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* "Hanna I" by zemotion

Though I moved to blogspot, I felt like getting back here for one more post, to signal my audience
I am still alive.

They say you should not give people second chances when they screw it up ugly. But that would only mean... we're all doomed to go to hell, since ALL have screwed things badly at least once in life.

I thought more about this when people around me started all-of-a-sudden changing. I write mainly about how I feel and give large amounts of space to analyzing my emotions... it's like therapy sometimes. But now I want to write about "them" who made me feel discouraged, as I still can't get past the evidence.

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*&$^&^*^#$#*(&(#^ ... for losing part of this post! :(

What follows is a rewriting, but has lost the flavor.
Do enjoy, if you want. I'm still gonna mourn the loss 'til dry.

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I always thought that friends were meant to stay forever and always be around you when you need them. Until I lost them, one by one.

When one's had my share of soar happenings, all they can do is withdraw from life and isolate on a remote isle, for days and weeks, and months, and ages. Or... start networking on a daily schedule, with a full agenda.

Either option, YOU choose. No one can push you to stay clear as well as no one comes to take you by the hand and get you to meet people. As wide as Bucharest is, the only possibility is to shout from the rooftop "I need friends!". I wouldn't recommend. :D

Sooo, we were left at soaring and mourning over the loss of friends and bitter finding out that those I called "true" are true no longer. Hey, but... shite happens! ;)

I'll get over this as soon as I find whom to share my ice-cream with. No biggie!

In this blessed world there are always OPTIONS: Y!messenger, hi5, blogs... you name it! They say the Internet is a huuuuuge database. You only have to google. :) Truth is... I'm not that kind. :D I like to live and learn in flesh. Virtuality (virtual + reality) is NOT my middle name, although I spend large amounts of my time among pixels.* ;)

I'd rather use this tool as a prelude to an ice-tea face-to-face on a nice cozy terrace, somewhere downtown Bucharest. I know one I worked on last weekend, just perfect for an escapade. :)

You know what?! Writing IS therapeutic. I even lost my anger on the subject. Changed title, mood and style. Even the paragraphs are more relaxed. I smile, and that's just fine for me. Life is pink! O.K., it's starting to get weird. Better get a grip and get back to Earth while early. :)

SEE YOU @ deBufet for a soda! ;)

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*Not only the GREEN ones.

* Di logo by Bog.

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http://womanchildisdead.blogspot.com

You can find me here courtesy of my Gmail / Blogger account.

*"In Desktop We Trust" photo by *eclection*

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Fiindca m-am saturat sa nu le mearga server-ul astora de la Yahoo!.

Si pentru ca nu pot sa-mi pun plugin-uri destepte care nici eu nu stiu intodeauna ce fac, da' o fac bine.

Si mai ales deoarece vreau sa arate aerisit, fara un carnat de Networking / Relationships / Friendly Figures in lateral, pentru etalarea "cunostintelor".

Adica, cu exact acele chestii care imi plac mie si nu vin standard de la Yahoo!.

Recunosc: am deja 4 bloguri pe www.blogger.com dar stau degeaba si le voi da delete curand la cel putin 2 din ele. Mai am unul - in colaborare - pe Wordpress (www.adamsieva.wordpress.com) dar nu face trafic. Desi l-am conceput ca pe ceva funny, cu accente misogin-misandrine, e doar un alt mijloc nu prea vizibil de a-mi expune traznaile in scris.

Asa ca am zis: ori azi, ori niciodata, motivata - in shuturi - fiind de o conversatie pe mess! :) Ma mut pe Wordpress, ca-i mai serios ca Blogger, urmand sa curatz & sa pieptan ce ramane ca sa fiu - in sfarsit - "populara". Nu de moft si nici de trend, ci dintr-o nevoie de REBRANDING (inca) neimplinita.

Nu pot ramane in stadiul asta childish, de simpla expunere a banalitatilor personale - punctate uneori de creatii originale - pe fond negru-pastel. Imi trebuie un LOGO, un STATEMENT si o IMAGINE. Fresh! Imi trebuie acea identitate de advertiser cu care ma identificam la inceput, visand la munca intr-o agentie. Acum fac pasi buni in directia asta si deja ma simt incomod cu imaginea de kiddo pe care am mizat pana de curand.

Pe scurt: Time to grow up, honey!

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Asa ca fac apel catre toti bloggerii seriosi inrolati pe Wordpress care mai trec (si) pe-aici din cand in cand: AJUTATI-MA!

- Cum instalez plugin-uri?

- Cum fac rost de-un layout misto dar FREE?

- Cum personalizez o pagina sa fie cat mai appealing?

(In teorie, stiu cate ceva dar ma omoara practica.)

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*SEND SHOUTS / LINKS / DOCS ON MESSENGER @house_mouse_girl.

**Si NU dati "Add" aiurea ca n-am chef sa impart "IGNORE". :)

*orginal photo here.

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In buna traditie a featuring-urilor:

** Azi m-am "pierdut" (iar !?) pe blog la Binaca (nu, nu e scris gresit)! **

Lucreaza @Leo, intr-un departament cu nume de fitze: 23 Communication Ideas. Mi-a fost (scurt timp) colega de grupa la FCRP (SNSPA). Si scrie misto.

Imi place blogul pt ca:

1. e ECO;

2. e LIBER;

3. e SINCER (in genul WTF).

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LATER EDIT:

Bianca walking? :-O

Oh yeah, pe Stefan cel Mare... just yesterday...dupa ce am plecat de la job si deja publicasem postul asta. Si nici macar nu m-am oprit sa-i zic "Hello".. she was too speedy. How funny! :)