May 17,1972
TODAY... God has given me the 34th year of my life...
Looking back, all I can say is that it has been a good 34 years...
God's been so very good to me.
Thank you, Father, for Loving me...
If TODAY is the last day of my life here on earth,
I would gladly go.
I have lived my life to the fullest.
And I have been blessed so much.
I count everything that happens in my life as blessings from God...
Even the trials and tribulations, the heartaches and sufferings,
I count them as blessings because it was
God's way of making me stronger...of making my life complete.
I will not have it any other way...
I will gladly go through it again because when I am at my lowest and darkest...
There He will be, holding my hand and giving me strength.
If TODAY is the last day of my life...
I'm not going to leave without thanking the people who have touched my life,
And made my time here on earth a bearable journey...
To my parents...Mom and Dad...thank you for loving me.
As I am... I know it's been hard having a daughter like me...
A blacksheep with a mind of her own, never fitting in a box,
I know I have disappointed you...the life I chose to lead,
and the choices I've made over the years...
But never once did you let it show... and I'm grateful for that.
I'm lucky to be born to parents like you. I love you Mom & Dad.
To my sisters Rose and Trinity, thanks for being there for me...
And for being the best sisters this side of earth.
Brothers Maki and Jomz, thanks for being a "big brother"
an older sister can count and depend on...in times of big trouble.
I love you guys...and I'm lucky to have great brothers and sisters like you.
The rest of the Clan...Mom's side and Dad's side...
I know we don't often see each other...except on weddings, reunions
and sad but true...funerals. It's not your fault I know...
It's me...I missed you guys....I really do
and I might be far but I remember all of you.
Thanks for all your prayers...I'm lucky to have you as my family.
To the people who have helped shaped my life...
Mrs. Jessie Israel, my mentor. The strong lady who cheats cancer
because she's not ready to die yet.
She has many lives still to touch...thank you so much for touching mine.
Ms. B..thank you for always believing in me...
I have accomplished so much because of this faith you have in me.
And last but not least to all my FRIENDS...
To all my old friends who go a long way back with me...
How big we've grown but deep inside we're still the same people.
I missed you guys and hope we could spend more time together.
But we're always running in different directions...busy with our own lives.
I understand that...and I know it doesn't mean we've grown too far apart.
To new friends...you know who you all are.
If you've read this far...you know you are one of them.
We might not speak for a long time...but remember the first time we've met.
How we feel then. Friends even though you've never seen them..
are still friends...we have shared some part of ourselves with each other.
And I hope if we never speak again...you will remember me as I am.
The person you talked with is the person I really am...
Some of you guys I really miss...I hope you know you are one of them.
I will always treasure our friendship.
Our eyes might never meet...you might not hear my laughter and I yours.
You might never see the tears I shed for every friend I lose.
I don't want to lose you...not even one of you.
So there guys, don't go making me cry on my special day!!!
Let me know you remember me and the friendship we have.
And to someone out there...it might be you...
I'm prepared to cross oceans of time to find you.
You might be in my circle of friends...
I will always wait for you...
Isaiah 40:31 KJV
But they that wait upon the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint.