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Last updated Mon Jun 11, 2007 Member since April 2006

I am working my behinder off...one day off orientation, and they give me 11 patients.

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I am not sure what this journal will be about. Mostly my goal is to understand myself better. If others do too, great.

Entry for July 10, 2007
I am so goddamn glad to be off work, you all have no idea. It was a shitty night, in a very literal sense. I think I can safely say that I have never cleaned so many backsides in my life. It was my first night off orientation, and I had 11 patients, more than half of them had isolation precautions, which means gloves and gowns to even step in the room. i would get all dressed up and realize i needed something from out of the room, and it would take 10 minutes to get what i needed and get back to what I was doing. I had one 10-minute break between 2300 and 0730. I used 8 minutes of it to sob uncontrollably, 2 minutes to eat a few grapes and try and calm down, and got 3 phone calls on the portable phone I was carrying so that I could be contacted at all times. I didnt even get the code to the breakroom so I spent it sitting in the bathroom. I got a half assed report from the 2nd shift babe i took over from. A Sara without the H, of course. She left full foley bags, bedpans everywhere, and some crabby patients because she was a foul enough person that she got them all pissed off. I hit the ground running and swam the best I could. I think I got everything I knew to get done, done.

I am in desperate need of a shower, some food, and 6-8 hours of uninterrupted sleep...in that order. I pray tonight is a little more mellow. A few more days like this and i may start second guessing this whole nursing career thing.


Tuesday July 10, 2007 - 08:32am (PDT) Permanent Link | 0 Comments
Entry for June 21, 2007
I did my pre-employment physicals yesterday, and yes, that is plural as I have accepted both of the per diem nursing assistant jobs I have been offered. I figure I needed to get experience in as many hospitals as I can to be able to make an informed decision on which one I want to join on a more permanent basis. Not that I plan on leaving either of these jobs, but I might have to once school gets up and running. 3rd semester is supposedly the most difficult of the six I will have before I graduate with my nursing degree. I will be taking pharmacology, a geriatrics class, and a physiology class where I will be learning about the different diseases and how they progress.

I'm glad to be getting back to work. I think this is the longest I have been unemployed since I was 16. It's very different being unemployed by choice of course, and I have been very glad I havent had to work. Ive just been rattling around this house though, and will be glad to have new people to talk to, new stuff to learn and motivation to remain on task on off days. As it is, I've been reading 6-10 books a week, watched dozens of movies, and had lunch out any time I wanted. Its time for me to get active again and burn a few calories. I guess I'm thinking that its been a nice break, but im ready to have motivation to get my shit together and get my booty in gear.

Follow ups on the jobs are tomorrow, hopefully no snags will present themselves and I'll be starting orientation on Monday!
Thursday June 21, 2007 - 05:47pm (PDT) Permanent Link | 1 Comment
Starting out
What exactly is the draw behind posting blogs? With journals, I imagine most people write them so they can communicate something they are feeling or thinking without others reading it and judging it. That isn't the case with blogs. Is it so people can talk about what is on their mind and get attention for it? I think some people write things here assuming that no one will read them. I cant make that assumption. I suppose its just a way to keep those who know us informed and introduce us to those who don't. Anyone who has particular insight into blogging is welcome to post.

In my case, at least today, a degree of boredom is what has motivated me to write. Hopefully soon I will get a call from one of the hospitals I applied at saying that they have received official confirmation that I am not a registered sex offender, international terrorist, or crazed meth addict. (I know this, you probably know this, but they need it in writing from someone who is considered to be an authority, whoever "The Authority" may be.) I am scheduled for orientation at one of them for next week, but there is a linear progression to go through before I get to that point. I am ready to work, and get some experience with patient care.

I sit here, listening to Sinead O'Connor singing (Marcus Garvey, off of her Throw down your arms Cd) just kind of pondering blogging, life, work, play and all that separates us from one another. This nebulous thing we call "reality" is both dismaying and amusing. The lengths that we will go to to preserve the illusions of life are certainly laughable. It's either laugh or cry sometimes.
Monday June 11, 2007 - 05:49pm (PDT) Permanent Link | 1 Comment

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