part 2 well what a sexy girl i was thinking to my self here so started going and byeing make up and playing with is omg found out not that easy the eye's were the hardest to do !! lol stuck my self in the eye a few times here trying to put on eyeliner lol !! but every time i did them got a little better but then came the male thing was not out of yet as well being got pick on a lot by the bikers being i shave and such they had not a clue what was going on with me christy pick that name out at 13 teen here was this cute girl i had a crush on in high school and over time i would say oh i cant make the show this saturday here got some thing i haft to do i sit home and get dress and play with make up i go get here being it just felt so right and as over time i got better and better with it as well and started mising more and more showing being wanted to dress and play with my femm side here then came me geting the net and finding out i was not some freak here that was other just like me in the world here i didnt feel so a lone any more being was not the only person like on here found (( miss vicki rene website )) and was omfg god )) on page 362 here of her site as well that and me dieing to meet other like me here real time being closet was not cuting it any more for me here so started looking on the net for gay bar here in cleveland well came across deco a gay bar that had drag show's they had pics as well wel seen girls pic's on thire site would dress here get on the net look around look at htire site like ever week for a few months here new pics all the time was i think good with make up and curling my hair was a few saturdays later was drinking at my place dres and going i cant take it any more got to get the hell out and meet other so went to thire website got the address and shakeing i grab a few things and look ouy my window to se if any 1 was out nope