Excuse me while i shout!
Current mood: creative
Category: Life

I find myself at a lost for words however some of my very close friends and family told me that I needed to update my blog. I've have a few life changing things go on latley so here goes. I recently graduated from Greenville Technical College. Very happy and proud about that and looking forward to opening my own salon in the near future. God willing. I have recently come in contact with one of my old friends whom I hold in high reguard to some extent. God only knows the reason or season that he put this person back in my life. Life is good I've learned some life lessons thru the death of my Beloved "auntie" Louise Chester"Doll". I believe that the lord is actually preparing a small sermon in me thru that lesson. I've had a lot of friends going thru a lot of things that all surround this same sermon and scripture. Go figure. I certainly feel bless to have all of the things,people and little wisdom that i have in my life and also surrounding my life. I'm so greatful to have a family who loves me unconditionally and a mother who still cares enough to get in my grill even at the age of 28. I thank the lord for the wisdom that he has given me thus far and the strength to survive .I also thank him for keeping me thru dangers seen and unseen, and for forgiving anything that i have done that's not like him. Wow I didnt mean to go to church but ya know when ur a member at the greatest church in greenville sc Bibleway Full Gospel Missionary Baptist Church where the shepard of the house is none other than the Bishop J.W. Hester....it's hard to sit down on him .......my God.....excuse me while i shout

Alrighty folks I'm a little less tired tonight and a little more talkative . I have a situation to put forth to all of u . Today while I was at work two of my co-workers and I were having  a conversation about this one chick being locked up due to her idenity being stolen (we will call her Girl A for the sake of the story) and she made a reference to it being like when Jesus was locked up , and for like 3 min my self and my other co-worker (we will call her girl B) accepted the comment and were about to move on in the conversation when we both stopped and started laughing . Girl A was like what and me just being the joke cracking chick that I am  I said " Jesus was in jail? Which jail was he in like Bethelhem County Detention Center. At this point all three of us began laughing and then Girl A was like u know what I mean  and I was like no . Again all of us were laughing then Girl A was like ur trying to clown me just cause i dont know the bible like u do . And  I was like no i'm not but since u dont know the bible like that then just to let u know Jesus was never in jail but he was crucified!

She got all upset about it and was like dont talk to me and i was like yo i'm not talkin to u ur talking to me . So she turned around to another co-worker and was like explaining it to her too and to my surprise she was like I was tell her about my situation and this STUPID BITCH laughed at my situation . Also to my surprise i didnt punch this chick in the side of her head when she called me out of my name but i did see that she was truly hurt and i was like i didnt laugh or make fun of ur situation i was laughing at the fact that u said that Jesus was in jail . So she got all touchy feely and started crying and was like she always trying to be smart and she walked out of the room and i guess he dramatic ass thought that someone was gonna run after her but no one did . I realized that she was tryin to make me look like the bad guy like i laughed at the fact she was locked up which was totally not the truth .

So I was talkin to Girl B about it and she was like u need to apologize to her and i was like HELL NO because i didnt do anything wrong and she was like that's not right cause u hurt her feelings reguardless of how u feel about it u should apologize and i was like HELL NO, because i didnt do anything wrong . I feel like she should be the one to apologize to me for disrespecting me and calling me out of my name.  And if i wanted to be a DIRTY BITCH  I would go to HR and tell them what she did and i have 3 witness's.......what do u guys think i should do . I'm thinkin about telling her that if she does not apologize to me for the disrespectful comment that she made directly to another co-worker that I will go to HR and not care about her losing her job.

I'm not the type of person to that likes to have enemy's but i'm not gonna apologize for something that i didnt do ...which by the was was her point of the original story of Jesus being incarcerated. Give me ur feed back please !!!!

Well Well Well...I know I haven't been on in a while however I've been going through a storm. Mentally Physically and Emotionally. With men with my mother and with my life in general. I really dont have much to talk about I'm really exhausted. I've moved back to the upstate area to be with my mom while she heals. Which meant my leaving my apartment in Rockhill and my job. So now i've started a new job and a new life so to speak. My birthday really sucked this year in the fun exciting department , because i had to spend the whole day moving my crap back to the upstate and i didnt get to attend my church either so that just screwed it up worse however i know through my faith that the Lord wouldnt bring me to it if he wasnt gonna bring me through it so i'm being faithful and holding . Maby in a couple of days when i catch my breath i will write a real blog but i just wanted to touch bases with every one and also say thanks to everone who called and email me birthday wishes i luv u guys!

I encounter a lot of men in my line of work....lol naw I work in a wireless retail store. I hear a lot of them say this famous line" I'm a grown man" So in my quest for knowledge of the opposite sex, I have a few question and comments.

So here goes:

My first gripe is that if your a grown man why do you insist on playing games? I mean you say u wanna be with some one but u can never commit and when u do ur still out there playing around with chicken head's or with ur boys. My take on this is that men just like holding the title that we give them women"MY MAN". So once they gain that title they feel like i've got her now i dont have to try anymore and i can do whatever i want.

I know middle aged men that are totally into games saying one thing and doing another, thinking that a female is moving too fast so to speak, well if that 's the case nigga maby you should start moving forward and shufflin ur feet. You say that you want a relationship with a female but when she tries to get to know ur sorry ass then u got a million excuses . u say one thing like oh baby i'm gonna come and c u and then u never show, and wonder why your woman or female friend doesnt trust you or take u at your word. Look at your actions to this woman that you say u love or you say u wanna make a life with and then wonder why she is reacting the way she is. Nine times out of ten it's not just beacuse she is trying to be a Bitch it's usually because of something that you have done previously!

I love men don't get me wrong, I'm not bitter at all. I'm old fashioned I'll let a man make a million mistakes as long as he isnt making the same one over and over again. I also know that we as women chalk too much of the blame up to our men instead of searching ourselve. For instance I have a friend of mine whom caught her man cheating on her and of course whom did she go straight for was the other woman. So when the girl came running down the steps half naked I asked her what was going on because at this point i was clueless. She stated that the man she had been seeing had been cheating on her with another woman and she didnt know about it but apparently it was his womans house. At that moment my girl came running down the stairs with a bat and I stopped her and brought it to her attention that this girl was just as clueless as she was about the situation.

So sistas we are partley resposible for this action because we'll take our MAN back but be ready to whoop the females ass for no apparent reason. There is a lot of drama that we will put ourselves thru in dealin with a man.

Men I'm not sayin that we are perfect however we endure the most pain when a relationship is terminated. Because we love hard and fall hard(at least I do) . I've often said that My mother is the love of my life and I dont need a man in my life as long as I have her and God on my side. I sincerley mean that , however here is what i mean"I dont NEED a man but i would like to have a man in my life. I"m a very independent woman because of my sad excuse of a father, my mother had to play both role's. I would like to fall in love and get married and have like 4.5 kids and a dog and white pickett fence , but most brothas arent into that scene anymore. Most men are into (excuse my language)a quick fuck and flow. Ladies you know what I mean hit it and quit it.

Where are all of the genuine guys that care about a girl and wanna make her a legal woman not just some live in pussy.

All I'm sayin guy is that most LADIES just want to be treated right and not toyed with. I just wanna know if there are still any guy out there that are into that type of thing  anymore.

I'm awaiting all comments questions and so forth ......and no this isnt my current situation just something off of the top of my head.....by the way while i'm bitchin that 's another thing. I know a few people who are afraid to post stuff in groups and on their 360 pages cause everyone automatically thinks that it's that person's situation. Cant u just wonder about stuff damn!!

Sorry about all the complainin but just some things i needed to get off my chest and if they apply to you then so be it!