This morning I awoke feeling very refreshed.  I feel new almost.  Today I celebrate life and recognize it's true meaning.  As I look at the world around me, I see utter chaos.  I don't understand the will of a being to destroy everything it touches.  This wonderful planet is dying and yet no one seems to care.  I will not walk around here dumb, deaf and blind.  I will not allow my children to do the same either.  It is time to wake up the spirit within people!!!  Survival of all those beings that will come after us ,is up to us.  If we do not react now, in 10 years it will be too late.  Search and you shall find.  Your inner God will not let you down.

Peace

Today I mourn the loss of yet another friend.  Why is this world so full of hate?  Saturday night as 20 year old Anna Perry lit a candle in her brother's memory (he was killed four years ago saturday night) some soul-less person shot her in the face and left her there to die.  She is survived by a 4 year old daughter.  Anna and her brother Bobby were friends of mine, from the old hood.  We grew up together.  His loss four years ago left me wondering with no answers.  Now his sister is gone too.  I just don't understand the way human beings are.  Why is it so easy to live in chaos?  If one really overstood what chaos is, they would not succumb to it so eaisly.  My soul sits in pain for the daughter that will never know her mother.  For the mother who's hurt from four years ago has doubled.  I pray to the most high that those who commited such a senseless murder be brought to justice.  For now we question the motive for ending such a promising young life...