When I started this blog, I was looking to share my lifelong habit of keeping a journal. I began blogs on various servers. Only the blog on blogspot seemed to gather readers. I was also able to use blogspot for other interests. For some time I tried to maintain this blog, posting simultaneously here and on blogspot; but it soon got to be too much. Therefore, if you want to see the continuation of this blog, please click on: http://unmuzzledox.blogspot.com/

The Internet is wonderfully fluid. I have a scanner but only my son knows how it works. I've grown embarrassed to ask him to scan more photos. He's fifteen. He has his own blog:  http://www.xanga.com/darksideofthebed He's fifteen. At one point he posted a link with a Wikipedia article on me: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Michael_Andre One of his crazy brilliant friends then posted a picture of Ben there. It'll probably be deleted any moment.  Who reads Wikipedia? Somebody, because everytime I make a nasty comment about one boring Canadian poet or another and call their pallid work Ourtario Literature, it's deleted within 24 hours.

Visiting Florida in mid-March gave me a foretaste of spring. The rainy season down there is long past, and the Everglades are drying up; birds have to drink at alligator holes, and that’s a tad dangerous. So they fly north. And here in the Northeast, the forsythia and daffodil are yellow and out, and you can see bugs crawling over this crop of flowers, and a few migrating birds are already here gobbling and singing and dreaming of a mate and a nest further north in Canada. The contract is renewed; as everybody knows, life goes on.

She bites his fingernails.

She clenches each nail in her teeth, wriggles it back and forth to soften it, tears it in a quick motion, and tidies up with a few final nips.  He’s delighted.

She finishes his right hand and wants to stop.  He implores her to continue.

There are no scissors.

He shifts in the bed, puts his head in her lap. They look out across their balcony at a Mediterranean bay enlivened, at the moment,  by sailboats and bathers, guarded by a castle with sunbathers on the rocks, edged by the main street of Rapallo and the road to Portofino, and embraced majestically by lines of green mountains studded with villas and steeples.

“You’re good at this.”

“I’ve had practise.”

She holds his left hand and inserts each finger into her warm wet mouth twisting each finger with authority.

Afterwards she lights a cigarette.