Therisa K

Ever Since My Surgery....

Wed, 13 Aug 2008 04:27:31 GMT

I have gained weight and there is not a day that goes by that I dont cry at least once a day. I am hurting real bad and hating myself because I can not really do much right now. I tried to do some house work yesterday and today I am now paying for it. As far as the weight gain goes I guess I will skip some meals and see what my body will allow me to do to loose the weight. I did not work my ass off to loose the weight only to gain it back because of one stupid surgery. I am now starting to wonder if I should of even had it. Would it of been better for me to of just gone on living with the chance of the cervical cancer or is what I am going thru for the best? It seems like almost any little thing will set me off and I am tired of it. I am really depressed and sad right now and I just want to get back to normal but will that ever happen? I am not feeling sorry for myself I just want to go back to being happy and loose the weight that I have already gained.

Surgery coming up

Wed, 16 Jul 2008 04:37:48 GMT

I know it has been a while since I have bloged so I felt I would bring you up to date. About a month ago or so I had a papsmear done. The results came back as abnormal and so I had to go see a gyno. While at her office, she did a byopse on my cervics and the results came back as pre-cancer. The doctor gave me a couple of choices as to what I could do. She told me I could have a leap procedure but would have to have another pap in 3mths and that there would be a chance on it coming back and it being cancer. She stated that since I do not plan on having anymore children it would be best if I had a complete hysterictamy. So on August 6, I will be having the procedure and will be out of work for about 4wks. I am just praying that all goes well and that there are no complications.

Coleman's Surgery

Wed, 16 Jul 2008 04:28:52 GMT

My poor husband had surgery on his right shoulder at the start of June. He has not been able to go to work since the surgery because of the type of work he does. He went to the doctor today and the doctor told him he would be out of work for at least another 4wks! My baby is going crazy not being able to do anything. I guess it is all for the best though. I would really hate for him to hurt it even more by going back to work and re-injuring it. I love this man with all my heart and soul!

Life Is Going Great!

Sat, 01 Mar 2008 00:46:16 GMT

I am so loving married life. I hate to say it but I married the best man in the world! How many men cook, clean, do laundry, help take care of the kids, and take care of their wife when they feeling sick? Not too many that I know of. We have been married for a little bit over a month now and it is going so good. I dont know where I would be without him. We are so very much in love with each other and every day is a blessing.

TODAY WAS THE DAY....

Sat, 26 Jan 2008 02:50:32 GMT

THAT I GOT MARRIED AND GOT A FRESH NEW START WITH MY LIFE! I AM SO VERY VERY HAPPY NOW AND CAN NOT WAIT TO SEE HOW MUCH HAPPIER MY LIFE IS GOING TO BE! I MARRIED THE BEST MAN IN THE WORLD AND WE ARE SO VERY MUCH IN LOVE WITH EACH OTHER! HE MEANS THE WORLD TO ME AND I LOVE HIM WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL!!

A NEW SIGN OF AFFECTION....

Thu, 10 Jan 2008 22:58:00 GMT

I can now laugh at this so I thought why not share. About a week ago, my fiance' and I were lying in bed asleep. I turned over on my side to cuddle up to him more when I heard him make the sound of him clearing his throat. I did not think much of it until I seen him raise his head up and spit in my ear! I could not believe that he did this. I turned and looked at him and asked him why he spit in my ear. He opened his eyes, looked at me, and stated clear as day "because I love you" . I thought to myself, I can not believe he just did that and then told me he did it because he loves me. Well I can now laugh about it and it is now an ongoing joke between the two of us. So ladies, if your man happens to spit in your ear in the middle of the night, it is probably because he loves you! LOL

Wedding Update!!!!

Tue, 08 Jan 2008 05:02:48 GMT

OK A DATE HAS BEEN SET. WE ARE GOING TO THE JP ON JAN 25. I AM REALLY LOOKING FOWARD TO BECOMING MRS. TATE! I LOVE THIS MAN WITH ALL THAT I AM. THE CHURCH WEDDING IS PROBABLY GOING TO BE IN MAY. IF YOU ARE A WANTING AN INVITE TO THE WEDDING, PLEASE MESSAGE ME WITH YOUR ADDRESS. JUST KNOW THIS, IT WILL BE HELD WHERE I AM LIVING NOW SO IF YOU ARE UP FOR A MINI ROAD TRIP, I WOULD LOVE TO SEE YOU!

GETTING MARRIED!!

Wed, 02 Jan 2008 00:57:38 GMT

I JUST WANTED TO LET ALL MY FRIENDS KNOW THAT I AM GOING TO BE GETTTING MARRIED WITHIN THE NEXT TWO WEEKS. WE ARE GOING TO A JP FOR NOW AND SAVE MONEY TO HAVE A BIG CHURCH WEDDING A LITTLE LATER ON. I NEVER KNEW THAT TRUE LOVE WOULD FIND ME BUT IT DID! I HAVE NEVER BEEN THIS IN LOVE AS I AM RIGHT NOW. WE ARE LOOKING FOWARD TO STARTING A LONG AND HAPPY LIFE TOGETHER.

WORDS CAN NOT EXPLAIN....

Thu, 20 Dec 2007 02:36:55 GMT

the way my boyfriend Coleman makes me feel! It is so hard for me to even put into words how much I love him and how much he means to me. I have never felt this way about a man as I do about him. He has a wonderfull 16yr old son who I love as if he was my own and he is the same way with my daughter. He is so loving, caring, wonderfull, fantastic..I think you get the idea. I am so looking foward to us starting our lives together. I just want to shout it to the world.... I LOVE YOU COLEMAN!! YOU MEAN THE WORLD TO ME!!

I Can't Believe It!

Fri, 30 Nov 2007 13:24:34 GMT

It was a month on the 27th that my one true love and I have been together! My life has never been happier now that he is in it. What makes it even better is that I get along with his son and he gets along with my daughter. Being single parents, it is hard to find someone that the kids will get along with and want to spend time with. He has opened my eyes to so much in this past month and I cant wait to see how much better things can get. We both love each other so much and are looking foward to moving in together in a couple of months. I have never been so sure of a relationship as I am of this one. He is such a wonderfull man and makes me feel tingly all over. If you have heard the song Bubbly by C. Coliet, then you know what I am talking about.