Fourteen years ago, I am only an ordinary person, a teenager with no ambition. In 1995 immediately after graduated, the economy down turn at that time and it was so hard to find job. Graduates were chases job everywhere. I was stringing at one of the famous mainstream newspaper to fill my free time. As a stringer reporter, salary was counted based on the article that only published in the newspaper. However, at that time, my intention was to gain experience. As a junior reporter, so many things I had learned at that publication. I might be lucky because had that opportunity and befriended with senior reporter. They taught me a lot. Slowly, the skill of writing has increased. Deep down in my heart and every prayer that I prayed, I recited a doa and wished the newspaper company will appoint me as its permanent reporter. Unfortunately, fate might not beside me at that moment. Nevertheless I never regret for what had happened. I believed that every single thing that happened, there might have something that God wanted to give me.

I can’t remember how I started my writing career or realized the ability of writing a novel inside me. As a teenager, memories that had passed me by have haunted my life. Slowly I used my electrical typewriter and started writing the memories on the paper. The memories that I collected had become bigger and larger and it were more interesting after one to another. Finally, I managed to produce a complete manuscript of teenager’s story. In 1996, my first novel titled Diary Buat Rothman published. It was a very simple love story. The happier person of cause me because that was my greatest performance ever. From that moment, I continued producing more novel and books until now.

Still at this moment, I feel nothing has changed me much. Books that I wrote have increased from time to time. Besides creative writing, I am also writing general book. As a writer, what do you aspect much! As for me, I desire of writing a story that people will remembering me even after many years. I think, as time goes by, the skill of writing and editing has greater than before. I am pleased.

I do hope may God will give me strength and enough time to produce more books and sharing new knowledge with readers out there.

People who wanted to involve in this line should always bared in mind that this is not an easy job. Patience is the most vital factor in order to success as a writer. The only thing is that writer should write everyday to polish the ability to become a successful writer in the future.

Good luck my dear writer.

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I love the melody

Forgive me
Don't know where to start
I guess we've come to
The serious part
I need to find out
If there's a chance
For us? Don't give me that same old look
It won't win me over
Don't give me that same old speech
You don't have to speak at all

You can say you love me
That I'm your perfect crush
How it hurts to need someone that much
You can swear you mean it
But that ain't good enough
Cuz when a man loves a woman it is all
In his touch

I wish u could u see (yeah)
Just how simple
It's supposed to be

Cause now that we've come this far
We don't want to loose it
If you wanna win my heart
Baby just shut your mouth

You can say you love me
That I'm your perfect crush
How it hurts to need someone that much
You can swear you mean it
But that ain't good enough
Cuz when a man loves a woman it is all
In his touch?

Then words don't mean that much

I guessed some words that I need to write in this blog have lost long time ago. I do not know why or it might be because work load and the writing activities made me forget to update this blog everyday.

Anyway, 2009 has shown its faces and everybody should open new book and for me I should administrate my activities appropriately. Each and every day is a new life for me. And I always bear in mind that when you look something in a positive way, your life will be easier. So writers out there, please open up your mind and always think positive cause that is the only way to increase your spirit and achieve something out from it. Throw your negative thinking in each and every single thing that you plan to do. I am sure, you will find a way and life is more meaningful than before.

Each and every time new years arrive, people are busying updated their vision to fulfill through out this year. As for me, this year, I should finish up all my manuscript that still hang and I do not know how to do it but I hope the spirit still inside me, I will write and continuing my effort to write.

A biography book still pending and I hope can finish it up by end of January 2009. May Allah always shine and bless me with the ability that HE gave to me. I do hope I will still be me no matter how many book can I produce.

I am so lucky because still accompany with my hubby and children. They are my wealth and nothing could change it no matter how. Have a wonderful year ahead.

May writers out there will come out with new outstanding ideas this year.

Good luck and Happy New Year.