IT DOESNT TAKE A REAL MAN TO LOVE A DIFFERENT WOMAN EVERYNITE.. IT TAKES A REAL MAN TO LOVE THE SAME WOMAN FOR ETERNITY!--> Click here Reply
BACK TO NORMALITY AND THE DEBTS I RAN UP MAKING SURE MY CHILDREN HAD A DECENT CHRISTMAS WITH GOOD FOOD AND PRESENTS
LETS HOPE THIS YEAR IS GONNA BE BETTER THEN THE LAST I NEED TO CHANGE MY LIFE FOR A BETTER CHANCE OF BEING HAPPY WITH A MAN I ADORE AND BRING SOMETHING GOOD INTO MY FUTURE I KNOW ITS NOT GOING TO BE EASY FOR ME AND HIM BUT IF I DONT TRY I WONT EVER KNOW IF WE CAN BE AND IF I DO TRY AND IT DOESNT WORK OUT I WILL PUT IT DOWN TO ANOTHER MAJOR MUCK UP IN MY LIFE AS ALL THE OTHERS HAVE BEEN BUT I LIVE IN HOPE OF A FAIRYTALE ENDING AND FINDING TRUE HAPPINESS
WHY AM I NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO MY 40TH BIRTHDAY
IS IT A SIGN TO SAY IM GETTING OLD AND I LOOK FORWARD TO THE GREY HAIR
I HAVE THE WRINKLES STARTING TO SHOW AND MY SKIN ISNT AS TIGHT
AS IT USE TO BE BUT OH WELL IT HAPPENS TO US ALL
WELL HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME TODAY
what a day
starting to feel old and unneeded
as my daughter shante turned 16 today
she is having a sleepover party
grrrrrrrrrrrrr 
just arrived back in england
after having the most beautiful and wonderful holiday
i really needed this holiday to get myself back on track
after the death of my father a year ago
i miss him but as i keep getting told
time is a great healer
still having counselling which is helping a little
but its going to take time to get better