It Sunday night , I just got off the phone with Victoria and we each chatted about our weekend . the thing we did , the new poeple we meet and fun time we had with our friends.

The reason I am doing this because my weekend so interesting , you need to read everything , it so wild.

This Sataurday was my Birthday I am 39 againbut John at Tavern said ! Sandy you only 15 and hug me. and next year you can have a sweet 16 party lucky girl. I love the Gay life style.

I was off all week and I started on Thursday after raining all day . Sandy wanted out and Sisters was the place to be it alway has a good group showup . After getting my beer from T.J. the bartender , I started chatting with women next to me, she was telling me about her guy lover but she still love other woman . As we chatted for a hour about guys she look it me funny and said sweety your not a girl are you , I said no and we LOL. She made me feel so good about myseft. told me how pretty and fem I was . Just then my friend Joe show up , I was so surprize to see him. we hug and I told him about the woman , he said but honey you are a girl in so many ways. Just then my old friend Liz walk who I have not seen in 2 years walk in with her new lover . Liz and I met one night went we both were down after being drop in our relationship and spent the night at Tavern go over our feeling of hurt. it help us both. I told her about Victoria and we chatted about how happy we are now and play pool . till 1am . After hugs we parted and She gave me this book she was reading . On the way home I open it to find a nice note to me. Iam glade I went out.

Friday I was up early and out the door heading to Sandy Hook N.J. to enjoy a day on the beach and work on my full Body tan. You meet so many interesting poeple on a nude beach . that story for another Blog.

I got home and shower and tranform into Sandy with a New Yellow dress ,a new color for me . I head to Sisters . As I went to seat at the bar this gay guy turn to me and Said sweety the you do not were black shoe with yellow . I turn look at him and though how good I felt in the dress and said who the fuck ask you. he finish his drink and left fast . TJ said you have a problem with him . It ok I handle it.

I had plain a nite of partying on the Philly club crawl with my Philly friends Danelle and K and Steph, Liz and Holli from N.N.J. We had so much fun just between us . and dance the night away till 200 Am. Can not wait to see them again at Triangle in Ct. in August ( posted pictures of Friday ) Love you Ladies

With Saturday being my B Day ,I got a call from Victoria 8 AM and got besh wishs all day from alot of my friends . After laying by the pool all afternoon. I meetup with my kids for a dinner and a nice home made brithday cake from my daugther. Being with them is the best grift God has ever given me. Thanks .

Being my Bday I though I go do something differance . After dressing in my preettiness Party dress I head to St8 club I have been trying mix into . I Got outted just as I got to the bar By some woman who acted more like red neck she devil and she told all the guys at the bar I was guy. Just then her girl friend came up to me and said be carfull I do not like the the poeple here tonight. We chatted about guys and her life , and health problem she had to deal with. She said she spotted me by my wig , because she had to wear one for 2 yrrs. and was ok and understand, and she watch her girl friend did not make any trouble for me.. Just as got my keys out to go a guy tap me . and we start chatting . then he turn and look at me and said ! you were not alway a girl , I ask it he was ok with it , NO and a look , then he said , Stay in philly it safer their and the poeple are more understanding and walk away . as I gotup to leave again a girl was standing next me and starting chattting about the guys tthat night and how long I been comeing , as I told her it my 3 time. And we chatted she told me all about the place and were she live. after getting her drink. she said bye and good luck and see you later.

After walking out and gettting in to my car , my feeling started to set in , God why and lesson I was to learn this night . the night was young and it my B-day so north I head to New Hope a Safe place , and new for me . I park on Main Street and hit some of clubs all young group for me . So off to the New place Evermore , it replace the Raven but better in so many ways. I walk in and head to the bar and dance floor, the place was rockin and I was home and the only Tgirl in the place lol.

As I watch everyone dancing , a young guy come out off the dance floor take my hand and say your so pretty and I know you want to dance and I did with his friends till closeing 200am. So much Fun and a Nice way to close on my Birthday and in better Spirits.

As I drove the long way home I went over the weekend and the problems I face tonight and the way God help me though each one. First I had all my friends around me on Thursaday and Friday,and with Victoria love made for a fun time. But tonight God play with me , first I meet the red neck she devil. who toke me down fast , but he sent 3 angels to help me to feet and sent me away from that place , and guide me to back to the world were Sandy belongs , to People Like me . The poeple loveing poeple who only care about each other and understand everyone is differance.

So to everyone , I will try again , other places and time , You can not stop Me . Sandy on the move. so never giveup , life is away a test and you aways learn from it.

LOVE Sandy