I was told, rightfully so i should remove me 2 or 3 yr old pool pics... I tried ... any way due to recent efforts im almost (10 pounds) away from bieng in decent shape again .... will post pics when i start turning heads at pool .......... this post was for my own self estemm ignore it

I have never had the interest in reporting my real life ups and downs as blogs, nor have I let myself become engaged in the daily pursuit of keeping up with the daily ins & outs off the 100+ friends I have on 360. If your wondering why I even have a 360 .... good question and I don't have an answer. When I do blog its usually because something on the net has encroached on my real life. I have hundreds+ of friends on the net and have known a hand full over ten years. I could blog about chat drama related to me, but the only difference it would make is me venting a little so I wont waste any ones time on that. I would however like to make an observation that's born out of recent aggravations.

In real life I hate to burden a friend by asking for something. There are a hand full that I can go to and would do anything for. These friends and I prove our friendship through actions when actions are required. There are a lot of friendships on the net that have little or no means of validation. In these cases, if you practice and honor honesty,honesty is about all you can base a friendship of this type on. The aggravating part of this is, those who dont respect honesty in themselves have no problem letting you believe in them as being honest.

Friends are in your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime.

In their mind, which category do they put you in ?

Ive stuck with the worst, ditched the best ... The future may exceeed both the good and the bad but its all there is too look forward to :)

We all have noticed how the vast majoritiy of us (myslef inclulded last 5 years) use yahoo to explore possible intrests in the opposite sex , wheater it be for lack of affection, physical, empty heart space, lack of ego, unavaliability of friends , perversion ... not mentioning names on that one :-" .  

if ya know me you can understand how i think (sorta) categoreis etc...  so

Love .... should it not end in marriage... i think so

 I have been doing yahoo since 96 or 97 (cant rem for sure) and have seen 3 marriages none of which are not intact today.  dont reply with how many you know unless they have been togeather more than 5 years , personals dont count ... its us chatters who have a link missing in our chain of life.... i plead guilty, you will waste our time arguing with me on this one......

 

Lust .......  all i can say here is ....

If it fits you situation and morality ... thank your deity yahoo is free <:-P

Friendship.....

The people online who do not ask you for anything, and have a clue as to your life when you talk to them on occasion ....   they are a good argument for being on line and in  chat.

 

Juli pointed out the flaw in my wanting to be specific about the details that prompted this blog ... it was "people will not learn from it"  and your right juli ... maybe im just letting my fingers vent and no one will read this ... but in the off chance im %0.001 wrong ....

My words of wisdom (earned with scars not endowed wisdom) are ...... if you find an intrest over the net , both parties should want to offer the same access to each others lives, if both want to but one is incapable, an explanation should be provided.  The explanation should be accepted and remmbered.  sorry i can't vouch for trust %100 , its just my take on the net and ppl you meet here.

 

Best thing to do .... go to the local grocery store and flirt in checkout line like we do here ....