Just want to go somewhere more safety.Know what , sometimes comes and confuse your mind(in a good or bad way)...I saw a mirror inside me but it shows everything except me .Fell so un-wellcomed and strange part is that;I have nothing to say, though . Shadows moving on your brain, you get lost in a whole world . Everything try to hide you, bc you wanted to be hided from yourself . You have a few old memories, ironically you are just standing on more new ones...Your arms hug you only because only you around.. Sometimes inside of a smile from a little child,sometimes hidden in a lyrics of a song . Your thoughts this much complex and mixed..Even u try to pick useful ones ; in fact all are useless .And you want to be more alone(you have any choice more than that) . How many people around..thousands one..but nobody for you . You get hide inside your family this time... Everytime you have a place inside this pink safe window .The only thing they want, your smile.. and you smile everytime..but most of with a fake face.When something bleeding inside (and can't find where is),how come you can sing "happy days" song?But I do...I knew it's more useless then your depressive behaviour but have any right for make others sad because of me(if they care-seem to be care).I tear all my poems-even non-writen ones-They were so emotional for me(I am never this much weak/so what? waiting a reward for that?)Most of people prefer to hide their sensetive parts (it's told by our society)You must always keep your guard before some pain crased on your face..You must fist first for not eat this fist on your face .You must run and hide and attack .Like wild animals ; you can smell the fresh meat . But you never realized this smell comes from your own..You 'r hungary..even u can eat yourself .Then your body shake , you look your around.what u expect to see? It's only you . Big anger and sadness(maybe a little madness) covers your whole existence . Because everthing was ignored and live you alone-even your fears .Fears...How much they limited you untill now, remember?

Suprise..You are alone..