Hi everybody, Well.... although i m not much into writing blogs on net but i very much prefer writing memoirs in a diary which i ve always maintained with myself a long time back. But y i m writing this blog or even starting virtually it is the reason that these can be preserved as long as my account works with yahoo, and secondly it is environment friendly. But i ll always b missing the Handwriting faults which my mummy always nagged about. And that was the only forceful reason to start writing memoirs for daily updates, well if not daily but once in week atleast. Later on it transformed into me as a habit and now if i dont write, i feel i vnt breathed on that day. Well that was my long and boring history on blogs.
The time i m creating this blog is the time which is very difficult and uprising for me. I know that i could b, if not happiest but most satisfied person right now even though i earn not that much, i dont live amid my beloved family, i dont ve every luxury in my life infact cant afford a single lavish luxury at this time of my own. But why i feel contented with my life is the reason i ve never felt i m missing all these in day to day life. I m working normally as a normal person, wether its a low profile driver or a high profile business tycoon, but i m always immersed into my work, forgetting every sorrow, happiness, tensions of the mundane life. I ve no idea where i ll b standing after this much of hard work as luck also plays it part, no matter how much u ve worked hard. But after meeting Venky, the most hard working guy i ve ever seen in my life, i ve just always tried to replicate him but in my own way. I know that its my talent, skill and patience which is moulding me up day by day, but its the presence, reflection, and guidence of the others which puts a brain and stamina into an average body.
For the past life i ve always been a normal person with normal qualites, who sleeps when he likes to, who eats and do all the stuff whenever he wants without any bindings. But always in my heart, there was an itch to b something and something larger than life. Now i ve come to know what u pay when u want to bcome a lrger than life being. Time always punishes u or judges u according to itself and more than that urself. I ve a feeling that above than God (for which i dont want to generate any kind of criticism for religions in this world and its my personal opinion) there is only one Supreme God that is called the time. No matter of which religion u belong, where u had been brought up, how u pray to ur God, u r being judged by the time.
Some of the time u dont even feel when the time arrived and went just like a wave of air passing u. v just talk abt the time, like i m doing right now, everything abt it, but i feel time is lot more than that. Its more than a blog, a writing, a philosophy, an advice or a gossip. Its like a supernatural force which pple had talked abt since the start of the generations. They ve just heard abt but never seen or felt it like a ghost. But the personalities who ve lived larger than life, ve really seen, felt, and could ve talked to it no matter its their worst or the best.
Well... one of my idol from the severals talked abt the time as a girl with a pony tail hanging in front of her and u ve to grab it only when facing her. Or she will just run away from u. So u ve to face the time and b preapared of it no matter what it brings to u. U ve to catch up from the front and u cant wait till its going past u and then try to grab it. I ve copied his ever word here so that it just resides in my mind forever. And that idol is not a philosopher though, but a leading personality from Film industry. And i hate is movies but adore and respect him as personality. He is SRK.
And i hope like him i jst catch up the time in time only!
Thanx for reading this boring and recurred philosophies.( but it really means a lot to me.) Hope i ll b boring u once again.
So, finally i m here at my workin place, Delhi where i work, eat and surf(and try to get sleep also). And i ll be missing the holidays i spent for 1 week in Jaipur with my family where i just slept eat and slept. Reverting the routine of Delhi would b difficult and intimidating but no other way to survive. Meet ya, Office.
Surely the most inspiring photo i ve ever seen.