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Musings, Opinions, Wanderings & other Misguided Therapy's....Possibly chemical imbalances. Who Knows??
This is just a heads up to my friends. I just spent about ten minutes trying to leave one comment on a friends page. Had to click & refresh repeatedly until it finally showed. It's gotten to the point I copy my comments to blogs before trying to post just in case they disappear. And they do... or they they end up in triplicate.
Just getting to blog compose just now took about seven clicks and several refreshes. I just don't have the time or patience for this. I only get on for short periods now and then and it's to enjoy myself sooooo....
A friend introduced me to "Multiply" and i've been playing. So far I'm impressed. Smooth functioning, lots of goodies that are to my taste, very close to the 360 format in many ways only better I feel.
WHat i'm getting at here is I don't want to lose you, my friends, but 360 is driving me away so I'm posting a link here to my new site. Check it out, see what you think and if you have time play a bit. Let me know what you think.

Dear Mr. Bush,
Although I must admit I did not vote for you… either time, I have learned to accept that my opinion is not always aligned with the majority…. Hmmm, Or maybe it is. Oh well, that is neither here nor there and not the reason for this correspondence.
To be frank the reason for this letter was inspired because it has come to my attention that you are proposing to add another $1.00 tax to packs of cigarettes to help fund your little war in Iraq. Dare I say it? Yes, I must own up to the truth, I am politically incorrect. I hang my head and admit my shame. I am a smoker. Woe unto me, when I began supporting the tobacco tycoons 43 years ago there was a lack of information available to the public. But in recent years the release of scientific findings, which somehow had trouble surfacing in the past, has made it politically correct to have people shun, ostracize and insult me (Eww, you smell like an ashtray) and for you and other politicians to financially rape me. Now obviously it would be impolite for me to say to someone, “You smell like I just walked into a produce store full of over ripe fruit.”, or “That outfit you’re wearing reminds me of picture I saw in National Geographic.”, but times dictate customs and how quickly we forget. It was not all that long ago smoking was acceptable and even at times considered sophisticated, what ever that means. I’m sure you have a better grasp than I.
Now I have to say, maybe, just maybe, I could understand the surcharge if the monies were going to fund free clinics to educate and help people to quit or possibly, to prevent the young from starting at all, but I fail to understand the connection of my bad habit to a war I personally was against from the beginning. I wonder how many spineless politicians felt the same but failed to voice or vote their convictions… or lack there of. But I digress so let me move on.
Taking this a step further I have to say it troubles me, for now not only do I get flashes of my lungs blackening and my cells mutating as I light up but I am now inflicted with the trauma of visions of people blown up, being mutilated and dieing, families being displaced, homes leveled, loved ones lost. And, this all due to me flicking my Bic as I recline in the privacy of my back porch. I ask you, “How can I enjoy my vice in the privacy of my own home knowing I’ve become a traitor to my own principles?” “How can I live with this guilt thrust upon my psyche?” Could it be? Is it possible? Is this another way in your caring, altruistic philosophy toward the American public to instill in me the incentive to quit? Hmmm... Naaaaah, somehow I doubt it.
By the way, while we are chatting would you please answer me this, “What happened to all the billions of $$$s the tobacco companies were sued for?” It seems I still have to pay full price for any medication or aid to attempt to quit. My insurance company (which costs $14,000.00 a year) will not cover the cost even partially. I fail to understand. Is it possible a few of these millionaire and billionaire tobacco tycoons, who made their fortunes killing people and hiding the facts, travel within your social circle? If so, would you please ask them and the political gurus where the cash went?
Yours, sincerely bewildered
Russ G
PS. And here sir, I must admit, I thought you a man lacking in imagination and intelligence. After this, it is possible; I may be forced to readjust at least a portion of my opinion. Did you come up with this all on your own???


Good to his word, Ed arrived at about eight the following morning. Over coffee, they discussed how to approach the situation in a logical manner and they decided that to clear away immediate concerns so they could focus completely on Walt’s problem would be the first priority. Ed had already made a series of calls to cover his obligations leaving him free for the next week.
He then looked at Walt and asked if he remembered working with the community design and planning committee. “Somehow I didn’t think so,” was his observation after noting Walt’s blank look. “Then you probably don’t recall working on the construction project out at Rivers Edge either. I’ll make the calls and that should cover most of your immediate obligations. If there’s anything else I’m sure they will call to see what’s happened to you. We’ll deal with that if it comes up.”
Ed then made a call to the local clinic they both used and pressed for an appointment ASAP. It seemed Murphy had taken the day off and the goddess of luck was smiling this day. “Yes, someone had just cancelled and they could see Walt at one thirty.” At that point, they felt they had covered most of the immediate concerns. Looking at his watch and seeing they had a couple of hours to kill Ed suggested Walt create some fresh coffee and Walt went inside to comply with his friend’s request.

Ed sat back while he waited mulling the situation over yet again, and, as each time he had considered before, could come to no satisfactory conclusion. He knew when Walt returned with the coffee they would return to seeking an answer and it troubled him. The only logical solution was some sort of physical or mental trauma but what baffled him was the detail of Walt’s memories. That was the part that defied logic, but maybe the doctors would have an explanation, so he mentally shrugged and prepared for another round of dealing with his friend’s alternate reality. Walt returned and handed Ed a steaming cup of coffee and took a seat across from him, so they sat back, both took a sip and knew it was time to play fifty questions again.
Ed looked with curiosity at his friend, and asked, “Walt, I feel I need to know more, have a better feel for the way you believe the world should be, can you describe it for me so I can better understand?”
After a pause, Walt began. “First off, things look mostly the same. I mean physically although some of what I remember is gone or changed, it, the general sense and look as a whole, remains the same. Think of it like leaving one town and traveling to another. They are the same in a generic sense, they are both towns and in many ways alike, still there will be differences. That’s how this seems in that perspective. The real difference lies in how it all functions.” With that, Walt began to describe how the world functioned, as he knew it.
He began, once again, with the concept of capitalism, using examples such as farmers owning property, raising crops and animals, hiring help to maintain and harvest. He explained how the produce was shipped and sold, and from his earnings, how the farmer would pay taxes to the government, which went to maintaining highways and infrastructure and protection. He explained about overhead, such as cost of employees, electrical service, buying and repairing equipment, paying for packaging and shipment. He explained how a person owning a restaurant would operate, possibly leasing a store from another who owned it, paying utilities and help. Buying supplies and charging customers in order to make a profit.
He tried to elaborate how competition played its role and then went on to explain how the concept grew and became more complex as larger industries, superstores, and chain restaurants entered the picture until in more recent history global conglomerates began to form by merging and take over of many smaller industries.

Ed sat back absorbing and contemplating the picture Walt painted. He waited for a pause in Walt’s account and rose to get another cup of coffee. Walt waved him off as he reached for his cup. When he returned he sat and began speaking, “I think I begin to understand this concept of business, competition and profit to some degree Walt, and even using money to acquire what you need, but what happens to me if I don’t have a way of getting this money? What if I don’t have a business or don’t have enough to pay what you call overhead? It sounds as if the majority of people work doing things so that just a few big, what you called corporations, can make a lot of this money. What are these corporations doing for me and everyone else? Don’t get me wrong, I realize they are providing goods, but it just seems as if their priority is more for themselves than serving those around them”
“Walt, maybe I do not fully understand what you’re describing but the picture I’m forming seems a bit unbalanced and even somewhat hostile. The system you describe sounds like it would be a difficult place to survive in and that many would not survive well.”
Walt casually replied to his friend. “Ed, there will always be poor people and there will always be those who suffer. There are always those more gifted who adapt better and live a better life. Those more capable will be able to produce more and will reap greater rewards. It’s just the way it is.”

Ed stared at his friend, for the first time wondering. Maybe… just possibly, this was ‘not’ the same person he knew. After a long pause he quietly spoke, “No Walt, it’s not. You see in our society as long as a person is contributing he gains the same rewards. Because I may be able to work with numbers or schematics or have a better understanding of language, maybe be a physicist or mathematician, anything Walt, this does not entitle me to more than one whose ability is less yet works just as hard at what they do. We are all in this together attempting to make it better for everyone. As long as we all do this as best we can there will be plenty for everyone. The more our technologies progress the greater the horizons for all and the better life we all live. This is what it’s all about. Isn’t it?”
They sat looking at one another, for the first time feeling that maybe, just maybe, a stranger sat across from them.

Sometimes everything catches up and all you're left with is a few, possibly, off the wall thoughts.
DUCK!!! Here's one coming now! ![]()
Personally, I enjoy all those little positive blogs about happiness, brotherly love, sisterly love or just being in love.
Life is beautiful, the world your oyster, focus on the positive, tomorrow's another day and the sun will shine, it all makes you smile.
And there you have it... except I'm starting to wonder. ![]()
Yup, I'm beginning to suspect Hallmark and truth in advertising aren't leveling with me. I mean to say, it's all out there waiting for me to have and enjoy... but ... there seems to be some fine print. ![]()
All that positive stuff I keep reading needs a fair and balanced reaction.
This is an attempt at balance. You know, the yin - yang thingy.
The, for every action there has to be an equal and opposite reaction. Soooo
The TGIF thing, for me, has almost become a mantra as of late and I find it disturbing.
I just sat playing with the calculator.
If I live to be, say, eighty years old (I'm shooting for a hundred) I'll have been alive 29,200 days. I'll have worked approximately 20,880 of those days wishing for friday four/fifths of the time, and end up with all of 8,320 days off. Give or take a few factoring vacation vs. having to work occasional weekends. Then factor in how many weekends are filled doing much needed projects that can't be done during the work week and I've come to the conclusion I'll have one week off in my life. ![]()