Today isn't a special day ........ Just want write a entry 25/2 to 15/7 , nearly 5 months , when go up HSP2 , smile more , speak more , more confident and ............... get lazy . sometime feel upset myself . don't want learn , do HWs , practise pronounciation , read book .......... just desire sleep , sleep and sleep also always on sleepy condition . See the HW , yes , a littel HWs , no more than HSP3 , no difficul than HSP3 .........but ....... terriable ...... so tired .................... Still learn to Oct ............. if IE get 455 .......... can go to 2shool .............. now , it just 354 . whatever can do in 3 months . Improtanly, must change the way of activity ............. can't keep it more long ............... if don't want spent time and money for stay in class to listen and homestay . don't want someone expect and then despondent ............. don't want the will will be fall down . Have so many time ........... but sit here , do nothing ............. just see 4 walls ............gaze to computer ......... no more ........................ upset ......................... disappointed ........................depressed....................... when will they be finnished ? ............................ hope to have someone to lean, hug and cry ...!