Thank you everyone for your kind thoughts and prayers. I appreciate every one of them. Its not easy to lose someone you love so much. I thought I was prepared but you never really are I think. This last couple weeks have been very hard for me. I was really close to my Grandad. I will miss him more than I can say.

Mikey went home today. I just want to say here that he was my rock this last couple of weeks. Without him I don't think I would have gotten through this time as well as I have so far. He was such a help to me. I don't have enuff words to thank him. All I can say is I love this man insanely. Thank you my love for everything. I miss you terribly already.

Thank you again to my friends. You know who you are. Love u all!

Becca

This is a hard blog to write so it will be short and sweet. My Grandfather Lee passed away on Thursday November  2nd at 6pm. He died in his sleep at home like he wanted too. His children, grandchild and greatgrand child all got to see him and spend time with him. We will all miss him horribly.

Thank you all for you love and support during the last couple of months. You will never know how much it meant to me and my family.

Thank you all,

Becca & family

Hello everyone! I guess it's time for another blog since it has been a couple weeks since my last one. This one is going to be a bit harder to write. So please, read with caution.

After this week I prolly won't be online a whole lot. At least not for a while. I think many of you know that my Grandad has terminal lung cancer? Well if you didn't, you know now. A couple of weeks ago he suffered a stroke. This one didn't do a whole lot of damage. It weakend his left side and he slurs just a bit when he speaks. The doctor told him at his last MRI a couple months ago that the cancer is everywhere now. The family knew this was coming. It wasn't a surprise. He choose not to do chemotherapy. He doesn't want his time left to be in a hospital sick with chemo. He is 84 now, and he has lived a whole life. Today we had a family Sunday lunch. It was a good day. He was doing well and was very happy to see everyone.

I guess I am telling you all this because I really feel the need to ask my friends for their support. My Grandad and my Mother are the two people besides my son and Mikey that I love best on this earth. I already have lost my Mother. I am now going to lose my Grandad. I know this, but damn it I hate it! I know when he is gone, I will prolly go crazy for a while. I am asking for your support and prayers to help give me the strenth to keep my chin up, a smile on my face, and love in my voice for my Pop from now until the day he is gone from me. I don't think it will be much longer.

A lot of my family don't understand about the internet. How people can become friends without ever having met in person. Without spending time in eachothers physical presence. I ask them, what is a friend? Isn't that someone who is there for you no matter the distance? No matter how long it's been since the last time you saw them? I have always believed that you can be a part of someones life without ever having even seen the other person. It happens every day, all the time, the world over.

Anyway, thank you for reading. Lets all remember that in small ways, every time we walk out our door, say hello or smile to a stranger, we have now become a part of someones life. Make sure you tell those you care about that you love them. Never leave thier presence without telling them 'I love you'. You never know, it might be the last words they will ever hear.

I love you my friends.

Hello everyone!! Thank you all for your Birthday Wishes yesterday. They were very much appreciated!! I did have a very good day. I got some great gifts!! The best one was having lunch with my Grandad. I always love to spend time with him. He and Lorne are best buddies and have a lot of fun together.

I know I haven't posted in a while. There hasn't really been much to tell actually. Lorne is now four, his B-day was last month. He also started school last week and loves it!! He loves it so much that when I went to get him from school today he told me "Mommie just go away!" LOL He didn't want to leave. 

As for me, I am now 36 and proud to have made it through another year! So much has been going on this year.  My health is improving, my eye is 80% back to normal, my foot has healed just fine, and my big toe is slowly growing another nail! LOL  I have had a lot of illness in my family the last few months but so far, everyone is recovering and doing well.

I have found love again when I was ready to give up on it. That  is the greatest gift I have been given in a very long time. Well, since I had my son at least. 

I am also very blessed to have such wonderful friends!!! Thanks again guys for the b-day wishes. My biggest wish is that all of you have a wonderful year of health, happiness and success!! Blessings everyone!!