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Entry for September 5, 2006: I love the feeling I get when men touch me and look into my eyes when I'm all dressed.

I can feel my body getting hot and and vunerable.

I think to myself "I hope that I'm what he wants"

Luv

Kimberly

Saturday November 4, 2006 - 03:09pm (EST) Permanent Link | 0 Comments
Entry for October 31, 2006: Copy this entire list into your blog/journal.

- BOLD everything about you that is true.

- Leave plain anything that is false about you.

- Put an asterisk at the end of false statements you would LIKE to be true.

Ready?

I have had sex while wearing a blindfold.***

I have blindfolded someone else during sex.

I have had sex while watching porn.

I have had sex while surfing porn on the Internet.***

I sleep better after sex.

There are some nights I cannot sleep without sex or masturbating.

The bed is NOT my most favourite place to have sex.

I am turned on knowing someone of opposite sex is watching me masturbate.

I have masturbated for someone over a web cam.

I have had sex over a web cam.***

I will have sex with someone I just met if they turn me on.

I have been tied up during sex.

I have had sex with someone who was tied up.

I have dripped wax onto a lover's body.

I have had a lover drip wax onto my body.

I have a stocking fetish.

I have a leather fetish.

I have a high heel fetish.

I have had sex in a burning building.

I have erotic art on display somewhere in my residence.

I enjoy nudie magazines.

Erotic toys are a regular part of my budget.

I think PLAYBOY is taming, maybe even boring.

I have clicked on porn links in my email.

I have watched more than one gay/lesbian porn video.

Much of what I know about sex comes from porn.
Interracial sex turns me on.

I think we should do more to understand the cultures of sex.***

I would participate in sex research given the opportunity.

My current lover does not sufficiently meet my sexual needs.

I currently have a "crush" on someone of the same sex.

I have had sex at my place of employment.

I am often disappointed in my sexual relationships.

Some people might describe me as a nymphomaniac.

I am difficult to live with if I'm not having sex on a regular basis.

I sleep better with someone snuggled up next to me.

I have had sex under water.

I have had sex in the snow.**

I am in a polyamorous relationship.***

I have to have music playing while having sex.

I have had more than 5 orgasms in one night.

I have flashed strangers.

I have given sex as a gift.

I have set-up a three-way for my lover.***

I stopped during this list to have sex.***

Tuesday October 31, 2006 - 02:43pm (EST) Permanent Link | 1 Comment
Entry for September 20, 2006: The Collaring of a Slave

I know my place

I have been collared

I am a slave

http://www.tv-trainer.com/homepage.htm

Monday October 23, 2006 - 11:44pm (EDT) Permanent Link | 0 Comments
Entry for October 20, 2006: Reasons I Cherish Being TS

Because being transsexual is often so hurtful, so filled with sadness and longing, with shame and loss and difficulty, it is easy to come to the conclusion that the whole thing is utterly a curse, perhaps inflicted by arcane and evil ancient gods.

Oh, probably.

But there is an upside too.

Most human lives are utterly mundane, devoid of any real uniqueness, the average person somnambulates through an existence devoted to filling the roles expected of them.

But to be a transsexual is a magical, wondrous thing.

Consider. We are given many gifts in compensation for the terrible loss of our childhood as ourselves, and for the pain we endure. We are by some as yet unknown mechanism statistically far more intelligent, as a class, than perhaps any other kind of people. We are almost universally more creative, and we often possess incredible levels of courage and self determination, demonstrated by our very survival, and ultimate attainment of our goal. We are rare as miracles, and in our own way, as magical, or so has been the belief of all ancient cultures on the earth.

We are given awareness that others would never experience, understanding of gender, of the human condition, of society and the roles and hidden rules unquestioned within it.

We are given a window into the lives of both sexes, and cannot help but be, to some degree, beyond either. From this we have a rare opportunity: to choose our own life, outside predetermined and unquestioned definition or role. We can do new things, original things, only because our experience is so unique.

We get to be true shapeshifters, and experience the sheer wonder of melty-wax flesh and a real rebirth into the world.

Our brains and bodies gain benefit from having been bathed in and altered by the hormones of both sexes.

We appear to retain our visible youthfulness where others wrinkle, and for years longer.

We possess neural advantages from both sexes, such as the language advantages of the feminized brain, and the spatial abilities of the masculinized brain both.

We are shocked into waking up, if we allow it, to a life we create for ourselves...we are not automatically doomed to sleepwalk through life.

After our transformations, after the full-moon lycanthropic miracle that the modern age affords us, we can live lives of success and love, and genuine specialness, if we choose…

If we can get past our upbringing, past the programming, the bigotry, the messages of disgust from the culture around us, if we can stand as ourselves in freedom, then our special gifts grant us a heritage of wondrous power.

We have a proud and marvelous history. In ancient days we were magic incarnate. We were Nadle, Winkte, Two-Souls, Shamans and healers and magical beings to our communities. We possessed the ability to give the blessings of the gods and spirits, and were prized as companions, lovers, and teachers.

We were the prize gift of ancient tribes, entertainers, designers and dreamers.

Sometimes we were the -somewhat reluctant- rulers of empires, and the consorts of emperors. We were champions and warriors too, who were feared for our unique gifts turned to inevitable victory.

Know that it is only in recent centuries, with the rise of the single-minded, monolithic and monotheistic desert religions, filled with harsh single gods and twisted, narrow morals, that our kind have become reviled, the objects of scorn.

Once, we were the kin of the gods.

To be transsexual is not easy, and it is not a birth that could be envied, but neither is it a damnation. It was once considered a rare wonder, if a mixed one; a faery gift that cuts as it blesses.

And in the modern age, of hormones and surgery, we are the first generations of our kind to finally know the joy of complete transformation, of truly gaining our rightful bodies. No other transsexuals in history have been so fortunate.

I say that we are unicorns, rare and wondrous, with still a touch of ancient magic and the kinship of the gods. Though it is agony, beyond the fire we have the opportunity to become alchemic gold.

We have much to add to the world, and to give to ourselves and those who love us.
As we have always been, we are still the prize of the tribe, for only the world around us has changed, the desert harshness branding us vile.

We are still the same.

Our compensations are real, and our lives are special; we have but to grasp the gifts born of our sufferings.

When I look around me at the mundane lives, there are times I think that maybe I am glad I was born transsexual, for I would never have been what I have become without that curse. I cannot help but be grateful for my uniqueness, so I am brought to a strange revelation:

Deep down, I cherish having been born a transsexual.

Monday October 23, 2006 - 03:05pm (EDT) Permanent Link | 0 Comments
Entry for December 02, 2005: An open letter to all Dominants

This submissive TV slut desires to be controled and likes being made to wear heavy slutty makeup, leather, rubber, high heels, short skirts, and long nails and anything else that turns guys on. likes being used, forced, humiliated and performing most types of kinks no matter how humilating or degrading. Also to keep myself open and totally usable I have some large dildos and plugs which I enjoy using and wearing, but some of them are just so big that I require a little help at times

Teach me how to please you in anyway you wish. Dress your slut and use or have her used by anyone or anything that pleases you. All I want is to be able to please you by being, acting, looking, and acting or performing in whatever manner it takes to be worthy of being your bitch and become the sluttiest, dirtiest and most submissive slut that will exist only for your enjoyment and pleasure

This slut is looking for a Dominant who knows what to do with a submissive that loves sucking cock, swallowing cum and being fucked hard and who has the tools and knowlege to mold this slut into what this T girl was born to be.

Friday December 2, 2005 - 07:07pm (EST) Permanent Link | 0 Comments

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