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American Bible Society has published my story online at www.shareyourstorynow.org.  May God be glorified!
Wednesday August 23, 2006 - 05:19pm (EDT) Permanent Link | 1 Comment
The Esau Syndrome

Do you remember that Keith Green had an album called No Compromise?  If you don't know what an album is, Google it.  If you don't know who Keith Green was, go here: http://www.lastdaysministries.org/keith/music.html.  Keith Green was a prophetic psalmist to his generation.  I don't know that we truly have a voice like his today.  

Life has become so full of compromises - even for followers of Jesus.  Esau traded the inheritance from his father for a bowl of soup because he was HUNGRY!!  Sound familiar?  Let's see, I have this craving, this desire, hunger, lust - whatever label you give it.  How can I satisfy it?  Well, I could trade my most valuable possession for it.  How sad.

I'm afraid that Christians have become so much like non-Christians that they (we) have lost their (our) distinctive.  The very fact that I belong to Jesus assures me that HE is my inheritance.  HE satisfies my desires.  HE fulfils my dreams.  To be sure, some of these desires are legitimate.  I long to love and be loved.  I long for acceptance.  I long for a sense of purpose.  The problem lies in where I go to meet those longings.  In the same way that Judy makes sure I don't have to go outside our relationship to find romance, I believe Jesus offers the promise of complete satisfaction for every inner ache. 

Too often I have traded that promise for a quick fix.  In the heat of the moment I've compromised my relationship with Him and accepted whatever I could find to make the ache go away.  Still, when I find that doing it my way only lasted temporarily, He stands to welcome me back into relationship with Him as if I never turned away.

Clara T Williams was a great hymn writer from the end of the 19th century.  She wrote the lyrics to one of my favorite testimony songs, Satisfied, recalling the story of the prodigal son.

"All my lifelong I had panted for a drink from some cool spring that I hoped would quench the burning of the thirst I felt within.

"Feeding on the husks around me 'til my strength was almost gone, longed my soul for something better only still to hunger on.

"So poor was I, and sought for riches, something that would satisfy.  But the dust I gathered 'round me only mocked my souls sad cry.

"Well of water ever springing, Bread of Life so rich and free, untold wealth that never faileth my Redeemer is to me.

"Hallelujah!  I HAVE FOUND HIM WHOM MY SOUL SO LONG HAD CRAVED.  Jesus satisfies my longing.  Through His blood I now am saved."

I haven't read much from The Message, but this verse caught my eye today.  Hebrews 12:16 "Watch out for the Esau syndrome: trading away God's lifelong gift in order to satisfy a short-term appetite."   I'll be on the lookout this week for how it will apply to any temptations I may face. 

Sunday January 8, 2006 - 11:50pm (EST) Permanent Link
What I'm reading...

Some co-workers gave me the book Cure for the Common Life (Living in Your Sweet Spot) by Max Lucado for Christmas.  I just started reading it last night.  I can tell already that it's an appropriate book for where I am in life right now.  I've read a few books about desires, dreams, vision, destiny, and of course, purpose.  My favorite so far is a 1992 book by Myles Monroe called In Pursuit of Purpose.  The book is still in print, and I would encourage you to find a copy. 

I thought the new Max Lucado book might just be a clone of the best seller from Saddleback Church.  It isn't.  There is a "Sweet Spot Discovery Guide" at the back of the book to help me do some practical soul-searching.  There are some really powerful exercises throughout the book, one suggested by the chapter title "Read Your Life Backward."  hmmm... 

The most eye-opening sentence that I have read so far is this: "Stand at the intersection of your affections and successes and find your uniqueness."  When you actually find that place, you see that it is true.  No one else stands in that exact spot at this time in history.

What I most appreciate about this book (again, so far) is that it is not shy in pointing me to the true source of my worth and my purpose.   The scriptures on which the concepts are based are listed in each chapter and in the study guide.  One of my well-worn Bible verses is Philippians 2:13.  Lucado inserts the New Century Version of it in chapter 3.  "God is working in you to help you want to do and be able to do what pleases him."

So, when I finish the book, I should be able to finally tell you what I want to be when I grow up!

Go here for a brief video intro to the book:  rtsp://real.streamtoyou.com/ThomasNelson/CureCommonLife_WPG_Hi.rm

Friday December 30, 2005 - 09:51pm (EST) Permanent Link
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No big incidents this year!  It was a busy weekend for us though.   Judy spent Saturday in the kitchen preparing for dinner.  On Saturday night, our whole family had dinner at my parents' house.  I was sick all day with a migraine, so 22 people opening gifts in a small living room was almost unbearable.  It was a good time anyway - for everyone else.  We got home very late.  I went to bed, and Judy and Amy finished wrapping gifts. 

This morning, we opened gifts with Amy.  Then, Judy was back in the kitchen!  She got the turkey in the oven just in time for us to leave for church.  We enjoyed a wonderful candlelight Christmas service at our church from 11 o'clock to noon.  Our gifted pastors led us in Christmas hymns, then Pastor White explained the origins of several Christmas traditions.  At the close of the service, the men of the church served communion to their families. 

It was a very moving time for me.  I am always in awe of the fact that God's grace has reached to me and allowed me to still have a family.  It was even more special to watch my sons-in-law serve their families - my daughters and grandchildren.  It was a beautiful reminder that HIS LOVE ENDURES FOREVER!

After spending some time with our dear church family, we came home and had HOTDOGS for lunch.  Now, there's a Christmas favorite!  All of our children and grandchildren were here: Chris & Kristen and Chandler, Izaak, Braeden & Alyssah; Jeff & Lisa and Angel & Kylah; Jonathan & Rebba and Katarena, and Amy.  After lunch we opened gifts - AGAIN!  We were just cleaning up the mess of wrapping paper and boxes from the floor when Judy discovered about 25 more gifts that she had forgotten to put under the tree.  They were the ones she and Amy had stayed up so late wrapping.

So guess what was next!  Judy and the girls were back in the kitchen!  They stayed there until time to leave to go back to my parents' for the Buchanan family Christmas dinner - my mother's family.  More food, more gifts, more fun!  Only this time, Judy had the headache!  My daddy turned 70 this year.  He and my mother are doing very well.  One of my mother's sisters recently had a colon surgery similar to the one I had eight years ago.  We're very thankful that she is recovering very well.  One of my uncles was absent because of problems with his blood pressure.  We missed him.

Only a few minutes are left of this Christmas day.  We made some memories that will never fade.  We shared some hugs and some tears.  We joined in worship and and in laughter.  We ate way too much. 

Happy Birthday, Jesus.

Sunday December 25, 2005 - 11:50pm (EST) Permanent Link

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