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Entry for February 16, 2009 FULL CIRCLE......;)
Entry for February 16, 2009    FULL CIRCLE......;) magnify
So this is one of the 3 loves of my life....=).....I have known him for 2 months.....but i knew his tiny soul in his begining...a long time ago.....
In 1990 because of, well, personal/circumstances, I put a child up for adoption......
He is 18 now...heehee....and that is him......
We have been getting to know each other......=) =) =)

So remember that when life seems unfamiliar, and you dont understand the reasons "why"
Sometimes......it goes miraculously, wonderful......Magik could be in the making!
Never stop dreaming, believing and praying.....Most of all, practice faith!

He is soooo beautiful!!!! I am sooooo very blessed!!!

By the way, I have not abandoned 360....Just been lovingly wonderfully and most blessedly pre-occupied!!!! (and on a cloud.....hehe)

I have missed ya'll!!!! Lovin you all, and sending you many blessings of lovin magik!
Tags: tears.of.joy...wow...sadness...wow...blessings....love
Monday February 16, 2009 - 04:00am (EST) Permanent Link
Entry for January 12, 2009 I have always loved you.......for C.P....hehe
Entry for January 12, 2009  I have always loved you.......for C.P....hehe magnify
You were concieved in love by two young people....yet it was not permitted that we stay together due to very strong conflicting, emotional and theatrical currents....within and without us.....and these currents pulled us apart.
I am your Natural Mother.
I do not like the term Birth Mother, there is so much more to my feelings for you.
I was not an incubating machine, or a surrogate mother who coolly gave birth so someone else could have a child, far from it.
All my feelings for you are Natural....for many reasons, I just wasnt able to keep you with me....yet i loved you so much, and I have cried endlessly for you.
I am okay, but it has at times, been almost too much to endure.
I have had to deal with not seeing you grow up, and this has been tormenting at times, and may still, from time to time cause me sadness.
I want you to know about the effect this has had on me-
mainly to impress on that
YOU WERE WANTED, AND HAVE BEEN MISSED TERRIBLY....
you are where you are because it was with all of my heart what i felt to be best for you .
I loved you then, I love you now.
You have my love, as you always have.

Monday January 12, 2009 - 11:31am (EST) Permanent Link | 1 Comment
Entry for December 22, 2008 The invitation
Entry for December 22, 2008  The invitation magnify
A poem that needs to be read by all......... " The Invitation" It doesn’t interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart’s longing. It doesn’t interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love for your dream for the adventure of being alive. It doesn’t interest me what planets are squaring your moon... I want to know if you have touched the centre of your own sorrow if you have been opened by life’s betrayals or have become shrivelled and closed from fear of further pain. I want to know if you can sit with pain mine or your own without moving to hide it or fade it or fix it. I want to know if you can be with joy mine or your own if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful to be realistic to remember the limitations of being human. It doesn’t interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I want to know if you can disappoint another to be true to yourself. If you can bear the accusation of betrayal and not betray your own soul. If you can be faithless and therefore trustworthy. I want to know if you can see Beauty even when it is not pretty every day. And if you can source your own life from its presence. I want to know if you can live with failure yours and mine and still stand at the edge of the lake and shout to the silver of the full moon, “Yes.” It doesn’t interest me to know where you live or how much money you have. I want to know if you can get up after the night of grief and despair weary and bruised to the bone and do what needs to be done to feed the children. It doesn’t interest me who you know or how you came to be here. I want to know if you will stand in the centre of the fire with me and not shrink back. It doesn’t interest me where or what or with whom you have studied. I want to know what sustains you from the inside when all else falls away. I want to know if you can be alone with yourself and if you truly like the company you keep in the empty moments.
© Mountaindreaming, from the book The Invitation
Monday December 22, 2008 - 12:42am (EST) Permanent Link
Entry for November 28, 2008 Being Human
Entry for November 28, 2008   Being Human magnify

"This being human is a guest house.
Every morning a new arrival.

A joy, a depression, a meanness,
some momentary awareness comes
as an unexpected visitor.

Welcome and attend them all!
Even if they are a crowd of sorrows,
who violently sweep your house
empty of its furniture, still,
treat each guest honorably.
He may be clearing you out
for some new delight.

The dark thought, the shame, the malice,
meet them at the door laughing,
and invite them in.
Be grateful for whoever comes,
because each has been sent
as a guide from beyond."

Matthew 5:39

Let us remember in this season that the fall to death (winter) is required for rebirth (spring) and growth and harvest (summer). Let us rejoice in this downward movement of the cycle. May we go within and continue to grow so that when the time comes we can display our lovely soul blooms.

Namaste.

Friday November 28, 2008 - 12:24pm (EST) Permanent Link | 1 Comment
Entry for November 17, 2008 Keep your windows clean....
Entry for November 17, 2008 Keep your windows clean.... magnify
A young couple moves into a new neighborhood. The next morning while they are having breakfast, the young woman sees the neighbor hanging her wash outside."That laundry is not very clean" she said. "She doesn't know how to wash correctly....maybe she needs better soap..." Her husband looked on, but remained silent.Everytime the neighbor would hang out her wash, the young woman would make the same comments... About a month later, the young woman awoke one morning to see a nice clean wash on the line, and she said to her husband "Look, she has learned to wash correctly, I wonder who taught her this?" The husband replied "This morning i awoke before you and cleaned our windows...." and so it is with life. What we see when watching others depends on the purity of the window through which we look. ~Blessings of love, light and clean windows!!!~


Monday November 17, 2008 - 10:45pm (EST) Permanent Link | 2 Comments

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