Hey, bet you all thought I had fallen off the planet, I haven't. As you can see by the beautiful picture above I have been busy. We have a wonderful new addtion to our family. Her name is Cecyllia Ann Hamilton. She was born to Chauna and Andrew on January 9th and 6:42 pm and she was a nice 7lbs 8.5 oz's. She was a little thing coming in at 19 inches long, she fits right in with the rest of the family, short and fat... lol... think we will keep her around. Her energy is unbelievable. She is full of yellows and whites, I just can't believe her aura's, she is going to mark this world in unbelievable ways. I am just amazed by her. I am so proud of Chauna and Andrew. They have done so well with all the things that have been thrown at them this last year. I can't believe that they are now high school grads and are now parents. Andrew is working full time and they are getting ready to marry. I am so pleased with them, even the courts are pleased that they are so far advanced for their ages. Anyway, I guess I will try and do better and keep ya'll up to date more but I can make no promises... the things that are going on here are amazing I will try and fill you in on them too... I can't belive how that is going... I am so awed by the things that are going on right now... but I will say this, it is nice to finally know the truth about alot of things that I was being blinded to... anyway I will fill you in on that at a later time... take care all... hope to hear from you soon...

Love and hugs,

Heaven

Good Lord only knows how much longer I will be able to deal with all the stress that I have going on in my life. But that is for another day because I don't have much time to vent right now... at least I don't think I do... lol.

Lots going on, planning a trip outta town for a few days, the whole dang family, all ten of us plus a couple extras are going so that in it's self will be a rodeo but I think we can manage, some how. (I hope) *sigh* Debating on getting a job when we get back, but we all know how that may go as my health seems to have a mind of it's own, and I never know from one day to the next what is gonna happen with me... but I have survived this long and that is something.

Waiting for the new addition to show up, although we know that we have atleast a month. Of course there is the wedding to plan, but that doesn't mean that it isn't forming it's own life. God knows I am up to my ears in plans and nothing is coming together... and there are the baby showers to plan, but who gets to be in charge of all of that??? ME of course... you would think that I have enough with the running of now two houses, not just one... don't even try and work your brain around that one. LOL.

The hubby isn't getting the hours that he should right now as the cooler temps and rain isn't helping... but I guess I can deal with all of that... but I just hope that I get all that out of my system before the real holiday season hits as I now have to deal with all those preperations... got alot on my plate. *grrrrrr*

Well gonna go for tonight... I will survive for another day. I will talk to you all soon I hope... leave me a message or two if ya'll are still out there.

Hellchild, where are you!!!!????!!!! I miss you... I need to chat, you will never believe where we are staying... you will fall over laughing at me. But I guess I got myself into this didn't I??? Or at least one of my kids did anyway... love ya girl...

Pj and Nica... hope ya'll are alright down there... been thinking about you lots and lots. I could use some advice on my current living arraingement... you can only imagine where I am now... bet you get it in one guess, you two have been there done that... *hint* love you guys...

Cyn and the Mo crew hope you haven't fallen off the planet... let me know what is up... sorry that I haven't called, but I have been really screwed up with all the bs here... love you guys...

To everyone else... love and hugs...

Heaven

Man I bet ya'll thought I had fallen off the planet... I thought I had there for a while... but I have a computer now but you wouldn't believe me if I told you where it was so I will keep that my own little secret. Just know that I am alive and well.

Gonna be a grandma soon, don't you know that I am really happy about that bit of a turn in my life but I will survive. I have come this far. Just wasn't ready to be one from this child that is all. I thought it would be one of the other kids that made this happen. But what can ya do, it happens, more often then not here. By the new year I will be a grandmother of a little girl... I am too young to feel this old.

Hope that my friends haven't forgotten me... leave me a couple messages to let me know ya'll are still around. I will try and update this a bit more in a day or two... just have to figuar out the new code to use... you know. Just know that I am still alive and I am hoping to get on here more...

Love and hugs all around...

Heaven

Wow I can't believe how long it has been since I have updated this thing... man do I have a lot going on or what??? Let me see where to begin to get everyone caught up...

Guess with the youngest... he has gone on a 29 day visit with "the mother", of course she is already up to her old tricks and I imagine that she now has a computer as I have seen a "rent to own" truck at her house recently... so I must be very careful as to what I put in here... she is just the type of person to take things out of context and mess with our little world here. But lets just say she is not as safe as she thinks she is.... she has moved just a block and a half away from us and that gives us a lot easier access to what she is really up to... and man is she up to some serious messing up...

Dj is gearing up for school, she keeps saying that she is ready to go back and I am so ready for all those that are going  back to go.... this has been one very eventful summer and I would just as soon not have to relive this one again but then again you can't go back to yesterday can you? Guess that is a good thing lol. She is starting Jr. High this year and she is ready for it, or so she is trying to convince herself...lol... she doesn't have a clue yet but she will... lol.

Chauna and Andrew are not sure they are ready for the whole Sr. High thing... but they will survive... there are alot of things that have changed for them over this summer and some for the good and some not, but such is the life of a teenager in the 21st century... they will have to learn to adapt, cope and overcome... they will make it, or I keep telling them and myself that... we will just have to wait and see how it goes...

Aaron is working full time and trying to plan for his wedding that he is hoping to pull off somewhere around Thanksgiving... Mary is looking for a job but she doesn't do well with work, it doesn't agree with her life or something like that... she kinda has issues with working more then three or four days before she just up and quits... I don't understand that... she is gonna try and go to college starting next month, I hope that she does alright but you just can't ever tell...

Sarah and Tj have moved back in here again... they couldn't handle being broke into every week where they were living and they couldn't afford to move anywhere else with Tj leaving to go into the Army, (hopefully this month) so they are moved back in here... go figuar... Sarah is hoping to start college with Mary so maybe she can get that underway before they have to ship off to where ever the goverment decides they need to go...

Been out with my friends a few times in the last couple of months... needed that soooooooooooooooooo much... and thanks to Hellchild and Shopmaster I had an awesome birthday... thanks guys...

The crazy lady that we are buying our house from is now taking us to court because we won't let her in the house... she keeps going on and on about applances that she has in the house, she never had anything in this house... she is just a nosy broad that can't stand that fact that we won't let her have our foodstamps or that we won't tell her every little move we make... sorry just not my thing. It is none of her business what we have going on here... this is my home that last time I checked and if we were buying from a bank they wouldn't be coming by everyweek to see how we were and want to know how much we get in food stamps, if any of the kids get a monthly check or anything other such thing... see my way of thinking....

Pj and Nica and their crew were here for a few hours the other day... you can imagine how absolutely wonderful that was to have them here... I was so glad to see my hubby laughing with him... of course he cried when they had to leave and it made all the female in the house cry too.... nothing worse then a grown man with tears in his eyes, it will tear a girls heart out every time... (*SOB*)

Well, I have updated now so maybe someone else will now... hint hint.... hope to catch ya'll sooner rather then later...

Bren let me know something soon.... love and miss ya....

Pj and Nica... looking for the "Mad Shopper" where is it? Can't wait to see the pics... love you guys...

HTE and Sidhe... can't update on what we called about but will find a way other then the phone if need be... just know that all is well here... hope that you have a great week and Congrats on the coming weekend...

To everyone else... let me know ya'll are still out there....

Love and Hugs,

Heaven