- Entry for April 20, 2007
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Hope
I don't blame to Pandora..
She did nothing..
I don't blame to you..
You did nothing..
I did what I felt like doing..
So I'm not worrying about that..
We all are following dreams..
Hoping to see those dreams come true...
If they doesn't come true..
We don't have to worry..
because thats not our fault..
We have right to dream..
That is human rights..
Same time..
Dreams have their own rights..
If they want they may not come true..
That is Dream rights..
But..........
Who cares about the dream rights..
So I'm still dreaming on you my little angel...
- Entry for March 28, 2007
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Freedom...
Yesterday..
I saw my ex-ex (first girl who came to my life) girl friend with her boyfriend
We were in the same bus
They were sitting together..
Taking each others hands...
chattering... glancing...joking...hitting each others...smiling...touching..
What a romantic couple...
I was in the back seat. Alone.
I had a perfect side view of her face from there...
I didn't see his face...
I saw the beauty of her eyes, her smile,her lips...
I remembered the days I draw her face in my books...
The days I loved those eyes,smile,lips...
Remembered the things I did for her...
Remembered the things I learned from her...
I didn't feel Sad...
didn't feel Angry...
didn't feel Jealous...
No Love...
No Worries...
I felt nothing...
I checked my mind
It is completely free from her..
Thank you my little angel...
Now I'm completely yours!
- Entry for February 05, 2007
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Everything is Perfect..
Nothing to worry...
Nothing to write...
- Entry for January 11, 2007
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The truth is....
Loneliness + Hopelessness = 100%Emptiness
100%Emptiness in mind = Ultimate Greatness
Ultimate Greatness = The God
Human != God
I'm a Human
Means my mind is not 100%Empty
So I'm not alone
and still I have a Hope....
- Entry for December 28, 2006
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Back to the loneliness...
I had a dream of renaissance in my life
long time back..
That dream never became a reality..
I went to my loneliness back..
After I met you
I started to see the same dream again..
Hoping to make it real
I'm waiting ..