It's the best way to get to a place you have never been . I don't know if this will be my last blog here on 360 . Maybe it will be . Maybe it won't . I am really going to miss this site , for many reasons. Even more than the wonderful friends I have made on here , and all of the lonely , scared , nights I have shared with you all . Many of you know me very personally , even though we have never met . Now my friends are here and there , but many I have e mail addy's , and this is great ! But now I ask of you , tell me where your'e gonna be , and I'll meet you there , cause ya see , I am still the same person now , as I was then . Sometimes scared , sometimes lonely , or maybe I just need a smile , but the point is , I need you , all of you . Life is in a neutral gear right now .Been putting in a lot of hours at work trying to make all of the money I can . Still have not gotten my raise for my new position , but I have faith that I will . The emotional part of my life is on hold right now , again , so I am focusing on my job , and finding a home . Aa long as I am forced to do things alone , alone I shall be . It is midnight . My day has been a bitch .In fact , my week has been a BITCH . I am tired and going to bed .

Love to ya ALL

MJ

Hailey is a part of the childrens miracle network and last weekend we went to a telethon where her mommy spoke about all that she had been through . Her friend in the picture is Abby who is now 12 and went through brain surgery the same time Hailey had hers . Since this time , the mothers have become friends , shared laughter and tears , and helped support one another during the healing tome of their daughters . Abby started having terrible migrane head aches . That is when they found the tumor in her frontal lobe . Where as Hailey's was her brain , brain stem , and spinal cord . Both girls had the same surgeon . A man with truly gifted hands . A man to whom we are all so grateful to for saving our precious Hailey and dearest Abby . No one else wanted to even attempt Hailey's surgery because of her being so young .She was only 3 months old . But there were no other options ,it had to be done . She is now crawling and learning to walk , and at 18 months , the first 6 being sedated ,we think she is doing pretty darn gooooooood ! She is always smiling and happy , until she has to go to the doctor and have tests and shots , then she becomes very upset , but forgets quickly , and is smiling again . Just thought I would share her with you . I know I have not written about her in a while . And the other children in the family , just love her to pieces . . . .

TA tA for now my Yahoo friends . I am still fighting a stupid cold so better get some rest . Work day tomorrow :)