him a bath so he could go to his fathers house and i was already dressed by this time to go do what i had to do and my son proceeds to soak my last clean outfit (seeing as today is laundry day).that was beautiful.then my sons father shows up a half hour late to pick him up which screwed up stuff i had to do today even further.i have a house to myself all weekend but i have no life seeing as i got pregnant and all my so called friends decided to stop talking to me.well not all of them but the ones i am refering to know who they are.i hate being alone in this house cause wierd shit always seems to happen when you are by yourself so i know i am not going to get any sleep at all tonight.my bf normally comes over on the weekends but this weekend he is taking the much needed overtime instead seeing as we are going to need the money :P.i have a kidney infection and a kidney stone that i had to deal with all day and seeing as i am preggers they really dont like to give pain pills not that i blame them or anything.so i have suffed for the last 3 or 4 days only taking tylenol.i try not to show pwoplw around me that i am in pain and i try to keep the mood swings at bay but i know it is not working and that i am insulting people.if you happen to be one of the people i have insulted i appologize i am just in pain and cant help it right now.i had to walk to the laundry mat to do my laundry cause ofcourse the washer and dryer went kuput on me.nad to top it all off i started crying for no apparent reason while at the laundry matt and everyone there had a major stairing issue.so today mostly seemed to suck.
but on the bright side i got to chat with an old friend that i havent talked to in way to long.he knows who he is.i have a brand new niece that was born on the 18th who i know must be a joy and has to be beautiful i mean shit she is my sisters baby lol.i have a wonderful 2 year old whom i love with all my herat.i have a baby girl on the way that i dont know how i am going to fit all the love i already have for her in my life but i will do it.i have a loving bf who no matter if he is not here this weekend i know is thinking about me right now and he is the one person in this world that i have been able to give my whole heart to with no fear at all.and the best thing this week is we found an apt so i will be moving net weekend and it is gorgeous just right for what we need and everything.well that is all for a long while again i will try to get to a comp to let everyone know how everything goes when the baby is born maybe sooner love yas and goodnight :P

Entry for May 20, 2006

Sat, 20 May 2006 23:20:54 GMT

ok i am sorry to anyone i have not responded to or kept in touch with.i no longer really have complete access to a computer for one and two i really haven't been all that interested in the computer lately.i mean i know there is a computer in my house and i can use it whenever i really want to as long a nori aint usin it but i really haven't been interested in it.i am more into my son now, the fact that i am pregnant and that i finally found a guy that truely makes me happy.even if he does screw up with his words quite a bit lol.but to those people that i gained friendships with and haven't really kept those friendships going i am sorry for that.but growing up is alot harder then i thought it would be lol.and seeing as i have decided to do alot of that in the past months i had to make sacrifices and decide what was more important to me.and it came down to this, i love the comptuer and i love alot of people on the computer, but i love my son my family my boyfriend and my new and up comming life alot more.i do hope to try and keep in touch with the improtant ones on this damn thing more and try and catch up on everyones lives really soon.i miss and love the most of you anyways.i guess that is it for now.
oh other then the fact that right now i am trying to cope with the fact that my son is going to be 2 years old in jsut 2 short weeks.i mean shit it seems like yesterday he was just born.now i know he isnt like going to school or anything but man the time sure flys.and to think i am having another one in october what am i thinking lol.well wish me luck for a long hot summer and show me lve damn it lmao!!!!!!!! hugs and kisses, Nichole

Entry for March 31, 2006

Fri, 31 Mar 2006 18:39:24 GMT

ok so this entry is in green cause it is about the ones i loves.lol well at least a couple of them lol.yesterday was a blast.i got to spend sometime with Lishy and her son Buddah!!yes her son and my son have the same nick name that was wierd but we all got through it.I also got to meet her friend Jen.she seemed so awesome.and for me to say this about a female friend is pretty spectacular.seeing as i normally only like women for one thing lol.i am such a guy.so the ones i like to hang out with you know have to be pretty damn special.we went and hung out at the park Richard was in love with the slide he had to try almost every one of them.he wanted to try the big slide but i was like ummm i think not lol.mommy jitters i guess lol.Alex Lishy's son is adorable omg!he was great.But man does he like the word NO! lol.my girl has her hands full on that one.he was such a boy yesterday too he comes out from under the slide and says mommy i went pee when no one was looking had to be the highlight of the day:))))))))!!!!Next time i am so gonna have to bring my camera so i can document all the cuteness that happened.but that was not our whole day.after the park we went to Micky D's and got dinner.when we were there seeing as we were 3 women sitting together we were assumed to be lesbians on an outing together.and the biggest flamming fag in the world had to open his mouth and be ignorant.now ofcourse you all know me i aint gonna keep my mouth shut so we got into a tiff with the gay guy it was hillarious omg.i had a blast and cant wait to do it again really soooooon.i think it is the best day i have had in a while since the last time i seen Nick actually.but aht is all for now i will be sure to call my new wife really soon and go for an outing with our children lmao!!!!

Entry for March 10, 2006

Fri, 10 Mar 2006 17:53:56 GMT

ok this entry is going to be a short one.anyways what is it about my profile that seems to attract the freaks and the psychos to it.not saying all on my list are that way but listen to this shit.i have gotten three messages in my mailbox for 360 guys saying taht they are in love with me or feel me in their heart.hello!!!!my profile cleary states that this is a pic of me and my boyfriend.it is the first thing you see.now i know you can read or you would not be able to get online find the website look me up and send me a message.so this is chalked up to pure stupidity.to those that have sent me the messages it is flattering im sure to other girls to hear these things.but to me it sounds like nothing more then desperation.and it is lame and disgusting.actually i find it very kreepy.i do not have this site to attract men i have a man whom i am very happy with and wouldnt trade in if you offered me a million dollars and the world to boot.please read profiles more carefully open your eyes and pay attention.it cant be because i have revealing pics on my profile or lude photos cause they are not there nor do they even exist for that matter.the only thing you seein my pics of myself is my head and i aint that cute. am not a teenage insecure girl either so dont think i will fall for your stupid antics.i have a brain and kow not to trust half or more then half the people you meet and talk to online.with everything going on with internet meets and all for young girls i would hope no one else falls for it either.so please don't send me messages stating you are in love with me when you do not kow me for one.and you havent even taken the time to read my profile properly or fully.otherwise you would plainly see sending the messages is a waiste of both yours and my time.that is all sorry to make all you other people hear me rant about male stupidity.or certain males stupidity i should say.buh byes all mauzzzz:*

Entry for February 27, 2006

Tue, 28 Feb 2006 02:47:43 GMT

ok this blog is getting out in about a week late.lol.last week on sunday i went to an awesome concert with my bf nick and a friend jaime.the concert was for the band Live they are the shit.and the lead singer is a hottie.lol.but that is beside the point.i had a great night.i dont think i could have asked for a better night out with friends.they had a pretty good opening band too.they were called zox check them out if you can they rock.sat of last weekend kind of sucked though i had plans of hanging with jaime cause she had made them and shit even cleared it with my mother.which had me really excited but it fell through of course.just like most plans do for me.the only reason it got cleared with the mom is for a baby sitter for when the baby came home sun night.just to clarify that. and i know i am working backwards here so bare with me lol.well i didnt even end up hearing from jaime all day long which was completely and totally aggrevating.i mean if your not going to keep up with plans or are changing them jsut tell me i wont yell or scream ill be like whatever make other plans instead of waiting around for you.then on top of that nick and jaime showed up at my house after waking me up with a phone call at 430 in the mornin sun.slightly aggrevating seeing as i dont get much sleep durring the week anyways for reasons im not going into.but eh thats over with who cares,after the concert nick came back to my house and stayed till late monday night which was really awesome seeing as i dont really get to spend time with him without jaime there lately.but she is how he gets here so i am not complaining about that.i think jaime is cool and any issues i have with her i will handle with her not in a blog i am not like that.the rest of the week was the same old same old takin care of richard takn care of mom and all that so nothing exciting there.and this weekend was totally borring seeing as i spent it at home on the computer.lol i have such the life huh lol.but no one really lets me go out much without a fight now that i am pregnant.and i really dont want to argue.

OH SHIT I DIDNT ANNOUNCE THAT HERE YET!!YES Y'ALL I AM PREGNANT!I AM ABOUT 2 MONTHS OR ALMOST ANYWAYS!I AM VERY EXCITED AND SO IS NICK AS FAR AS I CAN TELL LOL.BUT HE PROBABLY TALKS TO OTHER PEOPLE ABOOUT THAT MORE THEN HE TALKS TO ME LOL.mainly when we bring up the subject it is me talking and him not saying a word so i am still not totally sure how he feels about it.so now you all know.hehehehehe.i figure i got to the two month mark it is safe to tell with my past history of miscarriage and all.so sorry for the delay to anyone who actually cares.

that is all for now ill try to write more often from now on if you dont see much here check out my myspace blog i write there too :P http://myspace.com/cocomonkey

love youssssss:P>:D<:X:*

disgraceful ,dishonorable

Tue, 21 Feb 2006 20:46:07 GMT

i recently read a newspaper article about a church group protesting at a fallen soldiers funeral.this is so disrespectful and disgraceful.these demonstrators were claiming that soldiers are dying because of homosexuality in america.that god is punishing us all for the widespread acceptance of same sex relations.now you claim to be followers of god while saying all this.claim to know that he does not approve of this act and will take judgment on us for it.well then is that not gods job to do.it is not your job to judge you are human like the rest of us.you have absolutely no right to cast judgment upon anyone.
i am not a woman who follows christian values this is true.but i do know enough about the bible for i was made to study it before being allowed to choose my own religion.i would like one of these appalling demonstrators to show me where in the bible it states that homosexuality is condemned by god himself.homosexuality is only condemned by people not by god.and to stand on an american flag at a funeral for someone who made it possible for you to protest at all is disgusting and disgraceful.it is disrespectful in any setting let alone at a time when we should be honoring someone who fought for the flag and our freedom.our american soldiers put their lives on the line to protect our country and let us remain free.until you actually realize that without our american soldiers you would not be able to protest at all you will probably remain a disgrace to america.
NOW GET OFF THE FLAG, PUT DOWN YOUR SIGNS, AND REMOVE YOUR CAPS SHOW SOME RESPECT AND SUPPORT!!!!!and when you are done showing your support to america and its soldiers be sure to ask your gods forgiveness for trying to take over his work and his word instead of just preaching it.

wheni read this article i wassickened and enraged to see what someones close minded views can produce.without our support and trust how do we expect soldiers to continue fighting .at least we can rest easy knowing that no matter the support issue they are still out there everyday fighting for us.

Entry for February 06, 2006

Tue, 07 Feb 2006 01:17:31 GMT

THIS IS THE PSYCHO FROM THE PREVIOUS BLOG. SHE SURE AS HELL AINT NO BARBIE LOL:))=))

ESPECIALLY FOR THE WANNA BE BARBIE PSYCHO BITCH

Tue, 07 Feb 2006 01:12:56 GMT

ok this blog is directed at a psychotic bitch who has insecurities she really needs to deal with.but let me explain to all of you who read it the story first it is quite amusing.my EX-FIANCE calls me tonight sayng that mis chelseyanna s wants to have words with me LMAO!!!she is accusing me of still sleeping with my EX!what a laugh.she says that i am a nasty bitch and my son is a bastard hmmm i wonder what my reaction to that was you all know by now lol.saying to me that rick(EX) is spending his weekends over here not going to his parents house because i told him i do not want MY son around that psychotic whore bag bitch.now i am writing to her via my blog because she will not except any messages from me in return to the message she sent me on here lol.i wonder is someone scared i think just a tad.also she wants me to fight her now is you go to her profile which is under the name CHELSEYANNA S you will clearly see that i would only have to lift my leg and stomp her like the roach that she is.i am two times the size of her and know for a fact she would not put up much of a fight.and if you were to ask my EX he would tell you i would kill her for he has wittnessed what happens when people truely piss me off.but iam better then that.i have no need to fight her she wants to call me and my son names it jsut shows you waht type of character the woman really has to make idle threats for one and talk abut an inocent child.
now for the reason of this post.hey miss i think i look like barbie LMAO:))))))))))))))!!!!!!!!for one let me enlighten you you look nothing like a barbie doll barbie is not a hit bitch who trys to kill themselves cause someone soes not want to be with them anymore.plus barbie has a job a car and a life to speak of outside of a mental institution.and she has more friends then two kittens who also cant stand ou from what i hear.but that is just hear say!the only famous person you resemble is a skinny version of mimi on drew carey.i know i spelled those wrong but i really dont care lol.you talk about people behind there backs and then cant have the balls to repeat yourself even over a telephone.well you can repeat it when you are in the backround but sure couldnt say anything whoile you were talking to me.i would jsut like to inform you that these childish ploys to scare me are not working.and i do not want you r now EX man.i have a wonderful loving attentive bf who loves me dearly and wants me which is more then you can say.i also have a job and a life and a beautiful child who loves me.your insecurities are pathetic get counseling or kill yourself properly at least.let me give a tip take a SHARP knife and cut from wrist to elbow.most people who take pills are only looking for attention and from the way you are acting with everything else that is all you are looking for.and it is a pathetic attempt at htat because the one person you were trying to get it from still wants you out of the house and wants nothing to do with you.so next time if you are serious and i hope you are do it right the directions are located in this blog.just want to do my part to help a pathetic soul such as yourself.it would be a great service for you to jsut kill yourself and rid the world of one more psycho whore we really do have enough of them. you know on another note i hope you realize how pathetic you are if you couldnt keep rick i mean he puts up with alot and he kicked your ass out LMAO!!!!!!!!see when me and him split it was after i had already started the process by breaking our engagement for reasons not of your concern.so really it was a mutual decision.on top of that you are feebly trying to hang on to something that does not exsist hahahahahahahaha!rick doesnt want you give up and move on seriously he is over you get over him.i mean if you really looked like barbie you would be able to find someone else right?!but seeing as you and i know you dont i understand your dilema.
one more note for you honey, anytime you are feeling froggy leap baby.i will be waiting i wont hold my breath though lol.you want my address give me a call or ask rick for it he has my complete permission to give you any info that you want on how to leap in my direction.but let me point out the sze thing again and the fact that i am not rick i hit back and i dont fight like a girl i street fight and im afraid of nothing and no one.(other then spiders taht is) i even jsut gave you an advantage i told you one of my weaknesses lol.throw a spider at me maybe you'll get a hit in that way.
well that is all i really need to ssay i guess i think i got my point accross.well no i know i got the point across.oh yeah this is the message i am referring to in the blog that i m publically replying to cause you wont accept any messages.
i suggest you stay away from sarge....i still live with him....too bad too sad...much love from barbieland
LMMFAO!!!!!!!!
the phraze is too bad so sad jsut to let you know for future referance so you dont look like such an ass lol!

for everyone else i will post a picture of her it will be the next blog if i can get one that is so you can see the barbie WANNABE!

love from cocoland lmao hehehehahahah

Entry for December 30, 2005

Fri, 30 Dec 2005 23:45:33 GMT

well it is the day before new years eve and the end of the year is at our door.i cant help but to think about all i have been through this year.i cant help but realize what i have survived what i have seen happen to others.i cant help but think of all the great things that have happen to me and the things that i will remember the rest of my life.
i have lived through to the one year anniversary of my grandmas death,something that i thought i would never be able to do.but i did it grandma i really did it.i had to deal with finding out that my son has a serious long disorder that he will never recover from.been through two juvenile diabetes scares one that i havent even gotten the results back from yet.got told he was hypoglocemic (spelling may be wrong.)even down to the little things like being told that he is allergic to his own urine and needs special barrier cream to prevent rashes especially over night how retatrded is that?finding out my own medical conditions too.but i am still here i made it.and to me that is so amazing.
i found the love of my life this year.the one guy that makes me feel like the world stands still when he is around.went through loosing friends making new ones.reuniting with family and finding out that they still love me and always have no matter what.found out that chat can be the happiest funniest thing in the world or it can make you totally miserable.but deciding in the end the people that mean anything in those rooms love you and like you no matter what happens in there.learned that a movie can bring you to tears of sorrow and make you laugh at the same time.discovered that everything i ever wanted can be contained within 2 guys.one that is 18 months and the other that is 22 going on 90.
all in all i have had the best year of my life and it is getting better.and i think from here on out it is going to be the time of my life.next year is going to be great nothing else could be better then my life.all in all i think that i have had a good year i have been through some trials and over some obsticals.but i think the good things that have happened i cannot complain at all.life is good and cant get worse or i know it always can get worse but with all that i have in my life the worse it may get i wont notice anyways.
so what is it that you have thought about with the year ending? what has happened to you over the past year good or bad?can you really sit around and say thank the goddess or god it is oveer it will get better?or can you sit back and actually say it may have been bad but it doesnt out way all the good?all i am saying is sit back think about your life and how good it really is dont look at all the bad that has happened pay attention to the good things and how much better those things have made you feel.it cant be all bad for you.or can it lol?
HAPPY NEW YEAR HOPE IT IS WARM AND HAPPY AND MAKES YOU REALIZE WHAT YOU HAVE ALREADY BEEN THROUGH LEAVE MOST OF THE YEAR IN THE PAST CLEAN THE SLATE AND MAKE IT GREAT THIS YEAR.MAUZZZZZ LOVE YOU ALL :p