Love and light,

Sleep sweet tonight.

New me, new you,

Our friendship is loving and true.

Nu ca as cere asistenta, departe de mine gandul asta. Pe langa echipamentul care lasa extrem de mult de dorit...(un PC antic, un router si conexiune wireless de la Tiscali, care ne da cate un sut de pe messenger cand suntem doi sau mai multi conectati...viteza melcului si asa mai departe), ingustimea mintii mele si incapacitatea de concentrare mai mult de 1 minut asupra unei situatii...incep sa ma lamentez la pereti cum ca:

1. Nu imi apare grupul

2. Nu imi apar feed-urile

3. Ilinca nu ma adauga in lista ei de cititori-prieteni de cand mi-am schimbat ID-ul

4. am uitat ce problema mai aveam.

What The Doctor Said


He said it doesn't look good
he said it looks bad in fact real bad
he said I counted thirty-two of them on one lung before
I quit counting them
I said I'm glad I wouldn't want to know
about any more being there than that
he said are you a religious man do you kneel down
in forest groves and let yourself ask for help
when you come to a waterfall
mist blowing against your face and arms
do you stop and ask for understanding at those moments
I said not yet but I intend to start today
he said I'm real sorry he said
I wish I had some other kind of news to give you
I said Amen and he said something else
I didn't catch and not knowing what else to do
and not wanting him to have to repeat it
and me to have to fully digest it
I just looked at him
for a minute and he looked back it was then
I jumped up and shook hands with this man who'd just given me
something no one else on earth had ever given me
I may have even thanked him habit being so strong


- Raymond Carver