Well I thought I would post an update... since most times i forget to do one.... Well IML was a blast, I had fun at the Palmer House Hotel. My collared cub and I had a great time when we went to six flags he got a really bad sun burn but he is better now...

Otherwise all is going well ...

Matt

Hey all,

Just an update.

I'm going to IML and bear pride in Chicago next week, I'm leaving next Friday am, and coming home Wednesday am...

I'm currently dating a really nice guy, he lives in Chicago and I hope things work out between him and I love him every much.. and yes things are serious between us.

Work is going okay, and yes its only okay, its been really weird lately.

But otherwise... LICKS

pup

Hey,

I just got back from visiting Chicago, I had a great time, kinda did the whole tourist thing this weekend, I went to a couple bars with new friends. But overall I had a great time, I'm starting to feel better about everything but work is still hell...


anyways..LICKS
pup

Hello All,

Well I'm single again, and I'm sick of guys getting my hopes up and then throwing me away. Cub left me during a bussiness trip. I had some guys that i was talking to and now they arnt talking to me. I mean what is worng with me? I try to be a good person, I care and I love every guy I've been with. All my real friends hate it when they see me cry, but it seems like i do it every day now, I cant drive to work w/o thinking about something or someplace that Cub and I did something. Its really hard for me, Im trying to work it out, I just need a bear to help me...

One thing that is a real problem for me is that im scared of the dark, and i only feel safe with others around, not in bed with me but at least in the same room, so i have to take a sleeping pill just to relax and sleep half the time...

hopefully it will all work out...

pup