I now have 11 birds and two turtles that are such a handful. But I love them and they are totally spoiled.

I am so busy these days that sometimes I have to remember to stop and breath. I never get to have any fun anymore. I work too much. I have two jobs that rely on me to be there when they call since other people aren't as reliable. And I'm not really gonna tell them no cuz, at the end of the week, I'm the one holding the nice fat check. But it would be nice to get away once in awhile.

Last night was "malloween" and it was packed. Alot of places ran out of candy in the first forty minutes. Tonight is our Samhain celebration in Reynoldsburg. We are busy getting all of the stuff for that done. We are doing a 'Descent to the Crone'. This should be interesting. My mom gets to be the keeper of the cauldron.

I can't wait till November 15! My mom and I are going to the Steve Miller Band concert in Columbus. Its a girls day out. The last time it was the two of us with one of my friends and we saw Alice Cooper in concert. That man still looks good at his age too.

Wow haven't been on here in a long while. Since Christmas. Lets see if I can remember all that has happened.

I went to The Police Concert in Columbus and got a free seat upgrade. It was awsome! I went to Marcon in Columbus just last month and got stranded. The car battery died. I spent friday and saturday at the Strawberry Festival in Newark. Helped a friend with her boothe and ran other errands as well for them.

Recently got in contact again with a few family members that I had not seen or talked to in awhile. My guy and I got back together. Our temporary split had nothing to do with me. We recently took some space due to his stress bout his circumstances. We are ok and at the end of this month it will have been 9 monthes together. Yay!

Ok i am back and some stuff has happened in the last month. My boyfriend and I are no longer together. That was his choice but we are still friends. We never even made it to the 3 month mark. He has stuff he needs to focus on and so do I.

I am very confused right now cuz of some of the things he has been saying. We are split up but one minute he says he wants no relationships of any kind and the next he is on about how things might work out for us in the future. I think I will let him make the choices for awhile. If he wants me back I will be here for a little bit but not forever.

I'm not gettin into another relationship for awhile cuz I'm still in love with him and I have no idea how long it will take me to get over him if at all. Instead I decided to take a leave of absence from work to deal with my problems. We work at the same job and I don't think the environment there is good for me right now. Plus with me not being on my game it is not productive to the store.

I hate the holiday season. I usually like to run and hide cuz people get way too crazy for me. Unfortunately I work two jobs and both are in retail. Tomorrow is black friday and I am not looking forward to it. I have to work at one job and am on call for the other. If I have to work on call I will end up putting in a 12 hr day. I understand how my managers feel now though when they have to do it.

My friend and boyfriend worked out their issues. Well more or less but at least they are on speaking terms. On monday my boyfriend and I will have been together for exactly 2 monthes. This will be my longest lasting relationship since my very first relationship which only lasted 4 monthes. But it kinda bothers me that I want to run away now more than ever. It would be easy to do too since my boyfriend and I haven't been able to spend alot of time together due to our schedules. We usually sit down and talk about this stuff cuz he knows I have these issues.

In all actuality we need to sit down and talk about it. On top of this I had one of my bad days yesterday. It kind of scares me how I act about things and react to others. I think I will be ok if I can make it to January. The stress from the holidays will be gone and at the end of the month we will have been together for 4 monthes. Hopefully I make it that long without any major incidents.