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- i hate Peoria!
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i just typed up this huge blog but yahoo is stupid and when i clicked post it just took me back to an empty blog screen and didn't post my blog so now i have to do it again. i'm not typing everything again so here's a summary:
i hate Peoria now, i want to go home. i have no friends here. i miss my friends, my brother, my dog, and my home. i like being close to my family and i like being close to daddy's grave but this place just isn't for me. Danny has a great job here and he wont go back so i'm stuck here.
me and Danny have been goin out for 2 years now. our anniversary was a couple weeks ago and he took me to Hotel Pere Marquette which is a fancy French hotel. we had a super awesome honeymoon suite. i love him!
Diane and Dick split up and he moved back to Missouri but now they're talking about getting back together. he left her for his ex girlfriend who i think he was fucking the whole time. now he's tired of her and wants to come back and Diane's gonna let him. he talked shit about our whole family but Diane doesn't care. he's a redneck, child molesting piece of shit and i think he should rot.
Kendra moved down here but instead of getting a place of her own like she wanted, Diane talked her into getting a place with her. now Diane's gonna get back with Dick and leave Kendra high and dry which is pretty god damn shitty if u ask me. she said Kendra could move in with them but who would want to?? i told Kendra she could move in with me and Danny but she doesn't want to live with all my critters. the offer is still on the table regardless, i'm not gonna turn my back on family.
Justin is 2 and Zoey is almost 2.
Renee and Jonathan aren't gettin married anymore and they're having problems but i hope they work things out cos they love each other.
Rocky is a year old now and tomorrow is Onyx's 1st birthday. we have another cat now too named Ivory. he's a month younger than Onyx and very playful but not much of a cuddler.
there i think that covers everything, if not oh well.Thursday August 14, 2008 - 10:54pm (CDT) Permanent Link | 1 Comment - whoa! it's been awhile...
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wow it's been a while since I've posted anything. let's see, where should i start? well I'm not on the truck anymore. Danny got fired cos of a stupid little "accident". we lived with Renee and Jonathan for a while and then we got an apartment in Osage Beach, MO. that only lasted a couple months and then we moved to Illinois. at first i didn't really wanna go but then after we moved i was glad. i miss my friends a lot and i miss Randy. but now i get to see all my family any time i want. and mom, Duane, and Kendra r all moving down here! while i was still living with Renee and Jonathan, Elanah found a 1 1/2 week old blue pit bull puppy under a bridge at a park but her mom wouldn't let her keep it so me and Renee took him and bottle fed him. we named him Rocky and now he's almost 8 months old and he's so beautiful! he has the most gorgeous blue eyes I've ever seen and he's so sweet, all he wants to do is lick everybody. he's a really good guard dog too, no stray leaves get in his yard lol. he likes to try to play with Punk (Renee's cat) but Punk won't have any of that and Rocky always gives up after Punk gives him a few thumps on the nose. poor guy just wants to play!
anyway, now me and Danny have this kick ass apartment in Peoria with a nice ass 61 inch flat screen TV and a nice, comfy black leather couch and recliner. and i finally got my sleep number bed. i sleep like a baby now. i would definitely recommend a Sleep Number bed to anyone, they're fuckin awesome!!
i finally got a gecko too and guess what i named him? yup, Geico. he doesn't look anything like the Geico gecko but i love him sooo much. he's a mean little fuckerhead though. i also got a black kitten named Onyx. she's my little baby and she's constantly attached to my shoulder every time I'm sittin down.
hmm... what else should i say? me and Danny have been together for 1 year and 5 months now. i love him so much! we argue a lot but what couple doesn't? i never wanna lose him. he's honestly the best guy I've ever been with. sometimes i don't really know how to act cos I'm so used to being treated like shit and then here comes Danny and he's everything the guys in the past weren't. i know i said the same thing about Chris but this time it's true. Chris didn't really care about me. Jamie worked with him for a while and she said all he would talk about is fuckin girls and leavin them and shit like that. well I'm glad he can't say that about me cos when he was with me all he ever wanted to do was kiss. the one time he actually made a move we got interrupted and instead of continuing where we left off, he just went in the other room. and he told me himself that he'd only had sex once so who knows. i think he's a lot of talk and very little action. i dunno, i wish him the best in whatever he does, but it'll never involve me again. i really think Danny is "the one". i know I've said that before too but i mean it this time.
Shauna is getting married in March and I'm gonna be her Maid Of Honor. pretty cool huh? I'll have to see Chris since I'm pretty sure he's not gonna skip his sister's wedding but it's just one day and Danny will be with me so who cares. Renee and Jonathan finally set a date too although i can't remember what it is right now. I'm gonna be Renee's Maid Of Honor too of course.
Zoey Jane is gettin big! she's already a year old! can u believe that?! and she's walking now. Justin's almost 2 and he sooo acts like it. he gets into everything! but he's so cute and he makes the funniest faces. i love them both to pieces!
anyway, i don't know what else to say on here. i think i covered pretty much everything.Monday January 21, 2008 - 02:28am (CST) Permanent Link | 0 Comments - Check out my Slide Show!
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Thursday March 15, 2007 - 03:08pm (CDT) Permanent Link | 0 Comments - Danny
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I just realised that I haven't posted anything about Danny yet. He's my boyfriend and he's super sweet. He's a trucker and I go out on the road with him. I don't really like it but I like being with him so I put up with it. I just miss my friends. He doesn't wanna live in Eldon anymore but I don't wanna leave. This is my home. This is all I've ever known. He said eventually we can get a house close to Eldon if not in Eldon but he doesn't wanna live here for the rest of his life and he doesn't wanna raise kids here. I don't want my kids to go to Eldon skool but I don't wanna leave. I'm at Renee's house right now. I got really homesick so he dropped me off for a while. I've been here about 3 weeks. He's supposed to be here tomorrow to pick me up. I miss him sooooooo much. I was only supposed to be here for a week but JB Hunt sucks ass and they sent him half way across the country. He treats me like a girl should be treated. Sometimes I don't know how to react to it. He makes me feel happy. I've come to realise that all my past boyfriends r worthless pieces of shit compared to Danny. Apparently Chris thinks I'm having him stalked. He works at KFC/Long John Silvers at The Lake and Jamie just got a job there. He asked her if she got the job there so she could stalk him for me. Isn't that insane? How pathetic can u be? Apparently though, Tawna worked there for a while and she was stalking him but I never told her to and she never told me anything about it. Jamie told him I don't care about him and I have a great boyfriend and I'm happy. Renee had a baby! She's adorable! Her name is Zoey Jane Marie Cotten. She's almost 3 months old now. She won a cutest baby contest at Walmart and now she's in a Little Miss Sweetheart pagent. I hope she wins. She's already got a bunch of votes. Anywhore, I have a lot of stuff to get done before Danny gets here tomorrow so I'm gonna go for now.
Late,
Dead Girl
Wednesday February 7, 2007 - 05:40pm (CST) Permanent Link | 0 Comments - once again :*(
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well, it's happened again. my daddy died November 18th at 12:24 PM. i was very close to him and it's been really hard to deal with. i know he's not suffering anymore and he can walk again, something he hasn't been able to do since i was a baby, but i still want him back. i keep hoping this is just a bad dream but i never seem to wake up. sometimes i wish i could join him.
R.I.P. Donald Ralph Sanders Jan. 15, 1951 - Nov. 18, 2006
If tears could build a stairway and memories a lane, I'd walk up to heaven and bring you down again.
Monday November 27, 2006 - 03:41pm (CST) Permanent Link | 1 Comment
