here I am sitting here with a cup of cool ice tea and part 2 of my last post .

what I know form my time on the path is that is to be in line with the sabbats is to be in balance with yourself .

to me there are 4 circle of time circling around a persn's life that impact there lives that is the daily, weekly, mouthly and the yearly . What we do with in those periods empact the others in a good or bad way.

For me the time between mabon and samhain is exspecialy a time to give thanks and change gears to the slower times at of winter and enjoy the fruits of your labor . it is a time to shock up for the winter . i use this time to shock up my magickal cabit as well as get out the winter colths . I also do some clatter removal knowing that I well spend most of my time in the house during the winter .

the time between samhain and yule is my time to get ride of the old and reflect deeply on my inner works . this is a time that I relax and rest with a nice hot cup of coffee and I have also found that I journal more during this time period .

the time between yule and imbolc is the time that the spark is rekindled this is a time to thing about what i want to plant this spring what my goals ar going to be . this is a time were the light is coming back and a time fulled with joy .

the time between imbloc and ostara is a time to plan out the acts to forfull your goals. it is time to awaken and shake off winters sleep it is time to open the window and spring clean and purification . after a long winter is is nice to get out doors again it is time to shead the winter sweaters and opt ofr something lighter and fresher everything become softer .

the time between ostara and beltine is the time to frimly plant your goals now to start the frist phase of your plans . this is the time the wrold becomes green again and nature's ferility is picking up givings us energy to put in to our own goals .

the time between beltine and lithra is a time to work hard on your goals to feel that passion and love flowing in your work and life . it is the the time were nature bounty is a bloom the worlds is fulled with fresh color and tastes . life is buzzing with summer vactions and the childern home form school . the world can seem to be on fastward some times .

the time between lithra and Lughnassad is the final push before the harvest this is the time to put the final touches on and look back on all the work that has been done over the mouths .

with this time line and tasks I like life well become easer for the most part and less stressful and i think that was what the elders had in mind when the mark the sabbats and it was more then just a one night celebartion .

here I a sitting with a cup of coffee in hand you could hear a pin drop it is so silent .

I have really been thinking about my spiritual connections with nature, with my parton and the world around me and the effects that it has on my envirment and my quility of living .

have been thinking about the sabbats and what they mean under it all and the lessions that come in alining yourself with these deeper meaning not just on a yearly bases for one day but on a daliy bases for that season and not just spirtualy but in all things .

lets take mabon since it is the next stop in the wheel of the year

to me it is the pagan / wiccan thanksgiving it is a time for get back what you have given out and it is a time to be thankful and prepare for the winter the is just around the corner.

the hoilday marks the change in focus from that day on you work on things that center around that sabbat it goes from sabbat to sabbat .

To be contunued......

here i am sitting with an ice cooled drink I had to take someitme out to get somethings in order. Life has away of making you forget what is imporant sometimes it becomes more complicated then it has to be .

It was time to unculter my life and find who I am

so here I am sitting here with a cup of coffee wellI have been busy with work and home well I'll just say when it rains it pours so I have been taking care of the great flood that is my life .

I just had to laugh it more like a drought because are water pipes broke and now we have to fix the water lines And we have been trying to get the guy that we paid out to fix them the fact that he was a witness in a murder case kind of held up the whole deal I mean what are the odds we pick the one guy that has to go to court .

work is work the good thing is I have losed a few inches off my butt because I am working it off no lie ask my husband .

what happened to the simple times we you went to work and come home I think after you turn 21 that goes out the window and I think that my mother made it seem so easy .

My father get in touch with me after years and years I mean he didn't know that I was married he in tell I sent him pic could have walked past me in the street and not known I still don't know how I feel about it . My mother left him because he was violent he was the monster in my nightmares when I was a small child I was 4 when she left him I remember twice in my life seeing him after we left .

I think that he should see what has become of me but I don't know if a relinship is possiable at this stage of the game I don't know it well take some careful thought .

well it off the work