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Pseudo-philosophical musings on anything and everything that lurk in the night and leave footprints in the heart...

Have you ever?

Have you ever been lost inside yourself,
just drifting, not knowing
whether to sink or swim
in a quagmire of your own making?

Have you ever had a doubt
deep in your soul,
piercing your heart
out of control?

Have you ever been to a place like no other,
that tugs at your heartstrings
like an unforgotten lover?

Have you ever loved someone
it made you shiver,
tore down your defenses
in sweet surrender?

Have you ever laughed
like there’s no tomorrow,
spilled out your guts
breaking wind and sorrow?

Have you ever sat by the side of the road
in the middle of nowhere,
wondering what lies ahead
or if it will lead you somewhere?

Have you ever seen a vision so befuddling
it caught you breathless and forever sighing?
Have you ever touched a leaf, touched a pebble
touched a chord that let you tremble?

Have you ever gazed at the eyes of a child,
and saw your passion burning, growing wild?
Have you ever looked up to the heavens
on bended knees laid down your burdens?

Have you ever been to a rainbow’s end,
and followed a path with no bend?
Have you ever watched a flower bloom,
or found love at the dark side of the moon?

Have you ever told yourself
I don’t know where I’m going, but I’m on my way?
Don’t you hurry love, it’ll come to you someday?
What’s the use of dreaming, if you dream on your own?
When you're done deceiving, what the heck, you're alone!

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Tags: poem, poetry, doubt, heart&soul, love, dreams, rainbows
Monday January 12, 2009 - 12:39am (PST) Permanent Link | 0 Comments
IF
IF magnify

(For RSG, wordsmith nonpareil)

If words were wishes and letters were spaces

That one can summon to fill the empty places

Clogging the soul and numbing the senses;

They would be like a raging torrent

Flowing frenziedly in the heat of the moment

Romancing the earth in blissful denouement.

If songs were dreams and poems were schemes

That one can conjure to quench the thirst for hymns

Parching the heart and sapping the limbs;

They would be like some magic wand

Casting spells with the wave of a hand

Draping specks of stardust mem’ries on barren land.

If there is no meaning to rhyme

And pictures fade with the wind in time;

If there is no reason to a change in seasons

And love disappears when the cold breeze beckons.

If there is no more madness to laughter

And triumph turns into the worst of disasters;

Faces will sink back to oblivion

Bodies will perish in hope’s contagion

And shadows will fall 'neath the flickering cauldron.

But if words can ignite a flame

And make cowards writhe in shame;

If they were made for believing

And melting stones with loosened chains;

If words can truly inspire

And stoke the fires of desire;

If they can keep the torches burning

And ease the doubts that seethe within;

If words are a gift for the ages

Or a pit where true riches lie;

It is the only treasure worth bequeathing

A legacy that will never die.

And when all is here and gone

Who's not to say –

Well done, Master, well done!

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Tags: poem, poetry, legacy, heart, treasure, dreams, soul, words,
Tuesday November 4, 2008 - 10:07am (PST) Permanent Link | 0 Comments
APO of the Philippines
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WAS THERE ever a group of Filipino artists whose body of work has left an indelible mark in our nation's musical heritage and cultural psyche more than the Apo Hiking Society? 39 years of making beautiful music together, and these guys still rock! The unmistakable Apo sound hasn't faded at all, the appeal hasn't diminished a bit, the melody and lyrics still as relevant today as when you first heard them a lifetime or so ago.
Pam, Tek and I were privileged to have watched an incredible concert by this trio of OPM greats at the Araneta Coliseum, and we couldn't have chosen a better way to spend an otherwise uneventful Saturday night. The prospect of watching them perform live for the first time was too singular to pass up, and we were rewarded with a lovely evening of nostalgic singing-along to some of the songs that we identified with in our own storied lives, one time or another. Chances are, if we have a list of favorite songs in our personal treasure chest of memories, a number of them would be by Apo.
Think Ewan, Batang-bata Ka Pa, Panalangin, Kaibigan, Pumapatak Na Naman Ang Ulan, Lumang Tugtugin, Di Na Natuto, Nakapagtataka...
Their lyrics are spot-on and dead-center as far as songs about love and courtship go, whether they be in English or Pilipino. Most of them may be mushy, but what love song isn't? To me, their Tagalog ditties are imbued with the delicious flourish and resonant quality of the language, worthy of Huseng Batute.
Like in Paano, where the promise of true love is impeccably articulated:
Subukan mong magmahal, o giliw ko
Kakaibang ligayang matatamo
Ang magmahal ng iba’y ‘di ko gagawin
'Pagkat ikaw lang tanging sasambahin
Huwag ka nang mangangamba

Pag-ibig ko’y ikaw, wala nang iba.
Or in Pag-ibig, which recalls the flightiness and significance of first love:
Hindi mo malimutan kung kailan
Nagsimulang matuto kung papaanong magmahal
At di mo malimutan kung kailan
Mo natikman ang una mong halik
Yakap na napakahigpit
Pag-ibig na tunay hanggang langit.
And their English tunes are irresistibly engaging and delightfully close to home as well.
In Show Me A Smile, the Apo gets dangerously sensuous one moment and frightfully heart melting the next:
Show me a smile and then kiss me
Tell me you love me again
Come to my room and then lie in my bed
I love you, you know
Although sometimes it just doesn't show.
When I Met You is the quintessential Apo love song, every lovestruck boy's testament to the sensations that being in love endows:
You gave me a reason for my being
And I love what I'm feeling
You gave me a meaning to my life
Yes I've gone beyond existing
And it all began when I met you.
In Love Is For Singing, they wax matter-of-factly lyrical, poetry in melodic motion too pleasing to the ear to dismiss as mawkish:
Love is for writing songs with mushy lines
Love is for singing these lines in rhyme
Love is for making memories of time
Love is for knowing you'll soon be mine.
Doo-bi-do, Blue Jeans, American Junk, Kabilugan ng Buwan, Just A Smile Away, Mahirap Magmahal Sa Syota Ng Iba, Bawat Bata... the list goes on and the music lingers in one's head long after the last note has been played. Pity that these musical geniuses are largely unappreciated by today's young whose head-banging idols probably think jumping up and down and screaming their lungs out will enhance their musicality.
The Apo chose to hibernate when they thought that their music had gone passe with the graying of their generation and the advent of the techno pirates. But great artists don't just fade away, their Muses invariably call them back and they return to create more works of art -- gray hairs and all -- even as Jim has become a writer of consequence, Boboy has shifted to acting, and Danny has remained dark and sexy. Haaay...
Tags: filipino, artists, apohikingsociety, lovesongs, love, memories, poetry, lyrics, music, heart, heritage, mushy
Monday September 22, 2008 - 10:51pm (PDT) Permanent Link | 0 Comments
Suffer our little brothers
Suffer our little brothers magnify
What is it about brothers, fathers, namesakes, departing before their time? Is there some cosmic meaning attached to sons bearing the same fate as their fathers? Dying young, gone too soon, no goodbyes?
What is it about bright, virile, idealistic, nurturing, kind-hearted men at the prime of their life leaving behind little children too pure and innocent of spirit to understand what such a loss will bring into their own now-uncertain lives? Is there some poetic justification for it somewhere? Some written-in-the- stars sort of groove, only that it is of the tragic kind?
And what is it about senseless wars that snuff the life out of brave hearts and steel magnolias? Or that inflict irreparable damage to mind and body, too deep and severe and unforgiving, making them all but dead men walking?
We can only ask questions, and no answers are forthcoming. Then again, what deep wounds ever closed without a scar, the poet asks. The heart bleeds longest, he says, but heals to wear that which disfigures it. Our hearts do get broken by loves lost and loved ones gone, but they mend and pull through over time, good as new, cast in iron, stronger than ever. Corazon de hierro, indeed.
Music, when soft voices die,
Vibrates in the memory;
Odours, when sweet violets sicken,
Live within the sense they quicken.
Rose leaves, when the rose is dead,
Are heaped for the beloved's bed;
And so thy thoughts, when thou art gone,
Love itself shall slumber on.
(Percy Bysshe Shelley,
Music, when soft voices die)
Thursday August 28, 2008 - 10:19pm (PDT) Permanent Link | 0 Comments
On (not) feeling old
On (not) feeling old magnify

What could be better than marking a milestone traipsing down memory lane in the company of fellow once-we-were-children relics, watching an ageless entertainer (oh, Gary, oh!) worth his weight in precious silver, belting familiar ditties that defined his own remarkable journey towards, what... being Gary V, or something.

'Old' does rhyme with 'gold' but 'old gold' (think of the intricate jewelry that our grandmothers used to hang on their neck and earlobes!) is much more valuable than diamond-studded wedding bands that start to lose luster in a year or so of living together precariously.

Not everything gold glitters, and not everything old is bound for the trash bin. Old wood, best to burn; old books, best to read; old movies, best to watch; old wine, best to drink; old friends, best to keep! Only the dense and stone of heart will argue with that.

The other week, my friend from high school called me to say that she has resigned from work because, in her own words, she doesn't have a life anymore. She quit an atrociously high-paying job (north of six figures a month) at an American multinational to relieve herself of the day-to-day stress that has become her way of life almost 24/7.

Crazy? My "fellow relics" and I support her decision. She didn't just walk away recklessly, without thought of the consequences. Her three boys' education are already provided for, she has no mortgages or amortizations to pay, she has a new rest house by the beach, and a husband whose time it is has come to take care of the family already. Why kill your 'old' body for 'gold' that you already have enough of? I say, you go, girl; say hello to a blade of grass and trip the light fandango!

Gary V, in one of his spiels during the show, said he is grateful that at this point in his life and career - at 44 (I swear he looks not a day older than his 23-year-old son!) - new doors are still opening up for him. New opportunities, new projects, new skills, new beginnings. Age should not limit a person, he said, from doing things he is perfectly capable of doing. Don't stop dreaming or hoping for yourself just because there are a few grey hairs on your head or some fluctuating thing going on with your blood pressure. Hope has no age, and dreams are for free. He's the man.

Tags: birthday, highschool, friends, gold, oldgold, dreams, hope, memories, milestone, age, ageless
Monday August 4, 2008 - 05:57am (PDT) Permanent Link | 0 Comments

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