Ok, there is no much to say this time.. still working on controlling my emotions "and playing da big boy role, naaaaaaaaa that isn`t fun, I kinda enjoyed the lil kid more".

It seems some one told My ISP "about d blog, I wrote" so as a punishment for being Evil and to send a warning msg to all da people who supported that blog, they cut us all, for almost one day in here .. so, I kinda sent them an e-mail "aaaah, u noticed I was lying" asking them for forgiveness and begging and telling them i`ll never do that again "yeah yeah, like i`ll do that even if my life count on it". So, they sent me an e-mail back asking me to read the new term and conditions and in case I agreed they will connect me again. Of course some of u wanna know what happened next?! "what do u think? Can't u see that I'm on-line? Duuuuuh".

There is a police woman, acting nice to me "well, I hate to say this, but Police and nice can`t be in the same line.. so, I wonder what she want -`im trying to stick to the law as much as possible, I hate it but damn –since when patrols and police are under the same department –aaaaaaaah, so I think my ass will be kicked both ways, I need to get a new license drive then-.

I`m begging every 1 for some sleep, I need some, its like I had like one nice night a couple of days ago and that’s it!. I mean even when finally i`ll get some and my body can't take it any more, my stupid cell ring, some 1 wake me up or any sorta crap happen so I can`t have that sleep! Grrrrrrrrrrrrrr, I hate this.

Well, i`ll update u all later, time for me to run.. tc hugzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz bye!

Grrrrrrrrrrrrr, you know, why I hate people who pretend it know it all "they just simply can screw up a huge effort u did, and they can lie with cold blood into ur face!. It seems, my ISP provider hired a new "smart ass Engineer". And he messed up with their server! –it seems to me that, it was small crap, but totally blow it up later on- I been working into connect phone numbers, into the Internet. So, every 1 calls that number the call will be forwarded over the internet to any place in the world, simply u need a device with good configuration and u can receive the call as if u where actually there! –me any my babe, were enjoying this till, don't know who, messed up with the server –grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, I wish if I can put my hands on him/her- he/she simply blocked the port my device is using ugggggggggggggg, from a zillion combination he just used that number!. Of course as a nice "customer" I called them, and the answer was like "What? Blocked? No way, we block nothing to no one, besides, u didn't get that device from us, did u? so, if its not working that isn`t our issue! Is your connection working fine? I was like hmmmmm, I guess. They were like then u have no reason to call us!" I was like what? Hmmmmmmmmm, interesting!. Then I was like aaaaaaaaaah, you idiots u forgot one thing, I'm paying I n cash it’s a matter of days u will be asking for the fees, and u know u can't cut my connection cuz it will be much cheaper to shit to the other provider!. Any ways, that guy kinda felt like that wasn`t enough so, he totally screwed up the connection for like 4 days! –well, in general I hate the wireless connection, but never seen people as bad as those!.

Any ways, they called to apologize, I was like aaaaaaaaaah, if they recovered the server that means my problems will be fixed!. So, I tried to plug the deice and it was like NOPE, so I was like all #$%$^%$%$%$, called them again! And u can imagine what happened!.

Apart from that hmmmmmmmmmmm, -believe it or not i`m feeling better, wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy better, for the people who knows why SHUT UP, don`t make me feel any more embarrassed –I know i`m a big kid, never lied abut that.. did it?- for the others, well.. I'm sorry but can't tell . any ways, maybe life isn`t that bad after all :… any wayz, that’s all for now.. i`ll update u later.. take care hugzzzzzzzzzzzzz

I`m trying to keep my busy with every thing you can imagine!. Watching movies, listening to music, reading books –can u believe it, me and books lol-. Doing whatever it takes to keep myself busy and when I say busy I mean the type of busy which makes u as soon as you put urself on bed you go directly to bed without being able to think about anything!. Still, can't get those sad clouds and painful thoughts out of my head!.

Don`t know, being moody started to effect a lot of stuff. One moment I'm ok, one moment i`m at da bottom. I mean i`ll not pretend and say one moment I'm happy. But all what I'm looking for at the moment is the "stabilization or the neutral mood" this is the best I can try to be at the moment and still no lick with that! Happiness is a lil bit advanced step, not for amateur like me lol .

Life to me been always either black or white! There is nothing called grey. I started to know why I've chosen that all my life!. Simply it makes life easier. I mean "maybe, perhaps, likely, it could not sure" all those words makes you spend a lot of time and effort trying to analysis data and possibilities in order to come up with the best expectation –which might end up to be wrong as well-. But words like "yes/no/sure/agree/positive/negative" makes life as easy as taking a candy from a lil kid –aaaah, this idea kinda put an evil smile on my face-."just for the records, that expression, isn't equal to –walk on da park, or piece of cake- cuz some kids are so greedy and big headed they are willing to die for their stuff and never share, hmmmmmm, interesting that kinda reminds me with some 1 I know"

Greeeeeeeeeee, this headache is killing me and I don`t know why?! Hmmmmmm, I hate to say this "but i`m getting old" :D. my bro is soooooooooo going to die! I just came home to find that he just messed with the backup copy I was doing to my files! I mean come on for God sake! I left this slow ass connection working all night long to upload the files to my X-drive! And he with just one "cancel" erased it all!. All good.

Well, i`ll update you tomorrow guyz, so take care! byeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Good Morning every 1, a "new day has come" hehehe I love that song!. But well, this is ganna be one hot day it seems –the problem is I have a lot to do- So, hmmmmmmmmm, still lookin at my bed, it asking me MOe plz plz come back to me! After spending this great night, u can`t just walk away! Just reconsider –and Yep i`m considering big times!-.

Lets see, its been the first time for me to use Aramex, i`ve always used and loved D.H.L. they are great, nice and even they have great stuff –with the exception to the operator who calls to tell u you have a shipment, he act like he want to kick ur a** or something- any ways, so, this is my first experience with Aramex!. First those people are kinda lil behind when it comes to I.T compared with D.H.L "although they have great stuff, and the most thing I liked about them, when they don't know something, they don't feel shy telling –let me check with my boss- some people really screw up when they play the role of –knowing it all- so, I liked that!- any ways, first thing is, they have some stuff in their site –which it seems not for every 1- so, if you have such a crap, you at least put a note saying –this service is for a better people and not any one can apply, only people who we consider great and has real value we offer them those- in this case, - unwanted people like myself will not bother to apply-.

Second thing got my attention is –their Tracking services isn't real time, and not giving much details- I like the way D.H.L update the info and in very boring details –something like, the one who is taking care of ur pack, is going to bathroom, having a smoke.. looking at a girl moving on da next street- well, at least this is what I call it tracking service –since it is on-line, it should be real time, with details- if I wanna know only when it arrives! Then why i`m checking da website. I just wait for the person I sent him/her the pack to call! Don't you think?.

Aaaaaaaaaaah, here is my tea. I believe some of you had great weekend, and some of you had like mine –well, can't say some had worse, cuz mine was at da bottom- but at least I got some sleeping –which is a good thing-. I got some e-mails from nice friends asking me what's going on. In fact –Guess what, there are some people I never expected they are reading this, they actually are! And they even called me!-. i`m write a full blog about this, but Bottom line is "Big different between, being happy and acting happy!". So, please don't ask why I'm writing the way I'm those dayz! –cuz you already know da answer!-.

Have you ever had a device, that for some reason stop working, you checked it rechecked it and every thing seems fine! But just wouldn't work? Then all in a sudden decided "he" was wrong and started to operate again? That is weird thing! I got that experience last night, I've been trying to fix that stupid device for almost 1H I did every possible thing to find what's wrong, but nothing was wrong!. I came after 3H and it was smiling and say "ha ha ha, u were mad, weren't ya.. here i`m working full power woo hooo" I was like hmmmmmmmm, Moe you are just getting crazy!. Any ways, that’s all for the moment. Time to take a shower hmmmmmm, just thinking about that makes me … later all hugzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz