Arziyan saari Main , chehre pe likh ke Laaya hoon
tumse kya maangoon Main, tum khud hi samajh lo..oooo
Maula..

ya Maula..(Kailash Kher) Maula Maula Mere maula..

Maulaaaaa...(Kailash Kher)

Maula Maula Maulaa Mere Maula...
Maula Maula Maulaa Maula...(Cores)

Darare Darare Mathey Pe Maula
Maramat Muqaddar ki kardo Maula

Mere Maula....
Jo bhi Tere Dar aaya..
Jhukne Jo Sar aaya

Mastiyan Peeye Sabko..
Jhoomta Nazar aaya..

(Cores)
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Pyaas Leke Aaya tha..
Dariya Woh bhar Laya..

Noor ki Barish Main bheegta sa tar aaya..

Maulaaa....

Eye of the tiger/ Survivor

Risin' up, back on the street
Did my time, took my chances
Went the distance, now I'm back on my feet
Just a man and his will to survive

So many times, it happens too fast
You change your passion for glory
Don't lose your grip on the dreams of the past
You must fight just to keep them alive

Chorus:
It's the eye of the tiger, it's the cream of the fight
Risin' up to the challenge of our rival
And the last known survivor stalks his prey in the night
And he's watchin' us all in the eye of the tiger

Face to face, out in the heat
Hangin' tough, stayin' hungry
They stack the odds 'til we take to the street
For we kill with the skill to survive

chorus

Risin' up, straight to the top
Have the guts, got the glory
Went the distance, now I'm not gonna stop
Just a man and his will to survive

we all have our strategies to satisfy the maslowian needs, like the six we need different things from life yet we want the same thing

haath mein le lenge / goldspot

hum aise panchi hai american daal kein
hum udna chahte hain par ko sambhal kay
chahe bus ek haath, jivan bhar ka saath
mile, na mile

hum ko to jana hain american bagon mein
padhe likhe to kya hain
pagal to pagal hain
khoje aisi duniya, jahan
sab kuch bikey kuch bhi na mile
hum marzi khelenge
haath mein le lenge wo haath

pinjre mein hum pade
apas mein yun ladein
apni apni aklal se samjhauta karein
chahe ek farishta jisne sab kuch dekha par kuch na kahe
sab gam ko jhelenge
haath mein le lenge wo hath

sare sunahre pinjare mein - 2
hain kaid
haath haath haath haath (...chorus)

brain damage/ pink floyd

The lunatic is in my head
The lunatic is in my head
You raise the blade, you make the change
You re-arrange me till Im sane
You lock the door
And throw away the key
Theres someone in my head but its not me

poor choice of wardrobe,

almost no jwellery,

severe face, tense delivery.

yet my senses are racing, this is the first time i look at cassy since the cup raised in cheers from her balcony in 89.

i wish there was some way to hold you, to tell you to relax.

i am sure you will make it to anchor some day, and will be beemed into my living room everyday,

till then i have this clip to remember you by.

you fill up my senses/ john denver

You fill up my senses

Like a night in the forest
Like the mountains in springtime
Like a walk in the rain
Like a storm in the desert
Like a sleepy blue ocean
You fill up my senses
Come fill me again

Come let me love you
Let me give my life to you
Let me drown in your laughter
et me die in your arms
Let me lay down beside you
Let me always be with you
Come let me love you
Come love me again

Let me give my life to you
Come let me love you
Come love me again

You fill up my senses
Like a night in the forest
Like the mountains in springtime
Like a walk in the rain
Like a storm in the desert
Like a sleepy blue ocean
You fill up my senses
Come fill me again

Hm hm hm hm
Hm hm hm, hm hm hm

Tum pukar lo, tumhara intezaar hai, tum pukar lo
Khwaab chun rahi hai raat beqarar hai
Tumhara intezaar hai, tum pukar lo

(Honth pe liye hue dil ki baat ham
Jaagte rahenge aur kitni raat ham) -2
Muqtasar si baat hai tum se pyaar hai
Tumhara intezaar hai, tum pukar lo

(Dil bahal to jaayega is khayal se
Haal mil gaya tumhara apne haal se) -2
Raat ye qaraar ki beqarar hai
Tumhara intezaar hai

but i was the card she couldn't fit in her plans
she moved on but i was stuck on her, loving her, wanting her
like a modern "dev D" angry at my parents for having betrayed my interests
THE PRESENCE wouldnt grant me my wish, but it granted my wish to know THE TRUTH ABOUT SPACE- TIME,
and in my heart break I FOUND AN ACE THAT I COULD KEEP
should i be grateful to her who "GOVIND DIYO DIKHAYA" ? i am ambivalent.

The Gambler/ kenny Rogers

On a warm summers evenin on a train bound for nowhere,
I met up with the gambler; we were both too tired to sleep.
So we took turns a starin out the window at the darkness
til boredom overtook us, and he began to speak.

He said, son, Ive made a life out of readin peoples faces,
And knowin what their cards were by the way they held their eyes.
So if you dont mind my sayin, I can see youre out of aces.
For a taste of your whiskey Ill give you some advice.

So I handed him my bottle and he drank down my last swallow.
Then he bummed a cigarette and asked me for a light.
And the night got deathly quiet, and his face lost all expression.
Said, if youre gonna play the game, boy, ya gotta learn to play it right.

You got to know when to hold em, know when to fold em,
Know when to walk away and know when to run.
You never count your money when youre sittin at the table.
Therell be time enough for countin when the dealins done.

Now evry gambler knows that the secret to survivin
Is knowin what to throw away and knowing what to keep.
cause evry hands a winner and evry hands a loser,
And the best that you can hope for is to die in your sleep.

So when hed finished speakin, he turned back towards the window,
Crushed out his cigarette and faded off to sleep.
And somewhere in the darkness the gambler, he broke even.
But in his final words I found an ace that I could keep.

You got to know when to hold em, know when to fold em,
Know when to walk away and know when to run.
You never count your money when youre sittin at the table.
Therell be time enough for countin when the dealins done.

You got to know when to hold em, know when to fold em,
Know when to walk away and know when to run.
You never count you r money when youre sittin at the table.
Therell be time enough for countin when the dealins done.

it is the classic approach- avoidance conflict

only two escape trajectories are possible

1. dev's will full destruction of all he loved dear that symbolize the tear from garden of Eden - his father, the class vestiges (avoidance)

2. chunni lal who gives in and is suborned by class constructs. (approach)

but iam the gadfly that moth like burns itself out in the flame of conflict.

Seal/ Kiss From A Rose

There used to be a graying tower alone on the sea.
You became the light on the dark side of me.
Love remained a drug that's the high and not the pill.
But did you know,
That when it snows,
My eyes become large and
The light that you shine can be seen.
Baby,
I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grave.
Ooh,
The more I get of you,
The stranger it feels, yeah.
And now that your rose is in bloom.
A light hits the gloom on the grave.
There is so much a man can tell you,
So much he can say.
You remain,
My power, my pleasure, my pain, baby
To me you're like a growing addiction that I can't deny.
Won't you tell me is that healthy, baby?
But did you know,
That when it snows,
My eyes become large and the light that you shine can be seen.
Baby,
I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grave.
Ooh, the more I get of you
The stranger it feels, yeah
Now that your rose is in bloom.
A light hits the gloom on the grave,
I've been kissed by a rose on the grave,
I've been kissed by a rose
I've been kissed by a rose on the grave,
...And if I should fall along the way
I've been kissed by a rose
...been kissed by a rose on the grave.
There is so much a man can tell you,
So much he can say.
You remain
My power, my pleasure, my pain.
To me you're like a growing addiction that I can't deny, yeah
Won't you tell me is that healthy, baby.
But did you know,
That when it snows,
My eyes become large and the light that you shine can be seen.
Baby,
I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grave.
Ooh, the more I get of you
The stranger it feels, yeah
Now that your rose is in bloom,
A light hits the gloom on the grave.
Yes I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grave
Ooh, the more I get of you
The stranger it feels, yeah
And now that your rose is in bloom
A light hits the gloom on the grave
Now that your rose is in bloom,
A light hits the gloom on the grave.

12 years and there is still no closure ...

simple words spoken sincerely "i am sorry, i screwed your life in my quest of getting ahead in life " will never be said...

yet why should any sorry be forthcoming at all, getting ahead in life is normal behaviour, wantonly destroying all your connections with life dev's way. maybe i hated my mom less than dev hated his father. or maybe i loved life more.

Paro (Mahi gill) doesn't get it, Yes people fall in love but people fall out of love too, after committing debauchery with images of love, images she had of dev when he has just turned from london, a poor fit on dev who is a wreck.

dev still gets it right when he wants to give and recieve love , belong essentially.

here is a song for those of you who are still looking for meaning of love from Delhi -6 :

Rehna Tu/ Delhi - 6

Rehna Tu
Hai Jaisa TU
Thoda sa dard tu
Thoda Sukun

Rehna Tu
Hai Jaisa TU
Dheema Dheema jhonka
Ya phir junoon
Thoda sa reshma
Tu humdam
Thoda sa khurdura
Kabhi daud jaye
Ya lad jaye
Ya khushboo se bhara

Tujhe badalna na chahoon
Rati bhar bhi sanam
Bina sajawat milawat
Na jyaada na hi kaam

Tuhje chaahon jaisa hai tu
Mujhe teree barish mein beegna hai ghuljana hai
Tujhe chaahon jaisa hai tu
Mujhe tere lapat mein jalna rakh ho jana hai

Tu zakham de agar
Marham bhi aakar tu lagaaye

Zakham mein bhi mujhko pyaar aaye

Dariya o dariya
Doopne de mujhe dariya
Doopne de mujhe dariya

Rehna Tu
Hai Jaisa TU
Thoda sa dard tu
Thoda Sukun

Rehna Tu
Hai Jaisa TU
Dheema Dheema jhonka
Ya phir junoon

Haath tham chalna hi
To dono ke daye haath sang kaise
Haath tham chalna hi
To dono ke daye haath sang kaise

Ek daaya hoga ek baaiya hoga
Tham le haath yeh thaam le
Chalna hai sang tham le

Rehna Tu
Hai Jaisa TU
Thoda sa dard tu
Thoda Sukun

Rehna Tu
Hai Jaisa TU
Dheema Dheema jhonka
Ya phir junoon

Thoda sa reshma
Tu humdam
Thoda sa khurdura
Kabhi daud jaye
Ya lad jaye
Ya khushboo se bhara

Tujhe badalna na chahoon
Rati bhar bhi sanam
Bina sajawat milawat
Na jyaada na hi kaam

Tuhje chaahon jaisa hai tu
Mujhe teri barish mein beegna hai ghuljana hai
Tujhe chaahon jaisa hai tu
Mujhe teri lapat mein jalna rakh ho jana hai

i - "yes, you wont always love me with this physical ache, however people can't back down they move on. life flows like the orinocco or our very own ganges.but you will do O.K., cause you know how to love"

I Will Survive/ Gloria Gaynor

First I was afraid
I was petrified
Kept thinking I could never live
without you by my side
But I spent so many nights
thinking how you did me wrong
I grew strong
I learned how to carry on
and so you're back
from outer space
I just walked in to find you here
with that sad look upon your face
I should have changed my stupid lock
I should have made you leave your key
If I had known for just one second
you'd be back to bother me

Go on now go walk out the door
just turn around now
'cause you're not welcome anymore
weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye
you think I'd crumble
you think I'd lay down and die
Oh no, not I
I will survive
as long as i know how to love
I know I will stay alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
and I'll survive
I will survive

It took all the strength I had
not to fall apart
kept trying hard to mend
the pieces of my broken heart
and I spent oh so many nights
just feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry
Now I hold my head up high
and you see me
somebody new
I'm not that chained up little person
still in love with you
and so you felt like dropping in
and just expect me to be free
now I'm saving all my loving
for someone who's loving me

my wife won't hear my silent scream
and to be fair to her i dont see the writing on the wall
(sannataa sunayi nahi deta
aur hawayein dikhayi nahi deti )

tonights pillow talk went something like this

i - "Aasmaan hai neela kyun
paani geela geela kyun
shailen kyun hai khoya khoya
socha hai kyun tum ne kabhi"
you are right when you identify with prachi desai from the movie ROCK ON
but i want to share all of me with you except you are not ready to let go and step into my world

she -"shail mere ko apke blog likhne se koi pareshani nahi hai, except why must you want to write it at 12' in the night.

that was the end of pillow talk, i got up and am sitting on my com in frustation wondering why

i realise she is a super wife, daughter-in-law, teacher rolled into one. for her routines are essential.

i am the quintessential loafer, taking risks with schedules, priorities living on the edge challenging set ways, still rebelling when after all these years i have every fight knocked out of me.

battered and bruised i box on, sorry rock on

Movie : Rock On
Music Director : Shankar Mahadevan, Ehsaan Noorani, Loy Mendonca
Singers : Farhaan Akhtar
Lyricist : Javed Akhtar

Aasmaan hai neela kyun
paani geela geela kyun
gol kyun hai zameen

silk mein hai narmi kyun
aag mein hai garmi kyun
do aur do paanch kyun nahi
ped ho gaye kam kyun
teen hain ye mausam kyun
chaand do kyun nahi
duniya mein hai jung kyun
behta laal rang kyun
sarhadein hain kyun har kahin
socha hai ye tumne kya kabhi
socha hai ki hai ye kya sabhi
socha hai socha nahi hai to socho abhi

behti kyun hai har nadi
hoti kya hai roshni
barf girti hai kyun
dost kyun hai rooth te
taare kyun hai toot te
baadlon mein bijli hai kyun
socha hai ye tumne kya kabhi
socha hai kya hai ye kya sabhi
socha hai socha nahi hai to socho abhi

sannataa sunayi nahi deta
aur hawayein dikhayi nahi deti
socha hai kya kabhi
hota hai ye kyun
Ho ho ho……
Ho ho ho……
Aasmaan hai neela kyun
paani geela geela kyun
gol kyun hai zameen
silk mein hai narmi kyun
aag mein hai garmi kyun
do aur do paanch kyun nahi
ped ho gaye kam kyun
teen hain ye mausam kyun
chaand do kyun nahi
duniya mein hai jung kyun
behta laal rang kyun
sarhadein hain kyun har kahin
socha hai ye tumne kya kabhi
socha hai ki hai ye kya sabhi
socha hai socha nahi hai to socho abhi
socha hai ye tumne kya kabhi
socha hai ki hai ye kya sabhi
socha hai socha nahi hai to socho abhi