Staring into the mirror, bending forward just a little as you make a little pout with your lips before slowly running the soft coloured creamy stick over them coating them in a soft creamy coloured gloss, looking sooo wonderful, so seductive and helping to bring out the wonderful feelings of desire and arousal from deep deep down, the taste, always on your lips, always reminding you of your delicious coated lips so delicious and sexy, and makes it so easy to fall into the habit of doing it of feeling sexy and pretty of submitting to such wonderful feelings that just come up as it runs slowly over your lips. mmmmmmmmmm just thinking about it sends shivers down my spine getting me feeling all that better, wanting it more, needing it more deep down desiring to once more submit to the feelings it brings me, i hope those that read this enjoy it as much as i did writting it and are looking forward to what is happening on the 28th as much as i am, even if i can't remember what that is. Please read and enjoy and post a comment letting me know what you think.. would love to hear from ya all, now if you'll excuse me i'm going to put another coat on *giggles*

found this pic while surfing the net, doesn't it just say it all, left in a corner mindless and empty, just waiting to be played with :P

well... thought i'd try and do another blog, it having been a while since i've done one... i'm not sure many will have noticed here but i have been having a pretty hard time with depression and many other things.. and those are things that have made it quite hard to really do anything, much less write anything resembling a blog on here.. even know i'm struggling to think of what to say, i honestly doubt anything i say will have anything insightful or deep meaning to go along with it and it certainly won't be anything political annd i don't really want to go back into what and who i am and all that because i think i've done that before and really there is like with most people to much to say in one blog.
mostly though i'm getting better at the least, currently with some time off... which i need to be considering finding a new job.. any suggestions?? ;)
i've also been trying to go out clubbing more as sara recently, but it's been kinda difficult cause my friends keep piking so i keep getting stuck not being able to do it, and nearing the point of wanting to tear at the walls.... basically what it comes down to is i need better friends to go out with and blow off steam (and of course anything a bit on the fun side would be a welcome addition :P) but so far none.. so mostly it's been stuff online exploring some of my different faces...
been trying to keep away from the moody bitchy whiney emo , which i can often fall back into when getting upset.... but other than that.. been looking through trying to have some fun...
the sexy eager bimbo is getting more fun and what have you,
there's of course also the temptress and domme style me that some have been fortunate to see :P
and maybe a couple of others... that i can't think of.... but anyways.... hopefully i'll be able to get something more interesting on here than me blabbing on or lyrics to an evanescence song :P

anywas i'm sure you'll all hear from me later
Sara

Please, please forgive me,
But I won’t be home again.
Maybe someday you’ll have woke up,
And, barely conscious, you’ll say to no one:
"isn’t something missing? "

You won’t cry for my absence, I know -
You forgot me long ago.
Am I that unimportant...?
Am I so insignificant...?
Isn’t something missing?
Isn’t someone missing me?

Even though I’d be sacrificed,
You won’t try for me, not now.
Though I’d die to know you love me,
I’m all alone.
Isn’t someone missing me?

Please, please forgive me,
But I won’t be home again.
I know what you do to yourself,
Shudder deep and cry out:
"isn’t something missing?
Isn’t someone missing me? "

Even though I’d be sacrificed,
You won’t try for me, not now.
Though I’d die to know you love me,
I’m all alone.
Isn’t someone missing me?

And if I bleed, I’ll bleed,
Knowing you don’t care.
And if I sleep just to dream of you
And wake without you there,
Isn’t something missing?
Isn’t something...

Even though I’d be sacrificed,
You won’t try for me, not now.
Though I’d die to know you love me,
I’m all alone.
Isn’t someone missing me?


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qpxHzZ11qLo