well i thought id just type my thoughts as they come to mind again,

my mother and i has a little "im being neglected" tiff, and she knows i have been down for 3 days with a stomach virus and working double shifts, well being a healer, i get over illnesses quickly but my mother was being exagerant with a selfish basis of understanding, which was perfectly understandable for it was honest, and heartfelt for ,,,, well,,, "me"

she did make me quite upset and i thought , at the time , very unreasonable in thought, and i stormed in the house as she drove away. 30 minutes later she calls me and asks me if i am ok emotionaly and was sory for the whole incounter, i decided that was the time to chat with her and iron out some things in what has been occuring lately in our worlds,,, we are ok now,,

i told her that i had planned to visit her this sunday for a while and i did not want her to think her fussing started the idea, she said that the pryor effort was delightfull and wanted to go out on the town with me and i said ok if i get to take her out for an icecream cone,,,, she loves the idea.

that night i was awoken by a dream, i rarely remember my dreams too,,

in my dream i was in the presence of some sad tribal members just in tears over an animal which was almost too weak to live. they were looking at what appeared to be a gray wolf,,, limp weak and slow breathing,,,, the tribe members were heart broken so i figured that it was a pet or totem. there were covers over the animal and insence and amulets, potions and such medical items about the creature, they all looked at me and appeared to know that i was a hope of saving its condition as i have a gift. as i saw the items about animal i saw them as sustaning but not improving in revitalization, and without thinking, ordered everything to be taken away from the area so to just leave me and the wolf, my heart swelled, lump in my throat, and tears in my eyes in compassion of situation and condition of this animal, then my mind blanked out except for only one thought, like nothing else matters but this one thought, i felt the soft fur of this animal against my hands and bare arms and felt the shallow warmth of its body and i hugged this poor limp animal with every bit of my strength,, heart wrenching, tears streaming, there was more healing energy flowing into that warm soft limp body than i have felt before. in that moment i could feel the entire universe, and the intent of the universe was to help that poor life through me, and ,,,, i woke up,

at the time i woke up, i could still feel that high level of energy about myself, like when i can talk of the healing and i start to charge up, the dream literaly caused me to actualy charge with the same level of energy as i was dreaming i was putting into that animal,,,,

i clocked in at 6 am and could not stop thinking about it, like it had a message for me,

well, i told my mother that after work i would send her some dog scraps her way like she wanted and then its off to get some christmas cheer with robert in preparation for sunday which is the time i come to visit and do the town thing with mom,, and i came to the door with the scraps and set them down by the door as mom greeted me and i hugged her and hugged her and ,,, i could not let go,,

i started crying and held on like she was the most valuable thing in my heart,,,, well after a while i composed myself and she said that she loved the hug but not sure what to do about my emotional state and was concerned and i told her of the dream i had. and kept wandering if it was in refference of her. in my dream and the animal was a place holder of a life in need... her medical conditions do take some healing now and then so it fits,,....

afterwards my dad came home and pondered on the repairs of the car and robert was still waiting for me in the front in the truck, "he told me to take care of things and take my time,,, good thing eh". i told them rober and i were heading out to the coffee shop and wondered if they cared to join and my father did,,,, while at the holiday inn restraunt my dad said "thank you", and i said " uh,, what,, ok,,, your welcome,,, huh??" he told me that usualy when he hugs my mom he always gives her some healing too and that time before he took off for the coffee shop he hugged her and felt no energy flow and said whatever i did worked well and just wanted me to know,,, and i had not told him of what happened before he drove up so the difference was noticeable lol

well its 12:30am and i clock in at 6am so im off to GO2BED.COM lol..
blessings,,,,

loric the healer

every now and then i guess i will just let my mind drift and what ever
i need to talk about will come to me. at times i dont even think about
teaching as much as i do learning from the responces i get from
readers, and i think that it is good to relate with others with the
same understanding or interest, it feeds the soul and relates ideas.
i found out that like others may see things spiritual or hear them, i
can feel them if i am currently looking for them. one day i was
looking for a cd in several stacks of cds and i was not sure which one
it was in. in 5 stacks i thought it was in the 3rd or the 5th stack
(00101) and as i was reaching for the third one to quick look i felt a
little positive sensation on the side of my hand toward the 4th and
5th cd stack. i liiked through the entire stack and did not find it so
i went to the 5th stack and found the cd that i was looking for, the
reason i senced it is i had a pitcher of it in my mind. ok well a few
days later i had a request for a copy of one of my cds and when i got
home i called him up and told him to come over and i will start the cd
for him, i thought "well it could be anywhere in the stacks so now is
the true test" and i visualized the cd and senced with a wave of my
hand over the cd stacks (the cd stacks were cds in a spindle not in
cases) and i senced nothing, so i tried again, nothing, rats. ok the
thing has to be around here somewhere for i did not have it in the
truck so it has to be here (ok by saying this to my self i convinced
myself that it is a task with determination of truth or as a natural
tool to work for a purpose and not as an amazing ability, by changing
the way i would normaly think of this kind of ability removed doubt
and enexperience). so i waved my hand around the room andfelt
something, so i waved again and felt it again and in the same spot
too, so i homed in on it untill myu hand stoped moving and i dould
sesce the energy strong and constant and then looked beyond my hand
and saw my cd i call "copies for travel" on the piano stool in the
dining room and i looked through the cd pages and there it was. well i
started to use it for things just to practice, i closed my eyes while
walking to a road intersection when i was about a house distance from
the crossroad and went just about a house lingth and turned while my
eyes are still closed and visualized the very tip end of the road
where the v meets at the end of sight and i waved my head. where my
spiritual eye felt the healing positive energy is where i homed in on
and when i found the constant sensation of energy i opend up my eyes.
when i looked in front of me i was looking at the very end of the
road tip and was standing right center of the road from side to side,
its like the spiritual is acurate,