I have been thinking a lot lately about things in my life. And you know there is always going to be something new in your path, or something trying to change your direction. Makes me wonder what is going to happen tomorrow, with a smile on my lips and a hopeful heart.

So tonight, or I should say VERY early this morning me and Athena were watching "Strictly Dr. Drew" and watched about a guy trying to quit smoking. I have been thinking about doing this for awhile now. Just don't seem to have the "balls" to do it. Well now Athena and I have decided that we are going to watch our smoking habits and write down when we smoke the most. I know my times are definitly after eating...and when I am on the computer.

So maybe we will start with not smoking in the house, hopefully that will cut some of it down and we can slowly ween ourselves. Athena has gone cold turkey a few times and every time it seemed she got very sick. I don't want to do that. I know I will get headaches, get bitchy and who knows what else as I start restricting myself from smoking. But I need to if I want to live longer...

It's one of the MANY things I need to do.  Steady as she goes....

So I put in a few resumes today, yes I am still looking for a job. So I will keep my fingers crossed that something will happen this monday or so. Like hopefully an interview. HAHAHAH Yeah I have high hopes.

Had a great time tonight with my HIM Jams show. Lots of people 56 to be exact, well and 3 more on the other server. Makes me happy. WOOP! Spreading the love of HIM! And what is cool is some people haven't heard some of the HIM songs I play, so that is bad ass.

I am thinking of doing something like this for other bands and the fans of them. HMMMM Must plan it. Anyway yep that is about all. Stayed up tonight just messing around on the net and watching some TV with the roomies of doom.

Oh yeah and earlier today I helped a little with the gazebo in my back yard. Athena has been doing a lot of work with it and she has ideas about it. Which is really cool....and helpful. Though I like to think I can decorate and plan out a room. I think she can do it better then me. HEH! I love that woman. :)

Off to bed I go, and hopefully to some well needed sleep....keep rawkin' people.

P.S. - One shouldn't try to write a blog when it's 3 a.m. so many errors so little time. *LOL* Ahhh whatever.

Been busy doing my radio stuff, and I am still very slowly looking for a job. Nothing much to update on. Though I am thinking of traveling....I want to go see Washington again, it was so beautiful when I was there a few months ago. I wouldn't mind being able to drive around the place again....like when me and Laura were up there for the HIM shows. Anyway yeah....so a job is NEEDED if I want to do that anytime soon. Maybe in a few months I can save up and just go....get into nature....maybe meet a friend up there. That would be nice....just been thinking about a lot of things. Fixing up my house, going to a concert or a show...something...I love live music...and a job and seeing people.

Oh well off to bed I go....