Presenting to you my very simple Christmas decors. I wanted to put a Christmas Tree but I don't have enough place for it. My room is just enough for myself and my few stuff. Anyway, all the corners of my room there's Christmas decors....It's truly nice to decorate on Christmas. Feeling happy and seems that I am in the Philippines.

This year has been my seven years that I never celebrated Christmas and New Year with my family. For the past few years I never longed to be with my family for Christmas and New Year. But recently, I’ve been feeling lonely and longing so much to be with my family in Christmas and New Year. Well, it is so impossible that it will happen this year because Christmas is so fast approaching. And I am still working. Besides I don’t have budget for the airplane ticket yet. My very desire that next year I would be able to celebrate Christmas and New Year with my family in my home land. I cannot wait anymore.

Today, December 8, is my father’s 68^th birthday. This morning, I spoke to him on the phone and I talked to some of my family members as well. My younger sister told me that I was the only one who was not present on our father’s birthday and it made feel so lonely and I ended up crying. So to ease my loneliness, I tried to make something to divert my attention but I still felt lonely. So, at 3:30 p.m I decided to go for a body massage to ease my loneliness. And yes, my decision was right. While I was having a body massage I fell to sleep, and when I woke up I felt better. After the massage, I went to the Saturday night market and I enjoyed looking at the second hand stuff. And I bought few for myself also. J I even thought that, how I wish that I would have extra money, so that I could treat myself by staying at the hotel and soak myself in the bathtub and watch English movies. I guess I am just too ambitious! Even though, I don’t have much at the moment but I still managed to treat myself in a small way.

Oh by the way, my computer was crashed few days ago and I was bit frustrated because I bought this brand new computer in June 2005 only. For few days, it was so quite in my shelter no music nothing at all. I also don’t have books to read because I’ve read all my books. But good thing was, one day I tuned in my radio and I found an English FM Station based in Malaysia and I started listening to the nice songs my favorite songs…the love songs. Yesterday, a computer technician came to my house and checked the computer and thank God my computer came back to normal now. Well, this is my only leisure if I am at home. I can do chatting, checking the friendster thing, reading the blogs of my friends, blogging sometimes and listening to my favorite Christian internet FM station. Now, this station been playing Christmas songs and I enjoy listening to it and it reminds me for Christmas as well.

To all my friends, who are reading my blog. Merry Christmas and God bless you all!

Today, just relaxing and listening to my favorite FM internet Christian station. Then, I remember that I bought some shredded coconut few days ago, and I wanted to use the coconut milk for my hair treatment. Since I bought it, I was so lazy to do hair treatment. So, I just put it inside the fridge. Since that, I didn’t do much today, so I have plenty of time to do a hair treatment by using the coconut milk. When I took the shredded coconut from the fridge it’s quite smelly already, so I have thought for a while whether I would still used it for my hair treatment or not. Nevertheless, I still used it for my hair treatment, just trying to ignore the bad smell. Hah haha hahah funny me. While putting that on my hair, I remember my grandmother! When I was very young she used to chew a fresh coconut meat and split that on my hair, not only me but to all her grandchildren. And she used to tell us that coconut milk was always good for our hair, and that’s why she was doing it for us. Well, when I was a teenager, I remember that many appreciated my black, long and shinny hair. I think it was because of the fresh coconut milk that my grandmother used to put on my hair and with matching juices from hair mouth heheheheeh.

Hmmm…the picture of my latest hair after I used the smelly coconut milk….heheheheh! Anyway, the result is quite nice. J

Last week, my manager (the school owner’s daughter) was inviting me to go with her to the city just to watch Loy Kratong festival. Friday, after work, we left for the city and her sister drove the car. But on our way to the city, my stomach was paining so much. I tried to control it for quite sometimes. On our dinner, I couldn’t tolerate the pained anymore. So I told my manager, I needed to go to the ladies. I thought, after I released the bad air inside or whatsoever, I would be ok but I was wrong, because the pain in my stomach was getting worst. Then I tried to ignore it in few minutes because they’re still eating (by this time I wasn’t able to eat because my stomach was paining so much.)But they kept on inviting me to eat at least a little bit of the food. Yes, I did try the fried vegetable only, just to respect the invitation. But I wasn’t able to swallow it and I ran to the ladies again. And there I released everything, and hoping that I would be fined, unfortunately, my feeling still them same. My manager and her husband ordered so much of food, but sad to say I never enjoyed eating at all. L

After they finished eating, I asked them if they could bring me to the hospital because I couldn’t tolerate the pain anymore. And I told my manager that they could leave me there and they can go to the places where we supposed to go. But my manager and her husband were too kind and they never left me at the hospital alone. While the doctor was diagnosing me out, there were few patients came and they needed much help more than me. The man was catching his breath and the doctor asked permission from me if she could prioritize the man first, so I told the doctor yes you can. And the doctor wasn’t finished tending the man. There was another patient came a lady and catching her breath also. And my stomach pained was getting worst and worst, and I don’t want to feel that feel again. And the nurse tried to comfort me and she even asked me if I wanted to go to the toilet and she’s willing to accompany me there. At that time, I never felt of going to the toilet. Then nurse asked again, if I wanted to lay down and she pointed the empty bed. I told her that I don’t want to lie down, I just want medicine for my stomach pain and I started crying and called out the name of my LORD. Then the doctor came back to me and she tried to examine my stomach. And she let me lied down on the bed. And my stomach was aching so much I was like dancing on the bed. (Dancing because I was turning here and there because of the pain) So the doctor told me that she needed to inject some medicine to relieve the stomach pain. And she even told me, she needed to observe me for 45 minutes, if the pain would never subsided she needed to do something more.

Since, the doctor needed to observe me for 45 minutes, so I called my manager and I told her, they can go to the place where they wanted to go and they agreed. J Actually, her purposed of inviting me was to go with them to watch the Loy kratong presentation and Saturday night would supposed to watch the presentation of her husband at the airport but none of the presentations that I watched because I was sick L

Well, after few minutes, that the nurse injected a medicine in me, I felt better but I have to wait for 45 minutes to complete the observation. After 45 minutes the doctor came back and she asked me, if I was feeling better. So I told her, that I was feeling better now. She prescribed some medicine and she released me from the emergency room. And I went to the pharmacy at the hospital to get my medicine. By the way, the doctor forgot to tell me what’s the caused of my stomachache and I forgot to ask also. Sounds funny, isn’t it? I guess because of the language barrier! But she told me that I have to do a soft diet. Then I have in my thought, oh.. uh.. that would be great because I’m so desperate to loose some weight. J

After I got all my medicine from the pharmacy my family friend called up and ready to pick me up. While waiting for my family friend to arrive at the hospital. My manager called up and ready to pick me up also. J What a blessing to have wonderful people like them in this world.

Well, all I can say is, in everything give thanks for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus our LORD!