..been staring the screen for some times

and sometime things are better left unsaid

tumben gatel2 habis dari lapangan. dikirain kulit saya telah beradaptasi menjadi sekelas kulit badak... :P

banyak pot anggrek yang perlu diselamatkan. arah jatuhnya matahari yang bergeser bikin lokasi yang tadinya teduh jadi tambah panas :( belum pernah kehilangan anggrek sampai mati.. jangan sampai!

Which one's better. Knowing the flaw of my research methods so soon that I'll miss the opportunity for independence holiday.. or enjoying the holiday and surprised by the flaw later? There's an Indonesian saying for this, "Bagaikan buah simalakama, dimakan ayah mati, tidak dimakan ibu mati" (Just like simalakama's fruit, if you eat it, father's gonna die, if you don't, mother will die. Well, it's something like that. I don't remember the precise saying). But if you asked me, my answer would be, it depends on the fruit taste ;) If it's delicious, well I'll eat one.

Okay. You might think that I'm cruel. But sometimes we can't control everything and give the equal best for others. Either way, ones will be offended by my choice so it's better to forget about them and get the best choice for me instead. I must write this to remind me that sometimes we can't please everyone at the same time and equally.

And why on earth that I wrote in english on the independence day's eve. Unpatriotic huh? :P