I'm nothing but an ordinary girl who had the luck of feeling good about her self...

so.. the first time I fell in love was when I was.... 5 years old It didn't last, as you might have expected, but I still remember how Robert looked... he was tall, blonde, curly, blue eyes, and he had a voice.... he played the guitar... and he was 17 So... de atunci ma dadeam in vant dupa baieti cu muuuul mai mari k mine, si dupa cum avea sa spuna mama mea: "aoleu, dak dp-acum ii plac baietii... nu stiu cum o sa ma desurc cu ea" And God, she had a point.. 'cause this is the story of my life... me&the men!

Si knd am zis k m-am indragostit de Robert la 5 ani.. sa nu credeti k am exagerat... exact cum am simtit si ulterior, butterflies in my stomac, love sickness, and in final isterie knd a tb sa plekm de la Baia Mare(din tabara) , bocete, dezastru... Si mama credea k ma dor maselele!!!

E imposibil sa se indragosteask la asa o varsta.... some people said... and that was the curse I had 2 carry all my life, although true and sincere love I've only met in a few people.... I'm sorry 4 all the others I just used 4 image and parents understanding/....

It's been almost 6 years.... 6 years since I last saw him.... Who's HE? Not a very long time ago (actually a couple of years ago..) I would have answered: "He's the only man I have trully loved in my life"...

And now we've met again.... and he was looking 4 me... he came 2 my mother's grave in the one night he knew I'd be there...I'm always there on Easter...But this year I was with my husband....

I'm not sure how I feel.. so many questions.. why did he come? .. was he there because of me?/4 me? why ? why? why now?

When I saw him, when I looked into his blue eyes, the moment I recognized him... it was so intense...

And now what? Will I ever see him again? There r still so many things unsaid, so many things unfinished...

Maybe next year on Easter...