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January 02, 2009 Ninth Day of Christmas

So I've been reading the news about Israel attacking Hamas. I find it difficult to have a great deal of sorrow for Hamas. If Canada or Mexico had people on the side of their border firing missiles into the USA, I cannot imagine our response would be anything but all-out war.

Our Presiding Bishop has called for a cessation of violence. I quite understand that as violence is at root meaning is disturbing, sharing the same common meaning as violate. The realpolitik part of me knows though that fundamental changes do occur in ownership of land. Thus the American Indians were displaced forcibly and non-natives now occupy their former lands. Quite simply, the only reason they gave up was because they recognized that the might of the invaders was such that they would be annihilated if resistance continued. Although completely opposed to ethical values, as peoples move around the globe in large numbers, either they are repelled forcibly or culturally or they establish their presence in such numbers that the native population must deal with them.

I am not a particular enthusiast of Israel since it's hands are bloody (much like the USA), but I understand and firmly see the need for Israel to exist. Jewish people in other lands under Christian and Islamic rulers and governments historically have experienced indifference at best, slaughter at worst. Christian and Islamic defenders of Jewish people have not arisen to combat the murderous instincts of other Christians and Muslims. Having a land that especially puts the welfare and defense of Jewish citizens as a priority makes sense.

Whether Israel can balance this priority of Jewish welfare with the fundamental human rights of Palestinians is the challenge. Unfortunately, bluntly, until Palestinians realize the land is not theirs anymore, if indeed it ever really was, "exiles" do not have a right of return, and stop attacking Israel, I don't think any real progress can be made. Can you seriously imagine that the South would have any civil rights if it kept attacking the North? At some point, I would think a sense of reality would begin to dawn. 60 years have passed and Israel would lay waste to all around it if Hamas and their allies even began to accomplish their goals of "pushing Israel into the sea." There is truly a MAD (mutually assured destruction) policy.

Smarter and better informed persons than I have long considered this. It's a sad situation and unfortunately the solutions do not seem realistic. People do not seem to be interested in "live and let live" but then, it's a completely different culture. While the USA doesn't have a collective memory and it sometimes criticized for behaving like a (spoiled) child, there is something to be said for not having ancient blood-feud memories and letting bygones be bygones.

Friday January 2, 2009 - 11:56am (EST) Permanent Link | 0 Comments
Vigil of Christ Mass, December 24, 2008

Vigil of Christ Mass 2008

Since the silver bells are ringing and cash registers are whirring, it must be that magical, debt-inducing time of the year. Thus it’s time for me to write my annual “I cannot be bothered to send snail mail” Christmas letter!

Since it is customary, I’ll give a passing nod to what’s happened this year. Professionally I’ve had two managers, both of whom are quite fun. Verizon copes with the recession like every other company, by downsizing, at first voluntarily and if rumors are to be counted, next year involuntarily. Positively, this year one of the largest projects I’ve managed went to implementation after three years and $1.3 million. Hopefully it will be completed sometime in May 2009. Already I’m pleased with the performance it’s given.

Personally…let’s see. I’ve moved to a new place, joined a singles group, and enjoyed a couple relationships, one more substantial than another. I’ll see where that takes me, if anywhere. Between work and relationships, suffice to say that crazy meds now stock my cabinet—and were they ever needed!

Academically I have one more semester remaining in my theology Master’s degree. This is the thesis semester. I have 68 pages of material so far on “Gays, Covenant, Marriage?” and I’m relatively confident of my ability to finish next semester. Finally! Who knows what I’ll do or study next? I’m always interested in learning new things.

For all those religious-minded, yes, I remained a proud Episcopalian. I haven’t joined the breakaways. Even though I’m Anglo-Catholic in perspective and systematic theology and we Episcopalians are sometimes a bit crazy for believing the latest heretical best-seller, hey—you cannot find a more loving, accepting group of people around. We’re all heretics in some way and from my vantage, St. John was correct when he said “love covers a multitude of sins.” For everything else, we can all privately roll our eyes in disbelief at each other.

Tonight on altars around the world, the miracle of the Incarnation will once again be celebrated, a triple Incarnation perhaps by analogy. A human body two millennia ago, present as bread and wine on altars, and then given to us so that, as St. Athanasius says “God became man so that man might become divine.” Hopefully we can embrace the Mystery of our redemption in Christ ever more fully in 2009.

Thus sums the year! Who knew I could be relatively concise?

Merry Christ Mass, Brad

Wednesday December 24, 2008 - 08:31am (EST) Permanent Link | 0 Comments
October 30, 2008 Obama, voting, California and gays

I'm sitting here typing waiting on my food for Tom's birthday potluck tomorrow to finish cooking. Today was a good day. My director called and told me I still had a job and further she very much wanted me to continue with the exact job I had currently since I was performing excellently. That was quite a vote of confidence and I'm glad about that.

However I know that today for many, many workers in Verizon was an awful day that delivered them into the uncertainty of bleak futures without jobs in an economy that is on the leading edge of recession. Up to 30% of some departments were terminated. Directors were walking Verizon buildings with tears on their faces delivering bad news to people who had given years of their lives to the company. No one took today lightly because many of those directors delivering the bad news were themselves victim of the reduction in force. Therefore my relief that I have my job is tempered by the knowledge that others lost theirs--and some guilt about that.

From my perspective, today is one of the compelling reasons why voting for a change in our economic policies and politics from what has gone before is essential. Our nation in the last 8 years has gone on a drunken spending spree like the whore of Babylon. From my own personal observation, if someone doesn't know how to manage their money, the rest of their house probably stands a high chance of dysfunction and disorder. Spending sprees usually camaflauge a moral sickness--and in the case of America, we are indeed sick.

We have gone to war for revenge, not to bring anyone to justice. We deliver our own citizens to be tortured and protest loudly that it is patriotic to do so. Our military budget soars 18% yearly and yet we are strangely silent about genocide occuring in Darfur. One of the surest signs we are not a Christian nation is that we are not interested in peace and the hallmarks of one of our major political figures is "victory in Iraq." Sound like the Prince of Peace?

Obama will be able to change some things around. He cannot however save us. No law or government ever achieves justice, loves mercy and walks humbly with God. I do believe in Providence however, and I do believe firmly that God intervenes in our broken human history when evil is called good and raises up people to help us achieve the divine potential present in each of us from creation and redemption. While he is a politician, with all a politicians faults, he stands in a prophetic way as both hope and admonition. Hope because he shows a better way and admonition because few churches have dared to seize the promise of faith for that better way.

I do think that Tuesday night will result in an Obama win. Frankly I'm not quite sure that the nation could spiritually handle another term of endless revenge war, avoidance of responsibility for the poisoning of God's creation, governing by pitting one section of the nation against the other, condoning torture of humans and an arrogant America First religion that masks itself as patriotism. However, should I be wrong and McCain win, I will pray for him to rise above the level of pettiness and malice he has evidenced thus far and become a symbol of hope and inspiration.

Tuesday night will also mark an important night for gay rights in California. Although current polls show that the anti-gay amendment is behind, I believe the gay marriage ban will pass. I think this because it is not so long ago that gays were being burned alive while tied to fences and young boys in high school were being stabbed and killed for being gay. Make no mistake--those who speak of tolerating gays do so only as long as the full light of day shines. Tolerance means tell no one and accept what society deems fit as punishment for your deviancy.

Yes, I'm angry that civil rights can be put to a vote. Marriage has long been understood by both Catholics and Protestants to be a religious institution that exists in tension with state civil marriages. Many marriages the state performs are not recognized by the Catholic church. While not being so sophisticated, some Protestants refuse to recognize divorced and remarried people as being truly married. We are not a theocracy to check with what every church recognizes as marriage.

Still I don't believe that even when the California ban passes that the final word is written. The New York legislature stands poised on the verge of writing gay marriage laws. Those Republicans who have stalled the bill despite majority support are retiring or appear headed toward defeat. The governor there has already directed the state that all marriages from other states are to be recognized, whether gay or straight. I guess I'm saying we're in this for the long haul and I have hope. My generation seems vastly less interested continuing the paranoia around homosexuality that some still evidence today.

As a final word, should you feel compelled to write me about the error of my ways--don't. Quoting the Bible does not impress me as the Bible commends genocide, speaks of God murdering children, sees God's intervention in women being tossed out windows, approves of slavery, or advocates death for those working on the sabbath among other equally horrific things. If you want to tell me I'm an abomination, please look up how many things are an abomination in the Bible. You'll undoubtedly be fired up and ready to receive your stoning when you know that abominations include rare steaks, charging or receiving interest, trimming your beard, wearing blended fabrics, looking at women during their menstrual cycle, eating seafood...the list goes on. In short, don't even use the argument "the Bible says." Yes it does--and it says a lot of other horrible things too that probably apply to you. From my vantage point, those things are irrelevant and reflect the prejudices and sinfulness of the culture that wrote the Bible. We are always being redeemed and they were no different.

Thursday October 30, 2008 - 11:50pm (EDT) Permanent Link | 0 Comments
October 22, 2008 $150K?

for clothes? Wow. Yes, we're worried about Joe the Plumber...

Uh huh.

Wednesday October 22, 2008 - 10:16pm (EDT) Permanent Link | 1 Comment
October 15, 2008 St. Teresa of Avila

O God, by your Holy Spirit you moved Teresa of Avila to manifest to your Church the way of perfection: Grant us, we pray, to be nourished by her excellent teaching, and enkindle within us a keen and unquenchable longing for true holiness; through Jesus Christ, the joy of loving hearts, who with you and the Holy Spirit lives and reigns, one God, for ever and ever. Amen.

I was thinking today about how my thinking has both changed-- and stayed the same--regarding abortion over the last 10-15 years. My basic stance toward abortion ethically has remained unchanged but my legal thinking has changed as I have gained knowledge about how law functions and the nature of exclusions and exceptions to the process.

Let me start with a two basic facts: 1) abortion is a termination of human life matter and potential and 2) the witness of the Church has been in opposition to abortion, going back to the first century where the Didache says "thou shalt not murder a child by abortion." Given that abortion is such a termination and Christian witness from the earliest instance is against it, what reflection can we offer in our culture today about abortion? For example my church, the Episcopal Church, is pro-life but doesn't want abortion laws to be changed. Why?

Logically, for an entity to become something new, whatever state it becomes must exist in potency within what is now. A woman exists in potency within a girl who exists within potency within a fetus and/or embryo. We can fight over whether a human "person" exists as an embryo, but that is ultimately an unconvincing argument since babies are not truly human "persons" in the sense of reasoning and thinking. Babies do not have speech patterns to begin the cognitive process and thus form memory and intelligence. Those who thus say that human intelligence is required to be human leave themselves open to the real possibility of infanticide. Other people base arguments on human "likeness." The more the embryo looks human, the more willing they are to accord the developing fetus the status of "human." This is not a good argument as it ultimately does not address Teri Schiavo type end of life issues wherein human likeness is abundantly present, but again, speech patterns that form memory and intelligence are gone.

So the question is: how to recognize that Teri Schiavo is truly dead but being cognizant that the discussion bears directly upon abortion, and even worse, infanticide?

First, violations upon a woman’s body may be resisted, even violently. At no point should rape or incest be thought of as anything less than violent assaults upon a female. She is entitled to resist violently, and is further entitled to resist all consequences of the assault, including abortion. We would not think to say that any person who was assaulted in any other fashion should continue to live with the consequences of the assault without resistance. While it is true the child in potentia bears no fault, the child is an innocent victim of the father’s sin, not the mother’s right to self-defense. We would not support the kidnapping of women and require them to give blood and life support to another for 9 months. If a woman can indeed bear the child of her rapist, she is to be commended but the woman who resists every outcome of the rape is not to be thought less moral or blameworthy.

Second, medical necessities sadly sometimes do allow abortions. In such cases, double-intent causality is helpful: the primary intent is to save the woman’s life, which either passively or actively requires an abortion. Grimly, a mother has a right to self-defense—even against her own child. There is no moral blame or guilt in this argument. There is a personal history in my family of this. One of my female relatives was pregnant and began bleeding heavily one night. As background, her husband was vehemently opposed to abortion. Although my family never stated this in quite this fashion, the doctors gave him a choice that night: he could authorize a therapuetic abortion for his wife and save her life, or he could take chances with the very real consequence that both his wife and the child would die. He was less ardent about his opposition to abortion after this as he realized his approach was less than acknowledging of the very real medical situations that sometimes complicate our lives.

Third is the area where the majority of abortions fall: elective abortions, or abortions of choice. Multiple reasons exist for these. Most seem to involve convenience. It is sad to think that human life and potential is based on convenience of another, but this is certainly a grim reality in modern society. What to think? We should be careful of issuing condemnation since the reasons run from purely selfish to genuinely distressed. We also should keep in mind that most women do not choose to have abortions on a whim “oh, I’m going to run down and get an abortion today…” Those of us who are asked for advice should be sensitive and listen before jumping to conclusions about the questioner’s morality, ethics or decency.

As a fourth area of consideration, we must attend to theology. Without a doubt, the Church regards abortion as a grave matter. As I stated earlier, the witness of the Church through the ages has been constantly to regard abortion as a mortal sin in most instances excepting the rule of double consequence. However, no less than St. Thomas Aquinas, while certaintly not advocating abortion, stated that the human soul did not animate the body until "quickening," roughly the first trimester in modern terms. His thinking was that the life force of the body before then was an "animal soul," which he understood as being without the uniquely human characteristics of intelligence, reasoning and abstraction. Keep in mind that he regarded the human person as being "in potencia" (in potential) within the fetus and thus any interference with the fetus would be interference with a human achieving their fullest potential. This is the solid reason for Catholic opposition to the death penalty: the human person is still in potential to receive grace, repent, make satisfaction and attain the Beatific Vision. Cutting that short is an act of violence against humanity. As a counterbalance, I must also acknowledge that simply by scratching my arm, I probably lost more human cells than a zygote is comprised of. While these cells are certainly human, they do not have special claim to protection. Realistically however, these cells do not exist "in potencia" to become human. Therein lies the wisdom of the Church.

Translating this discussion into law is troublesome. Too many people want to replace reflection with laws—as if laws ever saved us from anything, brought morality to human hearts or ushered in the Coming of Christ’s peace on earth. Laws could stop some abortions, true. However, imagine if banning all abortions except for medical reasons were enacted everywhere. Quite simply, women and their doctors would then simply lie about medical conditions. States would then try to set up medical snoops to investigate whether individual abortions were justified. Since abortions are medical procedures, both patient and doctors would cite privacy laws against medical records being reviewed by the state. If those records were then compelled, there is a very real chance the doctor would have duly recorded the “compelling” medical reasons for the abortion. We would then have trials about whether the doctors falsified records, patients lied about being raped, incest being claimed--is this really the road we want to travel?

These laws are not our solution. In fact I believe them to be ineffective and a waste of time by all parties. Thus, while I can quite reasonably be called prolife, I am also de-facto prochoice because I do not think laws would be effectual.

Wednesday October 15, 2008 - 08:19pm (EDT) Permanent Link | 0 Comments

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