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hmm, what matters to me and makes my heart beat a little faster. Tie me up and don't forget the gag.
- DECEMBER 27, 2007
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DECEMBER 27, 2007
I just wanted to send a thank you out to everybody for all of their support and advice over the last 6-7 years, some of you longer. I have come to a decision to put Stephanie M to sleep for good. Considering the fact that i haven't dressed in over 4 years now and add in the fact that i have that whole 'shy, nervous, scared to meet' thing going on, i don't think anything will be happening anytime soon.
I also want to say thank you to those of you that have been trying to get me to meet them for a while now. I know i've come up with many excuses, but as i said above, i think it was a combination of how long it's been since i've met with someone and the fear of unknown when meeting.
I don't plan on just cancelling out this account, so i do hope to possibly chat still with some of you. Of course, i will leave the option of meeting still open but i will hold out on any hopes anymore. i will just put all my dreams, fantasies and anything in the file cabinet and just hide the key somewhere.
Anyway, i hope everybody enjoys themselves. Hopefully all your dreams and fantasies come true. Take care for now. As i said, i do hope to still chat with you.
Steve
Thursday December 27, 2007 - 11:14pm (EST) Permanent Link | 2 Comments - Entry for December 22, 2007
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New update...
As of November 3, 2007, i am finally married. My wife and i have been together for over 4 years, engaged for over 2. Now we finally did the deed. i have spent alot of that 4 years dropping hints here and there as to my likes in the lifestyle. She finally came out(before the wedding) and told me she has and wants no interest in it. She doesn't want to know about my interest. After being with someone for 4 years, i think it is safe to say that you know them pretty well. i think i will have my wife interested within 2 years time. (Hopeful thinking, maybe)....She already has the dominant personality.
Anyway, That is the update. Take care for now and hope to chat with/continue to chat with some of you soon.
Saturday December 22, 2007 - 08:44am (EST) Permanent Link | 1 Comment - Genuine Concern.....
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I just wanted to write to all the people that have written to me and showing their concern about my upcoming wedding and the fact that my Fiancee doesn't share any of my extra-curricular activities. First off, i truly want to thank all of you for showing concern in this matter, whether it be from your own experiences or just your opinions because you know someone who went through it or whatever the reason. I take your concern as genuine.
But maybe to ease your minds a little, i am not the least bit worried about the fact that my lovely Fiancee and i don't agree on those activities. I have had an interest in many different aspects of this great lifestyle ever since i was about 11 or 12 years old. I never really did much about any of it, besides read a magazine here and there. I didn't start actually attempt to wear female clothing until i was about 24 or 25. When i was 29 years old(March 2003), i finally got together with someone and i had an opportunity to dress in female clothing and also get tied up and such during the course of an entire weekend. I loved that weekend and for a while i was wishing that it didn't end so soon.
But for me, it wouldn't be about having to hide things from my future wife or can't control the urge to dress or want to get tied up. These aren't burning sensations for me. If they actually ever happen again in real life, that would be great. But to be honest, if i never had any dealings with any of it ever again, it wouldn't kill me and it sure won't kill my marriage.
To all the friends out there that i actually chat with on messenger now and then, i love you all just for being who you are. i hope one day that we do get to meet, whether for some mutual fun or just for a cup of coffee. It wouldn't matter to me. And to those that have written to me with their genuine concern, i truly thank you from my heart.
I hope this message didn't come across as hurtful to anybody, it truly is not meant for that purpose. Those who wish to write about their experience in a similar matter, please fell free to. Maybe some of you started in a similar manner and your gf/wife came around and maybe started liking some of the lifestyle. I still would like to hear from all of you.
Thanks again.
steve (aka stephanie M.)
Friday February 17, 2006 - 12:27am (EST) Permanent Link | 7 Comments