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I Don't Care If The Sunshines
I don't care if the sunshines or the rainpours, I don't dream of sunsets or beaches anymore.
I only want the words to stop I'm sorry I'm so weak. I just want the ones I love to understand what I can't speak.
I will not go I have to stay till my work here has had it's due,But how can make you undertand I need your help to make it through?
Your lives are now before you Dont remember me with shame
And as the months and days go by know I'm the one to blame
For my love for you goes deeper and I'd not abandon you
Know wherever you may be my love still keeps over you.
At Last
Where did the spirt go?
The fire, the passion, the pride?
Why can't I be seen
What do I have to hide?
This empty hole within my chest
Where my soul used to be
Is now an empty shell
Theres nothing there to see.
I can't seem to regain myself
The parts that made me whole
There's no use for me now
I stand looking into this massive hole.
I'll stay here until my time
I've taken care of my past
The the pain, hurt and emptinessness
Will go with my spirit at last.
I'm sure you all aren't interested in this but I just needed to vent. I just don't like the sneaky way he goes about things and it creeps me out he won't go away. Anyway, I'm through now...off my soapbox..hope everyones night is better than mine. I'm actually looking into a restraining order because at one time he made a point to tell me he knows where we're at. He's violent and no good......I've been tagged by sweet and she says I have to list 8 things noone knows about me. Well...here goes!!
1. I like potato chip, mashed potato,and cheese sandwiches.
2. I'm 37 and I don't want to be.
3. I can pick up thing with my toes....
4. I can throw things with those toes too..weird huh??
5. I have over 300 Law Enforcement and Fire Dept patches that I've traded.
6. I can sit in a bathtub and read an entire book even if it takes two hours.
7. I love to be around people but hate it at the same time.
8. I am a fanatic about anything fairy...
Now if you read my blog consider yourself tagged as well, come on, don't let me down!!
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