Yup four months now, and stuff is amazingly fast. Boobs looking like boobs, down to like 0 boy pants, 0 boy socks and undies. Hair is andro or easily girlish, face has changed significantly, and I'm happy about all of that. I am however sad about now not being engaged. I'm having huge fears about alot, but i'm getting misgendered more and more often and damn it feels good. I just mostly feel good about alot.

-- Body hair has diminished SIGNIFICANTLY, to the point where i'm thinking that it might not come back in places, since nairing them. (Like my shoulders)
-- Nipples/breasts have grown to the point where I definately don't feel comfortable with just ONE shirt on anymore.
-- Overall look of face has softened more than I expected.
-- Facial hair has definately slowed down.
-- Acne has never been an issue really, but for example I had ONE pimple on my face this week, which is more than I ever get, but that could tie in with makeup useage.
-- Sex drive has diminished heavily, but it's still there, and me putting the moves on her or vice versa gets stuff going.
-- There is NO ejaculate anymore, which is actually kinda cool.
-- Orgasms (from sex) I'm finding are more girl-like. Not as focused on one area and they no longer last 3 seconds and it's over. They are noticeably more intense and much more fulfilling. They might make your heart skip a beat now (awesome)
-- Nipples are definately becoming an erogenous zone.
-- I definately am more sluggish in the mornings/need more sleep, which is OK, sleep = cuddles in bed w/ the fiance anyway.

IM me, lets keep in touch. Again still, no chasers, and no guys. Not that I am totally opposed to guys, they're always old stupid fetish weirdos. This isn't crossdressing, this is LIFE.

Quick update, on hormones now for a little over a month, and going full speed into all of this. The changes already are minor, but I'm noticing slight things. More sensitivity in places mostly, and I swear there is diminished body hair growth.

Sorry I haven't been on here in ages, it has been one heck of a year with alot of obstacles in life. Adding gender issues just complicated it. I tried to purge everything this year, and nearly did, But the girl is still around, just in hiding I guess. My natural hair is now long enough that if I were to try I could style it in a very girlish way, or if I wanted I'd just use a 1/2 wig, or whatever those are. I've had so much occuring in life that I, for a while found a way to push Danielle away. I'm still able to, but I don't understand how something, a year ago was the world to me, and now I have the strength to push it away. It's still there though, I'm just ignoring it, still dreaming and wishing, but maybe i'm finally taking an honest look at me, and where my life is, and whos in it, who loves me, etc.

I don't know where this will go. I should really jump back into this, as I miss the people, well in all honesty the one I miss the most is Karissa, as she was "normal" -- real. Whereas so many others were just sexual perverts. Theres a time and a place for that, but I'd have to get rid of 10 people every day just to talk to Kari.

I just woke up, and I'm cold. I'll update this later. I even deleted all my pics, so I have nothing to post up.

Hey check it out, alot of new pics and junk.  I must have been struck by lightning cuz I think I"m starting to get this makeup thing after all...