Choices we all make choices in life, I have made and chosen poorly for some of my life. In fact I have chosen many things some of which I dont and have guilt and shame about.

Theres somethings Ive done or put myself in suitutions where I have been taken advange of, what happens In Texas stays In texas (Ill never tell)

I cleaned up today, took out some more junk, hauled off some furnture to the dontation center.
I fired up my pickup truck to wendys given I have to go grocery shopping soon, and Im try to limit the amount of driveing and Had a baked potato

I also rectfied something with a transaction dispute on a seller who ripped me off on eBay I threatend legal action, after no recepet of goods, payment and no responce the seller refunded me and will get bad feedback

I also Like liveing, alone have zero desire for more social or more of a life, I dont need any more dramma right now, im distanceing myself from some people and other things for a fresh start to blend in and not draw as much attention

The other thing is I enjoyed my party on friday at Carols house It was ok.
Better than my thanksgiveing or my x-mass will be home alone :-(

The other thing is Ive thought I like liveing alone, I probbley will keep liveing alone. Ive been downsizeing aspects of my life and makeing it more simple.

I have to haul some big heavy things out in a few days Im going back to the futon and ousting the bed, I hauled the big heavy table out and may assemble my new one or may not

Ive luged more out shredded old papers, and junk mail etc