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Current mood: loved

Well, haven't given any updates about my life in awhile so here it goes. I recently moved in with my best friend / life partner...inside joke, I swear! Things are going great for us! Every night is more random than the one before it. We've met some really amazing people since we've lived together. First of all there is this dude that is sooo in love Sarah and he shall remain nameless . Then there is kickass Kevin and his sidekick Whitney! Also there is Turbo...the confusing one! Yeah, well there's not much really to do down here besides go to the beach, the park, Waffle House, our house, other people's houses, and of course the famous fall back...drink! Quite fortunately there hasn't been a great deal of the drinking thing going on because then I'd just be fugly as hell from all the hops!

OMG I can't believe I forgot to talk about our ANIMALS!!! I adopted Sarah's mini rex Velvet and she still has Lilly, Eclipse, and Blackberry. Oh yeah, nameless party and Sarah went out and adopted a daughter for themselves...a lil dark calico kitty and named her patch! Yep...life's just a barrel of monkeys down here. All I'm missing now is order in this zoo I call my life. I haven't really been getting the sleep I need and I can feel it taking it's toll on me...I always feel drained and that I can't perform my job as well I'd like to. I also would like to find someone to share my thoughts with and I really think that I have..but I won't name any names on this matter either! Well, talk to me or something if you want more up to the minute details.

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i'm lonely, sick, scared;
when will all this stop?
i feel anxious, tired, helpless;
why can't it end?
i want to sleep til i never wake;
try as you might i'm gone, you stay
someone hold me as i fall.
if you let go then i'll be gone.
alas here is my savior;
encased in truth but still dangerous.
will you save me from my lonliness?
will you calm my fears?
i believe you will so here's to you;
no, cheers to you for you make me cheerful.
thank you for ending it all;
well at least for now til you leave as you always do.

REAL friends

A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest. A real
friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself (and doesn't feel even the least bit weird shutting your vegetable drawer with her foot!)

A simple friend has never seen you cry. A real friend has
shoulders soggy from your tears.

A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names. A
real friend has their phone numbers in his address book.

A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party. A
real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean.

A simple friend hates it when you call after they've gone
to bed. A real friend asks you why you took so long to call.


A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your
problems. A real friend seeks to help you with your problems.

A simple friend wonders about your romantic history. A
real friend could blackmail you with it.


A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you
have an argument. A real friend calls you after you had a fight.


A simple friend expects! you to always be there for them.
A real friend expects to always be there for you!