The most recent pic of 5 of my grandkids,lol....Aren't they cute? This is my daughters brood. They keep me hopping everyday...Well most of them. Tommy is in 1rst grade so he isn't here and Harley leaves for Pre K early. They are all excited about X-mas.

I'd like to wish all my friends a very merry holiday. Hope you can all stay warm and manage to get things done. LOL I don't seem to be able to! I've been blessed this year with 2 new nephews, and they are so handsome. Amber and Jen must be so happy. My grandson Landen turns 14 months in a couple weeks too. He is so onry. Just gotta love 'em.

Every year bout this time I get depressed and meloncoly about christmas' past. The memories of old friends and good times. After 3 years of this bull - I decided that time spent thinking of memories that were built on lies and mistrust are stupid memories. Instead of missing someone who I concidered my bestest friend ever and all the hurt of her lies and denials....I decided just this once and just for her, I would be just as heartless and spend my time and energy on the really good people. Yea I kn0w I'm a bitchin'.....SORRY! But those with high blood pressure and heart diease need to vent sometimes and cast out bad - unused bullshit to survive...Life is good - we not all need bestfriends,lol...Anyways I am glad the holidays are here and I have some wonderful family and friends...I love you all...Minus one,hehehe...I finally am letting go of all the past memories. You are now gone.

Hey everybody. Sorry it has been so long. There was 2 laptops in my home and both of them crashed within days of each other. WOW what a long few months. Finally I have managed to get a new hard drive for one of them and get back online. So much has been going on.

My Niece Jennifer just recently gave birth to a lil' boy of 4lb something. Tiny little fighter. ANd my Niece Amber gave birth to a big ( nearly 9 lb ) baby boy Cooper just dayas later. Congrats to both of them. I haven't seen either of them but for pictures yet.

I have been hanging in there. Been havin' some serious chest and left arm pains and troubles. Had a cancer scare that no one knew about,lol. And hopefully won't find out. And just alot of things that surround the bypass I had. Other than that doing pretty good.

Is starting to get cold here and all the grandkids are getting sick. Figures huh? And I have had them here every day for the past 2 weeks. They are a joy though....Most of the time,lol.

I came back online to have my mailboxes stuff with mail. Most very sweet and concerned. Sorry I had no way of posting I would be gone. Didn't know ahead of time I was goina crash and burn. Others not so nice. Seems I had some friends that onluy can be friends when you are there 24-7. For those of you who I so apparently annoyed and pissed off I do apologize. I can deal with the deletions. To those who have kept me THANK YOU! I haven't had the best of luck lately with computers or my health and somedays are better than others. Not trying to be nasty or rude to anyone honestly. Just somedays it doesn't pay to crawl out of bed. Some of us have days that would better be spent alone, in the quiet with nothing more than a cover. We all do shut down abit from time to time. But again I do apologize....Love ya all...

Hi sis and Crazy and Dean....I sure miss you guys.....