It's been a while since I thought about this. One told me that my love was just illusions. I just briefly take a look at some blogs and some page of my favorite book. For one moment, I can get the feeling of enlightenment. And then that moment withers soon enough before I can actually know what the differences between true loves and illusions.

One question, why do we have to use "true" in this case? Can we use "real" instead? The answer is certainly "No" since real loves may not always be true loves. People can live with each other for the whole life without reasoning about this problem. The only reason that drag me into thinking about this is that one's statement. I really forgot this, but today, things just come up unexpectedly.

I still can't answer this, as I have no objections or evidences to prove that statement is wrong. As far as I'm concerned, there is no definition for "true loves". After googling for a while, I found some interesting lines:

1/ "When a GIRL is quiet … millions of things are running in her mind. When a GIRL is not arguing … she is thinking deeply. When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions … she is wondering how long you will be around. When a GIRL answers ” I’m fine ” after a few seconds … she is not at all fine. When a GIRL stares at you … she is wondering why you are lying. When a GIRL lays on your chest … she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a GIRL wants to see you everyday… she wants to be pampered. When a GIRL says ” I love you ” … she means it. When a GIRL says ” I miss you ” … no one in this world can miss you more than that. Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person …. Find a guy … who calls you beautiful instead of hot. who calls you back when you hang up on him. who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who … kisses your forehead. Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats. Who holds your hand in front of his friends. Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Who turns to his friends and says, ” That’s her!! “ If you open this you have to repost it, guy or girl, or you will have bad luck for the rest of your life!!!!! If I don’t get this back I guess your not my friend. If you have a lot of love for someone. copy and send this to your whole list. In 5 minutes your true love will call or message you." (Of course I reposted it here ^_^)

2/ "Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails."
"Dear children, let us not love with words or tongue but with ACTIONS and in truth."
"We can only identify true love and know when we have found it, based on the Word of God. When we match our relationships up to what the Bible says that love is—and we are honestly prepared to make a life-long commitment to that person—then we can say that we are truly “in love.”"

3/ "Love means that you trust the person, would do anything for the person, know that person is with you through thick and thin, isn't afraid to be seen with you. make sure they treat you right."

4/ "The possible real meaning/purpose of love is: to reproduce. To stay together to protect each other long enough to continue your blood line/genetics. The meaning of love is prolonged mutual protection. Love is real when it is found. It is free when it is grasped. Can you tell with a kiss? Love is the magic/mutual in a kiss. There is no magic in a kiss if there is no love/mutual within it. A kiss with magic has no forced for love makes it gentle. There is no magic in just a lip kiss. Love has a different kiss. Some kisses are only stolen breaths. If you need to ask: "is this love" then the Answer is: "no" for when/if it ever happens you will know."
"Love is when you are certain that you love someone, and then you think you love someone else, then you both realize that you could never live without each other."

5/ "The true meaning of love is found in the word "unconditional". Loving someone through their flaws and all. Accepting and embracing each others differences and compromising with their offerings."

It has 20,600,000 entries for the word "true love". Does this mean anything to you? People around the world are still wondering the question I ask myself today. I know I haven't done anything for you. But, do you know how every day goes by meaninglessly; how the nights are so cold and how ignorance I am without you? I just wish that evening could repeat every month, every week, every day. That day, the sunset was beautiful. It was warm and comfortable. That's the first time I touch your hand and I still long for the second... The piano song was good, but really far less enjoyable than your angelic voice. I'm bad at music and drawing, haha, keep telling this. I can write a full book about that evening, but it's meaningless now. It is now I can be sure that when I said that sentence, I was not lying. I read your previous blog entries when they still made me feel happy. I am crying. My heart is thumping. I lose my breath just like the time when you said you don't feel like me. My chest feels pain. I promise this is the last time I'll act this stupid. This time, I'll use that "opportunity cost". Like you said "our destiny have ended HERE". I said I can't give up anything easily. But every exception has a first time, right? I don't know where it will take me, maybe 2 ways lead to the same destination (hope that destination is not Rome, who knows?). I don't know why suddenly, I change the topic and decide this. Haha, everything happens unexpectedly now. Hope that the memories will be with my previous memory card (which had been lost).

P.S: is your homeaddress 18B-5? I would like to settle something.