So I don't ever really have anything to write about other than my weight loss. I hit 234 til I made a trip to Spokane and was bad lol. So a few steps backwards and I'm on my way forward again. No problem, I know my body and how it works.

Anyway at a suggestion from Rob, he mentioned that I write about the food here. It's good. We smoke alot of ribs, fish, chicken etc.. yummy. Today I had some pretty damned good bbq chicken. Looking forward to having left overs at work today.

We are watching Hells Kitchen... good show.

Um.. otherwise we had sushi with bunnie this last weekend, that was nice. :)

Ok not much else to write about heh. :)

puppy

Well I've been ordered to update my blog. Not that I have much to write that is exciting. Right now I am watching Rob play God of War 2. I'm looking forward to my chance, it's a badass game. I haven't been too stressed about other women right now, we are all just kind of laying low for now.

My job has kind of sucked lately, but I may have some opportunities to work at a different store so we'll see what we can do. What my manager doesn't understand is, it has nothing to do with hours and everything to do with how busy we are.

Anyway, not much more to write really. Just trying to make everything work for everyone. I am halfway happy right now ...cross your fingers it lasts :D

puppy

Miscommunication, or the lack thereof can destroy a relationship. When so many times go wrong, I admit I was floored when it went right yesterday..

I broke down in frustration, restlessness, desperation. I get mixed signals often and try to read them. I try to go with the flow. I, like him, am looking for a pattern .. a routine to call our own. Something solid.

Me being away on weekends working frustrates him, as it does me. That is why my new work schedule will be the way it is. I am looking forward to February when I can be, finally, in a place to settle and get relaxed and find as my new reality. Now if only to convince him to let me have a cat.

Heh.